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the way i respond like a week late T_T my asks r literally like packages being sent to u.. delivered in 5+ business days... but i found out my dorm room and roommate!! i haven't talked to her yet since i'm a bit shy but we got put into a good dorm so i'm happy! also i need to set up a placement test for spanish but they alr have me registered for spanish 1 and i might just keep it since it'll be an easier class.... ALSO this week i got my rook, helix, and flat pierced and the rook hurts sm... but it's cute so 😋

also i love our relationship being full of hyping hehe <3333 💓💫he's my prince charming.. i woulda read it <3333 all the corny romance titles were saved in my library because i absolutely LOVVVVEEE fluff!!!! also you were fortunate you didn't get to read the exo one.. even my young tween self was cringing at the plot and ofc in wattpad fics they try to add the most famous idols into the story so i rmbr jackson was like a part of the enemy pack or smthn 😅honestly he needs to get into acting because when super m did those short movie things he looked so good and his acting was so natural?!?!??!?! sm needs to let the wayv boys act bcos ik they would all kill it !!!!!

her 24/7 guard... GODDDDDDD!!! i'm alr waiting for it!! ykno what. sm take notes and make t's fic into a drama 😒literally look at this nctzen and her POWER... her SHEER TALENT FOR WRITING !!!

yangyang's 'a postcard away' is giving angst vibes so i'm looking forward to it as well!! well tbh i'm always looking forward to your writing !! <3

ty!! and imo you did conceal it well!! some nctzens can always like narrow down cb dates and stuff so rly if they found out who's gna be the endgame couple it's just bcos they're detectives 🔍

and honestly i can see all the wayv boys you mentioned!! esp hendery!! i feel like in situations you would help ppl feel comfortable and able to be themselves! i'm also getting some haechan vibes from you!! omg we can be markhyuck <333 chenle for me tho? interesting! i used to see myself as like yuta to be a fellow badass scorpio but everyone is like .... girl no >< + meeting my friend was sooooo fun and it went by sooo quick but it was all natural btwn us and yeah :D i've meet bad online friends too or ppl i've stopped talking to so :( i was rly scared it was going to end up like that with her but i am soooo thankful that we were able to match each other's vibes and not be awkward! honestly worrying abt saying the wrong thing is something i relate to a lottttttttt.. esp w people my age bcos most of them are v black or white w their viewpoints/beliefs and i try to be as neutral as i can (unless it's something like racism where... what is there to discuss if it's good/bad/exists/doesn't????!)

ik i said in the prev ask that i was dense so i mean.. the clueless tip could work for me as well.. it's weird bcos ppl say i'm intimidating so i don't want to scare ppl... esp since i dyed my hair back to my natural dark brown/blackish color .. like when i had highlights i found ppl approached me more so it gave a friendlier look for first impressions T_T sidetrackedness is in our own dictionary 😚👍considering i've been sidetracked a countless amount of times while writing this...

lmk if you like andes!!! also BUBBLEGUM ICE CREAM!?!? woah... idk if you have it in canada but growing up i loooooovvvvveeeeeed blue moon ice cream sm!! also even tho i'm back home.. i'll figure out how to like doordash a milkshake to u in canada brb 🚚🏃🏽 ALSO LITERALLY ME I LOOOOOVVVVEEE CILANTRO AND THE NERVE OF SOME PPL'S TASTEBUDS TO MAKE IT TASTE LIKE SOAP.. i literally would cry if i ever got that tastebud.. cilantro goes good w any dish istg.. (i love garlic shrimp w some cilantro to top it off!)

tbh i think going to college is gna be a shift to how i approach my academics and i'm so worried abt the word limits/due dates/etc but i think i just have to keep a postive mindset !! :D and ofc work hard! i saw this one twt.. or was it a tumblr post.. abt how poc esp woc shouldn't feel imposter syndrome bcos the academic system, esp higher education, is still systematically racist and catering to the white male and since then <3 a lot of the pressure has been lifted off me bcos <333 so tru <3

honestly i think it's awesome how influential ppl can be with their work.. like even random days i would be like "i wonder if the author of dnyl club updated it?" and it gave me strength to reread it as i was stressing abt life.. i really appreciate your stories and your writing <3 and i think it's important that you know you do give entertainment and happiness to a lot of ppl! if i could i would give you like 1343546534 notes for every story/part posted <3

omg omg ok for chocolate recs.. lindt strawberry cheesecake chocolate bar,,,, you HAVE TO try it!!! it's sooooo good!! you can get it from walmart, target, etc!! rose flavored ice cream i have never had but i've seen ppl like mold(?) the icecream to look like a rose and i've always wanted to try it!! also ik you just thanked for the analogy and i'm hyping you up more up there but :D i just wish for my messages to make you happy and to talk to you so !! <333

omg forbidden relationship.. SO TRUUUUUU <3 speaking of relationships i've literally been talking to this cute guy who's also a first yr from my school and <333 kinda hoping he can be my first s/o cuz i swiped up on his story being corny and he had the same energy in his reply!!! but omg on wednesday at like 1am i was talking to my friend and i didn't know if i showed her his ig yet so i was like 'brb i'll send u a ss of his acc' and then as i did that I SENT THE SS TO HIM. i literally unsent so quickly and was like "omg sorry i accidentally sent so i unsent!" AND HE SAW IT LIKE WITHIN A MIN AND HEARTED THE MESSAGE. and i died bcos literally. that man is nvr on social media T_T but the time he is i screw up like that !?!?! luckily it wasn't 1am for him it was like 8pm his time but.. whew... also i hope u and mr glasses can have a relationship too ;)

