Pairing: Lin-Manuel Miranda x Reader
Warnings: Sexting/Phone Sex (18+), Self-Doubt, Cheating, Slight Angst, Swearing
You woke up to Lin sleeping soundly next to you, the events from the night before replaying in your head as you lovingly stared at him, tracing each mole and freckle on his face with your eyes- playing a cute game of connect the dots with your eyes. He was beautiful, and the fact that the most beautiful, most handsome man in the world loved YOU made your heart flutter. He told Vanessa that after he helped you move your stuff, he had to head down to the theater to handle some “business.” Turns out, the “theater” and the “business” he had to take care of had nothing to do with his work, but it had all to do with you and being at your new place. Of course, you hated lying to Vanessa, and things with David were kind of at a stand still- the two of you were dating, yes, but you had been avoiding him.
Quietly, you got up to make the two of you breakfast, letting Lin sleep in as you knew he needed it because the bags under his eyes were beginning to grow more present which meant that, aside from spending most of his time with you, he spent the rest of his time writing, and it was starting to take a toll on him, so you knew he needed the rest. The coffee was brewing and the smell of it quickly filled your apartment, so you knew it would only be another minute or two before the smell woke him up, and sure enough, you were right as you saw him sleepily walk into the kitchen, his hair a mess but still looking as devastatingly handsome as ever.
“Good morning, mi amor. How’d you sleep?”
Lin asked as he gave you a small peck on your lips before he poured himself a cup of coffee, a smile rising to his face as he took his first sip of the day.
“Pretty good, even better than usual since I had you with me. Not to mention, I was pretty exhausted after last night’s affairs.”
“Oh yeah? You know, I could go for another round if you’re up for it.”
He said, smirking at you as you gently pushed against his strong chest, eliciting a laugh from him. His voice was still low and gravelly from sleep, and it turned you on. If you were being honest, you would strip him down right on the spot, but you did have work today, and you didn’t think that being late on the first day on the job would be a good look for you, so you gathered up all the strength inside you to resist him- an almost impossible task. Noticing your contemplation, Lin decided he was going to play with you a bit, so he set his coffee down and moved closer toward you, his hands going straight to your hips as he pressed your bodies against each other, his morning wood straining against his boxers and pressing into your thigh.
“You know exactly what you’re doing, don’t you, Lin-Manuel?”
“What do you mean? I’m showing you some love, beautiful… Not pressuring you into anything, just loving you.”
He was teasing you, and you knew it, and before you could even think about pulling away, he pulled you in for a kiss. It was heated, the taste of coffee on his tongue made you weak in the knees, and when he started grinding himself against you, you almost fell apart against him. With whatever self-restraint you had, you were able to break away from the kiss, not really wanting to, but again, being late on your first day was a no go. You placed your hand on his chest, chest heaving in arousal as he bit his lip. Damn him.
“Lin-Manuel Miranda, are you trying to seduce me?”
“Well, as much as I would love for you to fuck me senseless right now, I have to get ready for work and you, sir, have to get back home before Vanessa wonders where you’ve run off to and comes down here looking for you.”
Lin groaned in response, taking you into his arms and holding you tight, taking in your sweet scent, but knowing you were right. He kissed you one last time before he looked into your eyes and finally obliged.
“Alright, you win, but don’t think I’m letting you off easy.”
“What’s that supposed to mean?”
He smiled cooly at you as he redressed himself and gathered his stuff. There was no way he was going to let you off easy, not when he knew you were both hungry for it. Keeping things a secret for so long was starting to become frustrating for both of you because all you wanted to do was to be around each other all the time.
“Just… make sure you have your phone close to you today. Call me on your lunch?”
Lin stood in front of you as you walked him to the door, his hands back on your hips as you stood on your toes to give him a final kiss goodbye for the time being. You nodded, feeling anxious and excited about what he had planned for you as he turned to walk out the door, your heart racing at the simple thought of seeing him again. You were both head over heals in love with each other.
