I gather it's really hard to understand the point I'm trying to get at most of the time, but I really try to explain so people understand. I don't blame anyone for not getting it. I find it incredibly difficult to try and talk with people about how I interpret things as most don't break things down the way I do. When trying to talk about my difficulty with losing weight I find it utterly impossible to articulate the struggle I have with it. I am 5'2" and weigh damn near 190 pounds. I have psoriatic arthritis and doctors speculate I also have fibromyalgia, but that isn't something that's easy to diagnose. I am allergic to a handful of things that I would love to be able to eat due to their leaner protein. I was attempting to ask a blogger here that I've come to greatly admire, but because of my tough time with words, she didn't understand what I was asking. It is by no means her fault and I apologize for wasting her time. She really is an inspiring and strong young woman. I doubt she'll see this, but if she does, I hope it makes some sort of sense to her. But maybe it won't.
