god how i fucking hate being as shy as i am, i see a shit ton of people, who dont even know each other, talking and actually having fun whilst i just.. sit there a bit further, too scared and anxious to actually go there and just sit with them
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god how i fucking hate being as shy as i am, i see a shit ton of people, who dont even know each other, talking and actually having fun whilst i just.. sit there a bit further, too scared and anxious to actually go there and just sit with them
AAAAAAH OH MY FUCKING GOD I WANT TO BASH MY HEAD AGAINST A WALL WHY DID I JUST FUCKING CANCEL MY PLANS??? YES, BECAUSE I GOT TALKED OVER ONCE. AND I FUCKING SPLIT. OH GOD I FUCKING LOVE HAVING BPD, I LOVE BEING DRAMATIC, FUCK MY STUPID CHUNGUS LIFE
im at my fathers, send a psychiatrist for this guy, he may have ruined my childhood but bro is not stable and deserves a hug
and my baby brother.. :( I FEEL SO PATERNAL OVER HIM WTF, I FEEL SO BAD FOR BOTH OF THEM I WANT TO CRY BRO
tfw your father is a massive dick and one of the worst people on earth but he's also incredibly sad and you wish you could hate him but you cant