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[notchowproblem-blog]

Scrolling through Avengers fandom extremely happily. 

BAM

Chris Hemsworths chest breaks my internet....

FFS

[thesilentdude]

Thanks again to @dboninja, the #BOGAutomotive #S13 V3 will be at the event tomorrow. #LikeBam

[better-oblivion]

ok I can't keep this to myself anymore it is early in the morning and I had a shit night last night so I am delusional and I have word vomit this is fucking stupid 

I miss you so fucking much. I miss feeling like we could talk about anything for hours and not even care what came out of our mouths because its us and it doesnt even fucking matter cause its 2am and were high off eachothers laughs. 

I miss feeling like I could call you my best friend and be completely sure that it was true. 

I miss the sanity I used to feel knowing I wasnt the only one in this world who is fucked up and being confident I could still function because you had been there. 

I miss feeling like I could talk to you any time of the night because thats when my lows are the lowest. 

and now I cant stop crying because I feel like the best thing I had going for me slipped right out of my fucking hands since its not like I know how to keep anything close anyways. 

I'm mad at myself more then anything for letting you go. 

I had convinced myself I can be better on my own and push anything that ever gave a shit as far away from me as possible because I refuse to have to need anyone. I convinced myself that I can survive on my own. 

But I can't. 

I'm not asking you to drop everything and come to my crying side. I just want to apologize for pushing you away. 

Maybe its better off this way and it is natural to move on to different friends and I'm not mad about that. 

I just still want you to know that I love you and miss you dearly. 

I hope we can start talking again. 

[romanticize-my-despair]

somewhereinwonderland replied to your post: GUYS DO I BUY MY LONGBOARD FIRST OR MY IPHONE, I’M...

does your current phone really suck? if not, then get the longboard and then the iphone later. otherwise get the iphone first :)

ugh its a blackberry torch but i want to throw it against a wall, i guess i could live another 2 weeks but idk man

likebam replied to your post: GUYS DO I BUY MY LONGBOARD FIRST OR MY IPHONE, I’M...

I PHONE SO WE CAN SEND EACH OTHER UGLY PICTURES 24/7

ANGIE YOU ALREADY KNOW THATS GOING TO FUCKING HAPPEN 

[romanticize-my-despair]

i love you

I LOVE YOU MORE  

[better-oblivion]

you're the only one that hasn't driven me completely crazy tbh ok

[better-oblivion]

okay ms ongela I shall respond to your novel now

Bro, I dont care how long its been since we have talked, we will still have that connection that we always have had. Lately I haven't you seen you at all and every day it hurts. Especially the times when I need someone the most. But its not your fault and we cant blame stuff like that on either of us because at the state of our friendship its just not right. Since we never see each other, we can't just text each other saying 'bro so and so did this' and thats simply because of the amount of time since we saw each other last. And thats the only thing that really bothers me about this whole thing and I've never wanted to say it but it has to be said. I love you so much. You get what I'm saying when I'm running wild sentences trying to get my mind to think straight. You're honest, gentle, respectful, kind, an idiot ;))), and no one can ever replace the friendship we have. You always make me smile even when I'm crying buckets. Your life has been stressful and so much is going on and I understand, but going this long without my best friend has been tired-some and lonely. I miss having someone to laugh with. No not just anyone. I HATE NOT BEING STUPID WITH YOU OK. I know sometimes I have high expectations of you and thats not ok. I love you just the way you are okok and its early and I cant compose the right words to describe how much I see in you just read your letter ok its easier BUT ANYWAYS bro, I just hope you don't think we are friends anymore because of how long its been. I just need you to take the time to talk to me, thats all I want, man. Oh, and are you busy today?

[better-oblivion]

Angela can make me smile 99.9% of the time, no matter what I'm going through okay