When you got to work, you sat down at your desk and got settled in, the nerves were starting to set in as you looked around. You were surrounded by some of the best writers in the country, and knowing that you were up there with them made you feel like you had a lot of high expectations to live up to. Getting the job was rather easy- you were able to get back in contact with some of your college professors at NYU and they wrote some amazing letters of recommendation- that and your resume helped a lot too.
While you were working, your phone went off. Lin’s words about keeping your phone close were stuck in your head, What was he planning? You thought to yourself, but your question was quickly answered when you saw the text.
Lin-Manuel <3: Fuck, [Y/N], I cannot stop thinking about last night. I’m just thinking about how hard you came… You know, I could make you cum much harder than that.
You: Oh, is that right? How would you do that?
Lin-Manuel <3: Wouldn’t you like to know?
You: I would love to know, actually.
Lin-Manuel <3: Well, for starters, I would kiss you, slowly of course, I’d press myself against you and make you feel how hard you make me. God, [Y/N], you turn me on so fucking much, it’s insane.
You: Same here, Lin. You’re making me wet just thinking about it.
Lin-Manuel <3: I bet you wish you could touch yourself right now, huh? Better yet, I bet you wish I was touching you… My fingers going into your pussy, making you unbelievably wet, I love fucking you with my fingers.
You: God, yes Lin. Please, keep going, what else would you do to me?
Lin-Manuel <3: I bring you to bed and lay you down, undressing you and kissing your skin as I make my way down. I’d spread your legs and eat you out. You taste so good, mi amor. I love the way you taste, and I’d finger you until you’re begging me to let you cum. I would wait until you’re shaking and screaming my name. You’re MINE, [Y/N].
You: All yours, Lin-Manuel.
Lin-Manuel <3: And I am all yours, my beautiful [Y/N].
You: Is there anything else you’d like to do to me?
Lin-Manuel <3: Oh, tons, but I think I’ll save that for later… Don’t forget to call me on your lunch break. I love you.
He sent a picture of himself, you couldn’t see his face, but you could only see his beautiful, full lips. He knew how much you loved his lips, and he sure as hell planned to use them against you, just to get you worked up. You loved the image and sent an “I love you” message back to him.
“Lin-Manuel Miranda! What was that picture?”
“Well, hello to you too, my love!”
Lin said with a laugh- you could hear him smiling through the phone.
“You are the worst, I hope you know that.”
“Ah, and yet you love me! I told you that I wasn’t going to let you off easy.”
“Yeah, but now I’m like SUPER horny, and I can’t even get off right now because I’m at work!”
“Exactly. Meanwhile, I’m home alone right now, and all I can think about is how hot you are, how much I love you, and how I can get myself off by just imaging that you’re here doing it for me…”
“You are insufferable, but yes, I love you for it.”
“I know you do, but I love you more!”
“That is 100% not true and you know it, but I will let you think that just for now, but trust me, I’ll prove it to you later.”
“I can’t wait. Have a good rest of your day, baby, I love you.”
The rest of your day was uneventful. You and Lin texted throughout the day, just a simple conversation, but you could practically feel the tension through the screen. You were supposed go out with David tonight, but he ended up texting you and told you that he and Vanessa were going to be working late because of a case they were both on. You told Lin about what David told you, he came back and said that Vanessa told him that she was going to stay at her parent’s house since it was closer to work for her and so she wouldn’t have to get into a taxi or ride the subway too late at night. Now, you were excited because you got to spend the night with Lin back at his place, plus you missed Tobi a lot too.
As soon as you got there, stopping at your place beforehand to pick up some night/morning essentials, you were greeted by the smell of something delicious. Whenever you were living with them, and Vanessa had to work late with David, Lin would usually cook for you, and God was he an amazing cook- was there anything this man couldn’t do? He welcomed you in with a kiss, took your stuff into the bedroom, then walked over to sit with you at the table. The two of you talked and talked about everything and nothing at the same time, and all the while, his hand was resting on top of yours, his eyes never leaving yours as you talked, a loving look on his face.
“You know, [Y/N], I’m so fucking glad that I met you.”
You got quiet and started to feel your eyes brim with tears.
“What’s the matter, baby?”
