As a child, I dug holes in my backyard.
I had a small shovel, so the holes were not big.
And now these holes swallow me, have left me scarred.
Sunday mornings, mother’d take me to the churchyard,
Just after mass, the Catholic priest’s daily gig.
As a child, I dug holes in my backyard.
This was dangerous, where was that therapist’s card?
No one said anything, so I continued to dig.
And now these holes swallow me, have left me scarred.
Talking didn’t help, which caught her off guard.
I even told her the whole story, every single bit;
As a child, I dug holes in my backyard.
Over time, I grew, yet the holes remained as I matured.
Today I am tired. I’m lacking in grit.
And now these holes swallow me, have left me scarred.
The paradise behind my home became a graveyard.
Despair filled those holes, deepened the pit.
As a child, I dug holes in my backyard.
And now these holes swallow me, have left me scarred.