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[dontevergroahup]

I'm back at school.

Today has been...

Its just, been.

Kinda horrible. 

Its just now ending, and my morning starts tomorrow at 930. and ends at 630, approx.

There is no one else in my house yet. Im all alone.

And, I havent had time, and I dont have the room, to unpack all my stuff.

But mostly, I miss my babe. 

Which is weird, because me moving to school means she will be here soon as well.

Its just been one of those days, and I hope its not one of those weeks.

[sonaste-sonreiste]

oh my lawd. emotions.

Greta was there. You haven't given me the time of day for EIGHT months. What makes you think you can can just grab my wrist and smile and flirt with me like none of it ever happened. You disregarded me for EIGHT MONTHS. That, asshole, is complete and utter bullshit.

So what if you're Commissioner? So what if you're in my Advisory? Why should I care? Why should I listen to anything you say? It's not like you listened to me. If I could drive I would have gone for the Commissioner position too, hon. But I didn't. And I can tell you this much - I would have made an amazing one at that.

So fuck your little "I think I'm better than everyone else 'cause I wanna be a Navy SEAL" attitude. And fuck your "I think I'm hotter than everyone else" attitude and FUCK YOU.

And you wanna know the saddest part of at all? I think that I still have feelings for you. And you're just going to get away with breaking my heart again. So do what you will next year because I don't give a fucking shit anymore about anyone in your class because all every single one of you does is break my heart or creep me the fuck out.. (coughmattcough)

But on a better note, I really enjoyed training today and I honestly think that you made it better, hon. I may be wrong in this thought, but I'm hoping you feel the same way I do. I really want to mend our relationship. I don't want to date. I want to be friends again because you make me laugh and I make you laugh and we are both crazy stupid together and we've got amazing chemistry. Anyone who's seen us together knows that.

Plus, you can tutor me in AP Chem. You got a 4 on the exam. I bet I will too.. I love Chem. :)

Yeah but so my feelings about you are kinda bipolar. And I don't regret it at all because you have helped me become the beautiful, strong, young woman that I am today. Thank you for that. I've learned that all guys want is to get in my pants. Yep.

Thanks.

Now let's be friends again because those were good timeeeesss.