youve isekaid/reincarnated into LADS and have taken MC’s role your body is very much the avatar youve made it as and thankfully you have access to the skills and memories MC has about in game so playing the part was actually fun and you get to hang with the LIs as much as you want
youve made your avatar as close as possible to your real self when you were still in your old life but of course it couldnt get you perfectly as infold didnt really offer the option for anything beyond skinny and flawless skin
you were just thankful that you at least could get your skin colour to show properly and hey having perfect hair all the time kinda rocks
but then the longer youre in this new world little things change about your body not all of a sudden but gradually
the npcs and LIs youve become friends with would occasionally remark on a new feature that would appear on your face
At first it was little things small scars or a tiny freckle
Youd brush them off saying it was probably always there or probably something from the last wanderer attack
but the bigger things couldnt be easily ignored
you woke up one morning getting ready to get to work for your shift at the association but your clothes were not fitting you properly
like you grew and lost inches in various parts of your body
you take a breath trying to calm yourself from what you think was happening and walk up to your floor length mirror and
you could see all the scars you had gained from your previous life there staring back at you and you had gained back the flab of fat youve always you could never get rid of in your old life, your hair actually had frizz again and then theres your face
You checked your phone and compared it to the one of the photos youve taken the first few weeks you got transported here
every freckle, redness, asymmetry was glaring back at you
somehow your body was changing back to what it once was
and you were supposed to have a date with LI after work that day
the thought of even the possibility of showing all this (even just your face really. your very real non symmetrical, freckles and acne scars in places face) at some point to LI…
and while MC very much has had very intimate moments with the LI you yourself have not ever in your previous life done it with anyone and just the fact you cant even say the s word shows your very little experience about the whole thing
sure youve explored your own body and even done so to the thought of LI but to let someone else see you, all of you. let alone your fave LI…
How would you even explain all of this? That youre still MC. but also not? Would he think you were an imposter? You already sometimes think that of yourself. But really youve grown to love your place here.
Would he kill you or worse would he abandon you if you told him everything? You can barely understand it yourself. why should you expect anyone especially him who has suffered through lifetimes trying to live a happy life with MC to understand?
You were spiralling.
You send a quick text to Jenna asking for sick leave for a week at least as you put on a hoodie and a pair of sweat pants. Something about suddenly catching a cold or flu and youre not sure when youd be back to work or ever really. That part you didnt send.
You pace in your room and bite your thumb as you hunch in yourself trying to think of a way to cancel the date with LI. Saying you were sick wouldnt work knowing LI, theyd come right over to check on you.
Maybe tell him you have a mission to do? No, no that wouldnt work theyd probably check with the association about that.
In desperation you look up flights to get out of the city to take you to anywhere but here. You check for anything that can get you out today. The further the better.
1 flight thats in 6 hours thats heading to well… it doesnt really matter so long as it gets you out of here. You book it without a second thought and proceed to get packing.
Youre at the airport, seated and waiting for your boarding time. Youve been anxious since you got here. You didnt think about how youd get through airport security, with your face not perfectly matching your passport photo. thankfully the guy bought your excuse that you dont have makeup on so of course you wouldnt match your passport photo perfectly.
Your legging has been bouncing for a while now, and youre looking at the clock every now and again. Why was it taking so long?
You felt a tap on your shoulder that startles you, turning around you find LI
