Im starting to think having alot of time on my hands is a bad thing, I keep getting lost in my thoughts and start thinking of all the bad scenarios even though Im on medication *to* stop those. Like do people actually like me? Do they talk about me when Im not there? Am I the reason people end up leaving? I want to ask people these but I dont want to look like I want the spotlight, so I just back off and go draw or whatever. I dont know, Ive just been feeling useless cuz Ive been out of a job for a month and no ones called for interviews and its starting to get to me badly. Sorry for the long rant















