Dec 2, 2020
update: I just talked to a rlly nice person on a thing and realised things and am feeling quite a lot better :)
#i think a lot of the stress was actually abt the prospect of going into my final year and not being prepared and then straight after that#having to go into a job#the person was like ‘have u thought abt taking a year out’#and I’m like. a year out would be great but I think for this year it’s too late. I should do this year#BUT then I was like wait!!!#why don’t I do this year? then take a year out after that?#like...... that’s kinda totally an option that I can keep in my mind#hopefully by then corona restrictions will be over and I can do a kind of . year abroad v2#I mean I also totally have time to think abt it as well once I’ve done my essay#gives me time to prepare and refresh for 4th year#like........ damn#this is galaxy brain shit#only problem is I wouldn’t have my friends there w me in 4th year#but? I mean? some of them might stay in the same city?#and there’s always new friendships to be made#txt#wow I love oversharing on this internet#anyway in light of this new perspective tomorrow imma absolutely CRUSH this essay idgaF#also imma talk to my mum and friend see what they say
