#self conscious

[losingmyprayers]

Open your mind and let your consciousness fly, and only then you’ll shift wherever you want.

[icymochi]

Man it sure sucks to not have any friends, dare I say it's pathetic

But ig that's what I get for traveling around the world and studying abroad

No one's gonna miss me when I'm gone (after college dw)....

I wish I had real genuine close friends 💔

[sentientbrick]

Isn't it funny to think that one of the best way to understand were you are in this planet is looking at the stars? We are all say "north", "south", "west" and "lest" so normally, and forget that we have a big burnig ball, millions of miles away, and we use it's position like a tool in our vocabulary, the same way we point our fingers. The constelations that we see every night with our bare eyes are the furthest thing from our word we can observate, and they are what saved us from being lost in the lands and oceans arownd us.

Sometimes I wonder if there is another planet with creatures that use our sun to localise themselves.

[requiem4reality]

Sometimes I wonder if those who find me attractive only think so because I don’t look like everyone else around here.

[eveeyehorizons]

I can't imagine ever feeling completely satisfied with myself or beautiful in that matter. I might seen pictures later , surprised about my appearance but even then most of them I felt very inaccurate. And that doesn't change with having a bf that loves you and tells you how beautiful you are in his eyes. I wish I could go out into the world without feeling absolute self conscious. Like one time at least.

[gravity-falls-fanatic89]

I've got this unavoidable urge to do my hair up in buns, but I keep hearing my boss and how she said I looked like Miss Trunchbull in Mathilda because I liked to wear longer socks with shorts from last year, and I don't want to be made fun of again like that.

I just want cute buns and to be whimsical without being crushed by people so easily. I already feel like an ugly fat girl and already get told I'm weird frequently.

It doesn't help my period is coming, and I feel blah. Today just felt utterly draining and kinda crappy.

I just want insecurity to pass 😪

[icymochi]

i think imma make this account my venting space cuz I don't wanna bother any friends or family with my boohoo moments, and I don't wanna use AI anymore to confess (it sucks, I know, that's why I'm stopping it)

This heatwave is killing me and my productivity ; add ADHD + depression and you get the recipe for a whole pile of SHIT to deal with yay :)

Will I ever be loved and seen again ?