Mar 11, 2021
I emailed dan on a whim. I was never sure if he misunderstood what I meant last time I emailed him or if he just decided it wasn’t worth it. at least now I know I’ve clarified.
#maybe cuz part of hlvrai fanfic is just ‘hey that friend who fucked you over but you still care about? that can be repaired’ lol#and sometimes benry doesn’t come back for years.#a lot of the time people end up finding their way back to me anyway#like zac#but this is one that I actually sort of have control over as well as investment in#as opposed to that jackass or catherine.#I have everyone else I’d want to bring back and then some#except for maybe those three. those three I might like to talk to again but haven’t yet. maybe radar but we still sort-of-talk.#they’re not *gone* they’re just not close.
