Todays plans:
Finish cleaning my apartment
Work on commisisons
Write
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Todays plans:
Finish cleaning my apartment
Work on commisisons
Write
now i gotta:
take a bath
take my dog to the park
eat something
call my mom back
wait patiently for A to get off work
do my dishes
I need to rewatch txf and p&r and finish watching psych and got and spn and the twilight zone bc I’ve never watched that all of the way through and also watch all of the movies I own that I haven’t watched yet and beat the games I haven’t played in weeks and draw something and clean my room and take a shower and catch pokemon and
Priority list: car repairs, insurance, contact lenses, laptop repairs/new laptop (whichever's cheaper)
Okay... I need to do:
- Drafts
- Those thingies in my ask
Reasons why I'm mad:
I want to kill myself so bad, but I can't work up the courage to do it.
I can't seem to stay up past fucking midnight anymore.
I eat and look like a pig.
I'm not good at anything-- PhotoShop or writing or school.
My mom thinks that she can just waltz in and out of me and my sisters' life like it doesn't matter.
My dad keeps on trying to pick fights with me.
I'm in constant physical pain.
I can't stop crying (I hate crying.).
I'm a horrible friend/person.
gna try to budget my money
this paycheck: -gna try to purchase gas maybe js once or twice -me/tim's tickets for rusko -mini mothers day presents (get her real one nxt paycheck) -new eye liner. & atleast a blouse or 2 for myself lol -& of course food & coffee all inbtwn & save a good amount in my savings.
To Do Sunday
More shit to do you piece of poop DO IT
CHRISTMAS CARDS
Find camcorder for dada's present
Decorate house/tree
Figure out class schedule for next semester (God it's looking bleak)
LGBTQ homework
Literature homework, make sure to post five times on stupid forum
Wrap presents
Put away dishes in dishwasher
Make breakfast- pancakes!
Fit in studying for finals somewhere in there
Find out where ma is
OMG I ALMOST FORGOT BOARDWALK EMPIRE FINALE AWWW YEAHHH
Ugh, today.