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Hi, hope you are having a great day/night!

So, I would like your opinion on these aspects of lilith on the chart:

Lilith conjunct Mercury in Aquarius in the 1st house;

lilith conjunct neptune in aquarius in 1st house;

lilith square MC in scorpio.

And lastly, do you have challenging or dark aspects prominent in your chart? how do you deal with them? grateful in advance. 💕

so sorry this took forever, but here you go. i hope you enjoy. also, beware this one is slightly long

lilith conjunct mercury in aquarius in the 1h

with lilith conjuncting mercury, especially in aquarius, it shows that your way of thinking, learning, and communication are unconventional and innovative to say the least. you are clever, cunning, optimistic, and self-reliant. you are naturally honest, sometimes even to a fault. you are highly intelligent in many fields and creative. you may even enjoy the taboo things in life. you know when to speak up for what you believe in no matter what others think. these qualities are what many people think of when they think of you. this unconventional thinking has probably allowed you to discover more about yourself and how you carry yourself. your ideas are a part of you as a person and you see them as such. the way you think may have even been rejected in or caused others to judge you because you thought outside of the box. this can sometimes even get you in trouble even if you don’t intend for it to and try to limit how much you speak. however, do not let this discourage you. people project this negativity onto you because they limit their own way of thinking. you can tend to attract through your words because they can be shocking, but in a way that someone says, “huh i never thought of it like that”. you inspire new ideas and should not limit that because others around you are too conservative. not everyone is gonna get your ideas, but that is okay.

lilith conjunct neptune in aquarius in the 1h

with lilith conjunct neptune also in aquarius, it shows that you could often blend you shadow side and your actual self together. you naturally pursue what you want in a glamorous and inspiring fashion. your creativity can be inspired by this shadow side of your persona. you go after your dreams no matter what sets you back. this encourages others to be more like you and take on these personality traits for themselves. you can also go through an awakening of your spiritual side once you tap into your lilith or naturally be in touch with this spiritual side. thus, it can give an enticing yet dreamy vibe to your demeanor like a siren. this can even cause others to fantasize about you. however, you can face dissociation with the shadow side and your actual self and you could often face delusions with yourself. you can become to focused on showing the world the side of you they want to see instead of the real version of you if you become too obsessed with you image. people may even try to limit you by saying you can’t express yourself this way or that way. your confidence can also attract people wanting to bring down your self-esteem, but don’t let them. your natural way of doing things is good just the way it is. your soul is supposed to be free and not tied down to who you think you are supposed to be.

lilith square mc in scorpio

not gonna lie, some people can see you as a threat. they see you as dangerous because of how liberating, alluring, and mysterious you are. you can confuse people and make them wonder, but because you don’t give them too much information to go on, they believe you cannot be trusted. they might even make gossip about you in spite. you might even have people that are close to you become snakes to you once they see you not following the status quo. because of this, you can be discouraged in following you desired career because of a lack of genuine support. however, do not falter. the true strength you have is embracing the side of yourself that society choose not to accept. you are naturally intuitive, observant, and cunning. these talents will not only help you to stay proactive in your career, but help you to push forward in your purpose to destroy your haters. honoring you true self and your desires, leads you to where you want to be. once you learn to stop caring about anybody's opinion except you own, you feel the weight of the world off of your shoulders. it is very liberating. so let them hate where they cannot compete.

my challenging aspects & how I deal with them

for me, my challenging aspects have always been venus square midheaven, and lilith conjunct my mc. lilith conjunct mc have been difficult for me because it can sometimes make people think intimidated by me and avoid me even though i consider myself friendly. it has also made me feel like i couldn’t be myself in the world because they wouldn’t accept me or view me as valuable. because of my love for validation aka a leo signature in my chart, i focused too much on the world accepting the version of me that i thought would be acceptable. for venus square ascendant, i always thought that i was ugly growing up and it ruined my self-worth for many years. it still takes like 50 pictures for me to find one i like of myself. i always used to compare myself to other girls and wonder why i wasn’t as pretty or looked like them. i always wanted to be someone else essentially. it also made me feel like i was not good enough for love or to be loved.

i’m still learning to deal with both aspects truly, but i realized that who cares what the world thinks. everyone will have their opinions, so do what you want. i also had to learn to love myself for who i truly was and not compare myself to other people. everyone is beautiful in their own ways, and we should love the things that make us unique. we should also talk to ourselves sweeter and not being so harsh. me downing myself all the time also ruined my self-esteem to. it's all about spending more time with yourself and finding how you work with these new energies.

much love, cursed/e ⠀ෆ ִ ׁ