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[maryschild]

My friend thinks I am healing.

My last visit to the doctor we talked about me need for counseling in addition to the periodic use of antidepressants. My VA clinic here can offer me one visit every 2 months for a one on one session. I can also do weekly group. I told her the last thing I would ever want to do is sit in a circle with a bunch of men and talk about my shit. Woof. So, I told her I would be digging myself out on my own as I have over and over in the past. They used to have a female nurse who would call me every three or four weeks to check in on me. It’s a male nurse now so Nope noppity nope.

So, that’s what I’ve been working on. To date, I have never gotten all the way out. Or, my exit was followed by some life changing event that kicked me back into my pit of doom. Sometimes, I get pretty close though.

I’m amazed I made any progress this past year since asshat 45 conned himself, his dysfunctional family and all their reprobate friends into our government. Who could stay sane after that monumental cock up?

Imagine being married to me while I traverse this up and down trajectory. So much fun. I’d like to think that if he had been through similar events, I would have been steadfast. I would have been helpful. He is on wife #3, that we know of.

Bless.

I journal several times a week. I’m filling up jars with water, cucumbers and lemon to help me get the correct amount of liquid a day in me. With great effort, I am eating a 100% plant based diet. It’s been well over a month now, maybe as much as 2. I low spooned it for a while and peanut butter and jam sandwiches became my go to meal. Three weeks ago I decide bread had to go. Sweets have been gone with one exception. Ben and Jerry’s make a non dairy ice cream. Seven layer something or other and I am having one pint a week. By myself. All in one sitting. Don’t judge me.

Just over 2 weeks ago I was talking to a client about my dodgy ankle and how I got happy on the treadmill, because endorphins, and walked too much. So, I was benched before really getting started. She said that she just does an hour on the elliptical because of the arthritis in her ankle.

Anyway, I have to face facts, my ankle is not amenable to walking no matter how much I love it. It’s the elliptical and stationary bike for me. I’m also doing a small amount of lifting for my upper body.

I still hate every minute of my workout.

I’m weaving all the tiny threads to this tapestry together to give me form and substance as well as support.

[thisiskatherinepierce]

I've been meaning to do this for a while but I need to do some unfollows too, as I'm starting to lose track of my current threads and I just basically follow a few too many.

Please understand:

I'm unfollowing the really inactive blogs, and by that I mean like- a few weeks of nothingness.

Unfollowing doesn't mean I'm not willing to rp with you, or that I dislike you or your character.

If we've never or hardly ever rp'd-- you can message me if you want to start something up!

Timezones are a problem for me-- so don't worry if we just haven't rp'd in a while.

If it's a personal/non-rp blog-- this one isn't, so I'm sorry but I'm probably following on my personal or will when I get on it.