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[maidenariana]

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New post of animated image collections to p a t r e o n today 😘 Visit my Instagram profile for the link if interested! #animatedgif #ihaveapatreon #linkinmyprofile #instaprofilehasmylinks #maidenariana #decadeofari #hazeleyes #blondegirllife #transvengers #lgbt #twitchaffiliate #inthepink https://www.instagram.com/p/CQt2XmNnvU0/?utm_medium=tumblr

[maidenariana]

I finished my taxes late last night, then couldn't sleep after focusing so intently on something like that. I was tired at first this morning but wow did I make some strong coffee today! Also.. I ate a bunch of carrots yesterday so do my eyes seem brighter to you too? 🥕🥕🥕👀🙄 Maybe they are just very wide open right now? 😄🙃 #myhairisstillwet #curlyblondebobcut #fuschiastackedbob #fuchsiahighlights #curlymodeactivate #transvengers #lgbt #flowerdress #floraldress #summerdress #carrotsaregoodfortheeyes #youshouldeatthemtoo #twitchaffiliate #linkinmyprofile #ihaveapatreon #samenameashere https://www.instagram.com/p/CAqfQV4HZey/?igshid=eplb2ng7jju

[maidenariana]

Yesterday I was very much feeling the violet tones. How is everyone today? It is 55 and sunny here so the snow is thankfully disappearing. I think I am going to go on a walk in the forest preserve soon and maybe try out Twitch mobile streaming to bring some of you with me. It won’t count on your step counter though.. just so you know.. 😄 follow at https://twitch.tv/maidenariana to go with me 🚶‍♀️🌞🌲🦖 #girlslikeus #nofilter #ringlightselfie #purpleforhazel #violetoutfit #fuschiagirl #fuschiahighlights #violetnails #transvengers #lgbt #twitchaffiliate #linkinmyprofile https://www.instagram.com/p/B_IhhEqH26d/?igshid=8odl5074tcp

[maidenariana]

Warning: I might actually be an android. However.. this android is also a Twitch streamer and will be hosting a Just Chatting and Twitch Watch Party tonight. I am testing out the watch party thing on my channel before I take over the Tranvengers channel tomorrow night for a Star Trek Watch Party. See you tonight about 7:30pm central! We will likely be watching Chuck :) Twitch.tv/maidenariana #linkinmyprofile #streamingtonight #transvengers #lgbt #twitchaffiliate #girlslikeus #blondehair #fuchsiastackedbob #fuschiagirl #ringlightselfie #nofilter #bobhairstyles https://www.instagram.com/p/B_Qo-iQHo-D/?igshid=18c9ta59z015d

[maidenariana]

These photos were both taken on Monday. On the left, 2:39am & on the right, just before I began to stream later that day. Why is she sharing this? Is she okay? You might ask many questions based on the picture on the left. Why did i even take that photo? The short answers are yes I am "fine" and I took the picture to remember how I was feeling. When I struggle to sleep or I am really "experiencing the feels," I sometimes take a picture. I look back upon my week or my month and look for patterns as to when and why I might be experiencing a tough time. Here is the thing. These days it is truly about 80 to 90 percent of the time I am doing just great. There are days though when I slow down a bit and just begin to experience a time where things have built up and I need to just shut down and let the emotions take hold. I am kind of an emotional sponge (an ENFP, the E is very marginal). I have an over abundance of empathy for those that I care about and I tend to also take on and hurt when members of my family or friends are hurting. I don't always show it in the moment when conversing with them. I try to be what they seem to need me to be for them, but then later when I am off on my own.. boom 💥 Lately, a lot of people I care deeply about are struggling for a variety of reasons. This affects me even though my personal situation is currently relatively okay.. good even. But, I hate feeling powerless and very early Monday morning I felt powerless and frustrated. I am not looking to be showered with attention or concern here.. I mainly post this just to say.. I am NOT my best selfie. I'm human and experience a wide range of good and bad times just like anyone else. My outlook is almost always positive these days and for that I am very grateful. I am glad to know many of you personally and you all collectively help me just as much as anything I have ever posted has helped you. There is a reason I am still on social media after all this time. I keep meeting amazing people through it! Love you all! ❤ #iamnotmybestselfie #emotionalsponge #feelingthefeels #girlslikeus #transvengers #lgbt #itsokaytocry #letyourselffeeltoheal #twitchaffiliate #linkinmyprofile https://www.instagram.com/p/CAZCqScnBHb/?igshid=djaopdi4l4xl

[maidenariana]

I'm going to stream again.. cause it's fun and Megan wants to play more #LastOasis join is if you like. Please don't try to get me to make it 6 hours again. 😊💜 starting countdown now! #twitchaffiliate #linkinmyprofile #girlslikeus #transvengers #lgbt #bobhairstyles #fuschiagirl #fuschiastackedbob #nofilter #ringlightselfie #pinkhighlights https://www.instagram.com/p/B-n2dzzHP7A/?igshid=npaeaoyjifqs

[maidenariana]

A Public Service Announcement from Ms. Ari: Even though you probably don’t need to wear them often during social distancing, earrings are both fun and can help you be expressive. Please remember to wear them at least once a week to keep your ear holes from closing up. No sense in having to pay for new posts once this is all over, right?! Also I want to see some pics posted this week of your coolest/ fave earrings. These are mine. I had lost one in my car for two weeks and I’m so happy to have them both again. BTW.. @meganbound and I are still neck and neck in our 1k YouTube vs Twitch follow contest. Please follow me on twitch after you put your earrings in of course! 😜https://twitch.tv/maidenariana - will stream later today! #PSAspokeswoman #PSA #reminder #letsseethoseearrings #okayyoushouldfollowmegantoo #arianaenjoysboldearrings #earringchallenge #remembertocleanyourearwaxtoomika #girlslikeus #transvengers #nofilter #ringlightselfie #twitchaffiliate #streamingtoday #linkinmyprofile https://www.instagram.com/p/B_KsxtTH40C/?igshid=14an698qfcok0

[maidenariana]

Tonight at 10:10pm Central I will be hosting audience participation Jackbox Games (murder trivia party, guesspionage etc). Doing a bit of an after party helping @meganbound celebrate her first 12 hour Twitch stream. Stop by tonight if you like at twitch.tv/maidenariana and check out megan's epic 12 hour stream until then at twitch.tv/meganboundgaming! #girlslikeus #transvengers #maidenarianawillbelivetonight #twitchaffiliate #lgbt #shorthairstyles #retronerdgirl #curlmodeactivate #curlybob #nofilter #ringlightselfie #fuchsiastackedbob #fuschiagirl #ihaveapatreon #linkinmyprofile https://www.instagram.com/p/B-3Otvun5n8/?igshid=25s9fccmki6z