Personal Growth Reflection
Granted, ive been on here for 5 years. Its not as long as the others who are on here. I can say that the community ive been surrounded by on tumblr as very fairly helped round my outlook on life and how i view everyone and my personal morals.
Now it also has to be said that i have not been very active the past 3ish years, possibly more. I was not, at all, a very good teenager. ive been in and out of relationships like a dumbass that have mostly been online relationships. I used to get my phone taken away and the longest i had a phone (before 2017) was about 6 months before it was taken away. I hit the glory fuck whenever one of my older phones had been taken into police custody to investigate a dude i had dated my freshman year of highschool.
Only this past year after reflecting over everything I have personally done to benifit myself, having a job and finally driving and paying to dye my own hair and such, have i been able to evaluate myself as actually matured. I could only play in wedding gowns and heels that were too big for so long in my life, im still gonna play around and try on dresses purely because i dont look good in them but i can imagine that i do.
Im not a stereotype SJW although i do advocate for raights of others, im tired and probably the typical american of this age, im blind and getting worse, im 6 ft and 220 lbs, ive got 3 cats, i have 4 fish tanks, and a whole life ahead of me.
whether or not i will go to college is still something to be considered.
Idk its a very pointless post. sorry if you actually read any of this
