all those 'spearheads' of secular forces in the later 20th century became so - compromised.
That maybe the analysis part I should stay/confine - or position myself.
If - all these 'politics' is so low, petty and really not worth the energy/cost of directly dealing with them. Selling around the illusion of (total) paradigm exists. Dealership and brokership. And petty agents abound.
It's all too exhausting. But at least I am not the type of enjoys - derives meaning of my everyday life from manipulation after manipulation. Petty street/corner merchants selling 'absolute magics and schemes'. (It's really strange and laughable - and also lovable that how many of us are in such 'marketplace/souk' state.)
But - guiding thoughts and visions did not stem from you guys ('petty retailers').
Though, I still have to try to carefully draw the map - like having hope for a tree.