[Since months I want to ask you that (and this ask is so random it's stupid) Why do you call everybody mate? xD I know it sounds odd, but I always feel me like on a boad and you are the captain xD]
[LMAO!
Aya, hehehe, I use mate as an affectionate term as in “friend”. I consider every soul my friend until they show me otherwise. Once I know you exist, I instantly like you and consider you a pal. So, when I say it, I’m just trying to be casual and friendly.]
//You make me want to become a better writer. I mean, I like where I am now, but having interacted with you as Ori and Kili, makes me want to continue writing and to keep getting better.
So you're gonna have to hear me babble now or you could just click back and pretend you never saw this either is fine.
You have no idea what writing, what stories, mean to me. I have mental disabilities and its been plainly obvious to people all my life. I've ADHD and I have dyslexia. I'm not very intelligent, I can't count past ten without using my fingers cause I'll forget. I had never gotten an A in class till sixth grade and I have never passed a math class (well...C and summer school has gotten me by). Mate, I didn't even like to read for the longest time because it was hard. The Hobbit was the first book I read on my own and I think I was seven or so. Perhaps older. And my father had read it to me before, and I spent hours watching the old 70s/80s cartoons so it's not like I didn't know the story.
But I've always been a storyteller. It's been the only way I could communicate with people. Since I always believe (because I am still this way) me stupid and not worth listening to, I tell them stories. That's how I express my ideas and what I wish to tell them. To teach, to express. Everything, I do it through tales.
That's why I got into writing, that's why i want to be an author. Because I can't explain things or communicate well through just normal conversation. But through a story? I can say as I wish without fear.
And so seeing your words along with Issy's...they make me feel so...god, I can't even describe it. Warm? Storytelling means so much to me, it's my life. And the fact that I have inspired someone, even if its just a little....it means the world to me. And I just-
Yeah no I'll shut up or I'll end up writing you a Steinbeck novel.
[Yes *hehe* it started small and now a lot of people come with that Garden Dwarf thing so if somebody ask me, you never have heard from me and my Kili blog. And someday I'll tel you more xD]
[You shouldn't xD Night blogging just means odd things like Garden Dwarves attacks and stuff like that and normally I am always good to hide it for you xDDD]
[That sounds like I would never do this. Damn xD Everybody on tumblr think I am just cute, I'm not so cute xD And maybe some day I come in your inbox and say it xD]