#lizardqueen-only17

[radiqueer]

(Self dx autistic here) My thoughts are usually full sentences that either sound like me talking to myself, or me having a conversation with myself as another person (I'm one person tho, the conversation style of thought helps me work through problems). Otherwise my thoughts are very visual, usually when trying to describe a concept. Numerical values and times and my mind (as a physical object) all have a semi-specific shapes and/or locations-- I think this is a synesthesia thing.

When I say me having a conversation with myself, I mean like one part of my mind will take one side of the problem at hand & another part of my mind will take the other side and I’ll have a debate with myself. This helps me weigh pros & cons and make choices.

[aggressivelyarospec]

I can't remember if I already sent this but End of My Bloodline by Screaming Females is one of my favorite aro songs

On my device, the silver liningMisplaced your faith, leave me alone

You hadn’t, added!

[selfhelpsuggestion]

look out the windows & watch the world go by

[aggressivelyarospec]

Romantic Delusions by dearlie reminds me a lot of struggling to get rid of internalized amatonormativity. (And I think it would resonate with lithro/akoiro people, but I'm not lithro so I can't say)

I finally learned how to myself on my own I feel like I’ve earned the right to being alone

Added!

[hyperionnebulae]

4 & 95?

(4) Last Song You Listened To.

The Finale from The Cher Show Broadway Musical

(95) What Tattoo Do You Want?

None, though I like them on other people? Combined phobias of needles and ink on skin don’t bode well for getting tattoos personally.

[ask-pride-color-schemes]

[Image: Two flags with 9 vertical stripes. From left to right: Pink, purple, black, gray, white, gray, black, purple, blue. The white stripe is twice the width of the other stripes. The 2nd flag is the same but with an epicene symbol in the center 3 stripes. Its a thick black circle with a dot in the center and with two short lines coming out of the left and right side, left side is slanted downward, right is slanted upward.]

I created an epicene flag because I’m fairly sure it doesn’t have one, and I was really disappointed when I wanted to start using epicene as a label. The pink & blue represent traditional masculinity and femininity, the purple represents the combination of masculine and feminine, the black & grey represent being nothing or neither, and the white represents a combination of all of them.

[unapologeticsuggestion]

i’m tired of walking on eggshells to keep you happy, i’m tired of apologizing to keep from souring our relationship, and i’m tired of just taking the blame because it’s easier than arguing with you. i don’t care if you think i’m rude. i’m tired of apologizing.

[positivitybee]

thank you so so much for using my new name! This means so much to me you have no idea