While I can envision all my darlings (Namjoon, Yoongi, Jungkook & Mingyu) as lovely subs (controversial but I see the vision), I think Namjoon may need to change it up every so often. So that can be arranged.
I think mingyu and jungkook would be great service tops. Yoongi is my sweet baby that needs to be taken care of and punished on occasion.
Right I did this because @moni-logues and @kiestrokes tagged me but I do not know anything about the omega verse and I’m okay with that to be honest lol
I am also not sure if this fits me BUT it got me to ask my flatmate if I’m a catgirl or a doggirl and he very quickly said catgirl and his description was an interesting exercise is understanding that I exist in someone else’s world lol
Additionally, I’m not stoic at all, and I don’t suppress my emotions and I already go therapy lol
Tagging @gimmethatagustd cause I know you actually know about omegaverse I think??
my god, the state of UK politics rn. it's making me want to put my head through a wall.
So I guess I'm joining Green? My fucking spineless MP abstaining from a vote in fear of his job since we have a dictator for a party leader. How is voting for a ceasefire controversial???
And the fuckers are trying to go against the Supreme Court and ship people to Rowanda fucking illegally?? People who are not even from there.
I feel like I'm losing my mind here, what the actual fuck am I witnessing? How do they sleep at night? I always try to stay away from hatred, but I can feel it deep in my core right now. I cannot believe it. I am not at all surprised, I have known this ever since I started educating myself on this government after moving here almost 10 years ago, but it is still so fucking shocking how despicable and disgusting they are.
I just want someone to tell me what they think this says about me and the way I think
Psychoanalyse me pls!!
I'm trying to design a solution for a product update at work and the only way I can think through what I know and my end goal is to write out every thought in my head like a conversation.
Like: "so I know a is a distribution of b, which means c will be.... but then if my output is this, how can I store and feed this to the optimiser? ok but that approach has the following limitations. And so now that we could move forward with this solution, what about the client giving us a different type of model, then what????!!"
Like I can just continue writing for ages until I need to google another thing and so on.
Is this common? What does this mean regarding my problem-solving style and general way of thinking?
I'm just gonna document my progress because there's been some standouts this year. Excuse the extremely professional photos.
No one asked, no one cares, but this was fun for me to document given I have put in days of work on these over the year (insane honestly).
5th of May
We started the journey a bit rough when I went back to trying to do anything other than a plain colour, but the vision was there.
27th of May
Now this is where I felt my passion come alive again. This took an ungodly amount of time but I was so proud, I knew we were back baby!
21st of June
A day of failed attempts, so they were scrapped.
27th of June
Fucking loved these. First time using metal appliques and still figuring out the cuticle game but these gave a vague superhero vibe and I loved them. I did eventually peel those metal squares and left them in a little pile on my nightstand a few weeks later.
21st of July
Here I wanted to switch it up. I was finally over the white, wanted something simple and wanted to try out the eyeshadow ombre trick, which did indeed work but wasn't very memorable.
8th of August
Following is another simple one, nude with chrome powder. These were birthday + beach holiday nails. Additional photos because these nails lasted so long, even during a move and only broke when I was hoovering.
On the 3rd of September they were still going strong and let me tell you I did a lot of manual labour for that move
9th of September
Another great one, honestly loved these ones. Still experimenting with chrome powders.
3rd of October
The months before Christmas were a bit more basic. I was enjoying the nude and was learning how to better shape the builder gel and the cuticles and still struggling.
24th of November
Last nude set of the year, still trying to get a better shape on the builder gel and playing with glitter.
16th of December
Finally, the Christmas nails. These took the length of two full shifts only no one paid me, and really should not take that long given the intricate gold is just sticker (play the 127 flute). I did apply on some of them individual glitter specks which you can barely see...
And yeah, that's the end of 2023, but just gonna squeeze in last night's nails cause why not.
8th of January 2024
I'd say a fair bit of improvement on the builder and cuticles and the pattern wasn't too hard and it actually looks like the reference I used. Also, finally down below 50% on the electric file casualties, only stabbed 4/10 fingers.