#lloyd talks

[lloyd-v0id]

lloyd yap sesh

lloyd hugging all of the ninja after experiencing first hand how much of a brat he used to be and thanking them for putting up with him but also apologizing bc they had to put up with him awww 💔💔💔 and then everyone is wondering what the hell happened in the trial for this to happen‬

‪hes always very helpful but he becomes extra helpful and clingy just to show his gratitude and make sure they know he loves them‬

all he tells them is he had to go through a few flashbacks (he is NOT telling them about enemy lloyd) and learn just how much hes grown and changed over the years to pass the trial what a liar HES SUCH A LIAR

i think he picked it up during childhood and it kind of stuck. he only does it when he thinks its helping the others and lessening their burdens so they dont worry about him but if its about anything else hes so bad 💔💔 he cant stop smiling

he has awful habits that never really got addressed because theres always SOMETHING happening, so now it feels absolutely hopeless and hes trapped himself unable to open up to ask for help and he doubts he’ll ever be able to :(

also i can imagine him attempting to make a cake that says “thank you for taking me in instead of grounding me for a century or w” and then he runs out of space because he didnt plan how much space he’d need beforehand and it all trails off into scribbles

does it taste good? considering he has burnt tea, uhm. no. but he slathers it with frosting to cover the burnt taste so its okay i guess

[lloyd-v0id]

Baby Ras yap sesh!

I FEEL SO BAD FOR HIM ITS NOT EVEN FUNNY I dont know how long he was stuck in that hole but idc its SAD. I like to imagine it was probably a few days before his master came by and he waited that long on purpose so ras would be more desperate for help and more vulnerable

He just wanted his ball back :[ I wonder if he kept it and when he’s sad he just takes it out and plays catch against the wall. He basically lost his childhood so he tries to feel like a kid again in small ways but he catches himself being nostalgic and stops.

He was probably really hungry in that hole too :( It probably began raining and he caught a cold too… I also hc he hurt his right ear in the fall so theres like small chunks missing because wounds got infected and were left to fester.

I also saw a hc that he lost his tail in the fall too and that really hurts um OUCH.

Like that was the beginning of ras’s unhealthy mindset and obsession with strength because his master discouraged him from treating his wounds to make him stronger and that pain is weakness and he needs to push through

Also ras had really bad social anxiety, but since meeting his master he forced himself out of it. But sometimes he can still find himself hesitating before approaching someone. Like hes gotten really good at masking way too good

More on the injuries part, thats one of the reasons why ras has so many scars because without proper care, wounds scar much more intensely. He also sees the scars as a symbol of strength and resilience, another reason why he doesnt take care of himself. He WANTS the scars

He also ended up seeking pain whenever hes stressed or makes a mistake due to his master. It’s like a punishment or a way to ground himself. Im actually working on a fanfic on that specific topic so i wont say anymore than this :)

Also, he views his past as something to be ashamed of even though he was just a child. He thinks he was weak and constantly looks down on himself, hating any reminder of who he once was before he met his master

He was groomed and he doesnt even realize it :(

[strexdoctor]

We were successful.

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I’ll be performing a special experimental surgery in a few hours. I can only speak of myself as very excited, this might become a milestone in our company’s medical advances.

[strexdoctor]

It’s no secret that I’ve always wanted Tristan Monroe on my table, but now I do more than ever.

[strexdoctor]

Apparently I’m back to sleeping alone, and I just cannot put into words how that makes me feel!!! :)

[strexdoctor]

Did you know that a domestic cat’s eyeball is roughly the same size as a human’s one?