#levi talks

[whine-red]

i might be trippin or something and i cannot sufficiently explain why but linguistics, maths, computer science and philosophy are all the same thing

[stupid-utapri-headcanons]

good evening utapri lovers!

ur humble lover boy levi here back again (hasn't this happened like 3 times already?) to revamp this blog and create more cool lil utapri headcanons for the masses

i'm finally in a place to consistently be creative, so i can't wait to write stupid lil headcanons and also share silly lil pieces of writing!

i hope you're all ready to celebrate utapri once again - it deserves some love <3

[hysterialevi]

Making some stuff for Captoper and Writeober at the moment 😁 also planning to draw another OC

[solarsleepless]

I get annoyed at people who call Max a lesbian. Like, not hate, it's just irritating.

Yeah, people can have their headcanons. I don't care about that.

But people say "she acts lesbian, she's gay lol" and I hate that! Just cause someone acts a certain way does not mean that they are like that.

Is Max cold just cause she acted like that? No, of course not.

Do I think Max had a crush on El? Yes, but she'd hide it for her own sake (i.e Mike and El being together and her homophobic town/family)

But just cause she "acts lesbian" does not mean she is.

thank you for coming to my TED talk, goodbye

[tboytoby]

I want everyone 2 know that anyone who changes Sally 2 be Not A Whole Salmon, ur lore game is weak /lh

when I get the energy 2 draw it's all over for u

[captain-levi-anon]

[strawberryflavoredanxiety]

I feel like a fucking lost cause. Every time I think that maybe I'm doing better, I break down and realize that I've actually gotten worse. I don't even recognize when I'm suppressing emotions. It's such a common thing for me.

I just feel so sick. And it's my fault. I've barely being eating or sleeping and I'm more exhausted then I've ever been. I don't have any direction and it's fucking terrifying. I'm so tired and I don't want to fight anymore. I just want to sleep and then try to wake up from whatever fucking nightmare this is. I'm not okay and all I want is to be okay. I'll take an hour of okay-ness. That would be enough to keep me afloat in this nightmarish hell storm I'm supppse to call a life.

[themrswallace]

Last night I went onto insta and came out as Non-Binary, having spent a while with the overwhelming question regarding several years of identifying as transgender.  Today I feel exactly as I did last night, alien, like a foreigner in an unknown land or on an unknown planet. I feel other. Single. Like an essence but not so much a person.  I  made this choice for the betterment of understanding myself.  I would rather identify as nothing than try to be some THING.  I don’t feel happier or sadder because overall, nothing has changed, and frankly, with my autism, the doubt it ever will looms over me like a heavy, grey cloud.  With this disorder, I’m accepting the fact I will always be an alien presence to myself, perhaps not to others, but to my own being, my reflection will feel unfamiliar and regardless of what changes, it will remain as such because I am the one with the tinted lenses, always slightly off focus so regardless of what I become, the result will never feel just right.  --- But, that is okay, and I would rather identify as nothing if it means I can feel as close to something as my disability allows.  I’ll be okay. And even if nobody else is with my choice, well, that for them to deal with.