Aug 12, 2021
I finished the next chapter of the OC story I’m working on
but I am realizing
I hate the beginning
and I’m going to have to
rewrite
all of it (THE BEGINNING. I did a ton of magic building I’m not deleting that shit I had FUN)
and I’m so unhappy with myself but if I don’t LIKE IT, IT AINT GETTING POSTED
#shade speaks#shade’s adventures in writing#Fuck me this SUCKS#ugh some of it is cute#salvageable#but it’s just so…nothing#like padding fluff#I didn’t want to delete it while writing cuz#this is taking for fucking ever already lol#but it’s gonna take LONGER#bc I SUCK at writing FLUFF#I have one idea#gonna let it roll from that one idea#deleting everything else and doing that idea#might make it a bit shorter as well thankfully#Worst part is I do some foreshadowing and character building#😭 Maeve my darling ur so cute#anyways I’m rambling ON#smfh