???
send me ??? for the secret thoughts my muse has about yours
"One day, she'll end up looking at me differently. There's no avoiding it because out of all the people I know, I think I've been the least honest with her about my life. I don't want to see her cry, or make her think that something's wrong enough to worry about. So I lie. I smile. I pretend everything's just fine. Eventually, she's going to figure out I'm not that great of an actor. What's her expression going to be like then?"