“I just… I hate how this happened. I mean, I love you, and I love us, but fuck, I hate the fact that we met so late and that, out of all people, you ended up being married to my best friend. I love Vanessa like a sister, and I just hate knowing that this is, ultimately, going to end with her getting hurt. Then I think about David and how much he likes me, and I just feel like such a shitty person for doing this. I hate mysel-“
“Don’t you say that. I hate this too, trust me. I love Vanessa with all my heart, I do, but just not in that way. I don’t know if I ever did, but I do love her and I don’t want to hurt her either. You cannot take the blame for this, mi amor, I won’t let you. I knew what I was doing, and I should have been honest with her from the minute I realized that I had these feelings for you. Please don’t ever say that you hate yourself, because I love you so much, [Y/N]. I wish things were different too.”
You looked up and saw that he was crying too. That was one of the things that made you fall so hard for Lin- how open he was with his emotions. You knew you were both in the wrong for what you two were doing, but you also knew that no matter how hard you tried, Lin would never let you take the blame for it.
“I love you so much, Lin-Manuel.”
“I love you too. We will get through this, okay?”
He leaned over a gave you a soft kiss on your lips, his hands cradling your face as he softly stroked your jaw with his thumb. He gave you a kiss on the forehead and the two of you finished your meal in a comfortable silence, music playing softly in the background.
“I’m telling you, V, it’s a no brainer!”
“David, ‘It’ is NOT the best horror movie of all time. It’s good, yeah, but I wouldn’t go as far as saying it’s the best when ‘Us’ exists!”
“Yeah! You know I don’t get spooked easily, but that one had me questioning just about everything in my life after I saw it!”
The two of them laughed together as they continued eating their dinner- Chinese takeout was their go-to for late nights like these. After hours and hours of working, they decided to take a break which got them to talking about their favorite movies which led to a debate on which horror movie was better. Needless to say, it was obvious why Vanessa wanted to become a lawyer.
“Anyway, how are you and [Y/N]?”
“We’re good! I was supposed to see her tonight, but duty calls, as you know.”
“Yeah, I get it. Lin and I were supposed to have a date night tonight, but like you said, duty calls- he understood though, so it’s all good.”
“Same here. Speaking of Lin, how have you guys been? I know last time we talked you said you felt like something was going on with him. Did you ever find anything out?”
“Oh, yeah, it’s nothing. He just gets like this sometimes when he’s working on a big project, lots of pressure on his shoulders, you know?”
“I hear you, [Y/N]’s been a little out of it too. I guess moving and the new job has been stressful for her, but I’m happy for her. You guys were really nice to let her stay with you for so long. We started dating about two months after she moved in, so I guess that was 6 months ago?”
“Yeah, I guess so! Damn, it seems like time went by so fast.”
“Definitely… Oh shit, I’m sorry!”
David exclaimed as he accidentally dropped some of his food on to the bottom of Vanessa’s shirt, the sauce staining the fabric. He grabbed a few napkins and handed them to her before he started helping her get the stain out.
“Damn, this thing just won’t come out!”
“It’s no worries- this shirt was my least favorite anyway, so you really just did me a huge favor!”
They laughed together and when they both looked up, there was a moment of silence, the two of them staring into each other’s eyes. Vanessa could feel her heart beginning to race and her cheeks began to heat up. David looked back at her, she really was beautiful- if he was being honest, David had always had a crush on Vanessa but never did anything because before he got with you, they were only work friends, so professional boundaries were always in place. When the two of you started dating, he and Vanessa grew closer and he was fighting his feelings for you and for her at the same time. David cleared his throat and moved away towards the trash can to throw away the dirty napkins and the rest of the scraps of food.
“I uh, I guess we better get going now, huh? It’s pretty late.”
“You said you’re going to stay at your parent’s tonight?”
“I am, yeah… They live basically right down the street, so it’s closer than going home.”
“Can I walk you there? It’s late, and I would hate to have you walk in the middle of the night by yourself.”
“Of course, I know my Lin and my parents would really appreciate that.”
They shared soft smiles, the moment between them replaying in their heads, gathered their things then head out into the dark night.
Chapter Ten, Chapter Twelve