jisung was born in feb so 8 months would be oct for me!! my birthday's actually halloween :DDD BUT THANK YOU FOR THE BELATED (in actuality early) HBD !!!! 🎂🎉i'm glad you went to bed that night!! omg closer was the inspo for a ten fic.. wow too much sexiness.. if that song was the inspo.. fiancé is one of my faves!!! and his song um... with blue d is my fave by him!! i've been obsessed w doja's album!!!!!! esp been like this and tonight! also pinkpantheress is sooooooo talented i want her to drop a full album alr!!! >< and did you kno victoria monet is bi <3 a win <3333333 but you're so rightttt she should produce some tracks for sm bcos i bet she could make them have more dreamy/mysterious tracks! i hope you enjoyed the recs! i enjoyed seeing how we have similar taste :DDDD

also kinda stalked ur blog and YOU HAVE AN UNPUBLISHED HORROR TARO FIC?!?!?!??! AHHHHHH.. i'm a bit of a sucker for him...... and pixie hollow taeil sounds soooo cute also MONTHLY GIRLS NOZAKI KUN.. KUN... GOSH .. that's literally like my no.3 (or is it 4th,,?) anime!!!!!!!

btw.. the mark fic.. i felt a pit in my stomach when i read "But you didn’t notice the look in his eyes when you began to clean up the in the spacious church room, your typical roles being reversed." i mean the whole fic HURT but that part esp.. wow.. i .. wow.. and the ending .. i whew... also say i'm sorry by afghan played as i read this fic.. and i must say it fits the mood p well!!

i hope you had a great day and that this upcoming week is kind to you!!! stay hydrated and eat regularly too!! stay healthy w this delta variant.. :( times r getting scary again.. sending good vibes and love your way and sorry for such a late response once again >< 💓🌸💐💫💝🍬🍓💞💘 - lofy <3

LOFY<333 it is a-ok if you respond late, I know we chat in essay form so it's hard to respond to all of it at once T_T thank u kindly for this package tho<333 and !!! that's so good!!! i'm very happy you're looking forward to adjusting in your new school/college!! i hope you're roommate is respectful, nice and you have a great time with her!!! also do you speak some spanish?? in my very very tiny brain, i was wondering about placement tests and realized they're for people who already have some knowledge in that subject. how many languages do you speak btw?!! :D also WHAT. ALL THREE AT ONE TIME?!?!??!! dude and here i was thinking doing a helix and a conch would be too much ._. it still sound super duper cute tho!!!! i can't imagine the process of cleaning them all constantly and caring for them at the same time but still it's smart of u bc then they will all be close to each other in healing time and what could be a couple of years of ears healing only turns into 1-2!! :D

speaking of earring stuff, i’m thinking of changing out my diamond stud helix earring to a huggie hoop! i’ve seen many cute ones and im contemplating on doing it before my cousins wedding at the end of this month or not...🤔🤔 FLUFF IS MY FAVOURITE TOO!!! there is something just so nostalgic but heartwarming about cheesy corny titles/stories that not much can compare. like i know ppl say “oh that’s so cheesy🤢 i can’t stand it” but genuinely it’s all filled with happiness?!?!?? that is the meaning of fluff?? how could you not love it and be happy?😭

not jackson being a part of the enemy pack 😭😭 god this exo fic just sounds better and better the more i hear it and i was hugely obsessed with werewolf stories on wattpad so call me a werewolf story connoisseur 😎🙏🏼 that must be one of the lamest things to be a connoisseur of 🧐 anyways... !!! he was so good in acting and genuinely he could become a heart throb actor!! he really needs to get into some acting deals🤔

YOU GAS ME UP TOO MUCH<33333🥺🥺🥺 sm pls let us fanfic writers create drama plots for yall, like we could give you great business in the drama industry 😭🙏🏼 !! i’m so happy you like “a postcard away”, the plot’s still being determined tbh i think i might write it in one go like my recent mark fic and just get it out of my system!

thank you 🥺🥺💗♥️💗 i love that i give off hendery vibes to you!! he’s someone i adore and would have a great time being friends with!! but also we are most definitely markhyuck 😎😎😎 i love that i give off haechan vibes to you too!! i think the reason why you give off such pure, happy energy to me and i relate you to ppl like that is because you are always so happy in these messages!! i know i don’t know what you look like but you give me the same happy feeling i get when i watch chenle vids from a couple years ago when he was all bright and sunshine :’) 💗 even if you do look badass yuta scorpio irl, you still are like a baby chenle to me especially since you’re ‘02 born!!!

i’m very happy for you that meeting with your friend was fun!!! :D ♥️ I know what you mean by bad online friends, i had one like that but i guess they’re all lessons to be learned! i’m still happy you’re having great things come your way! i may sound like a grandma saying this but do make sure to be careful who you share your good news with! some ppl may wish bad things for you and i only say this bc you seem to be so happy in your life rn, i only wish for you to stay this way :)♥️💗♥️💗♥️💗 i totally agree with worrying about what to say!! it’s always been a constant struggle and when they’re all new conversations, it’s hard to navigate and know what is okay and what is not!! ppl are very quick to cancel or ignore these days too which makes it feel so cutthroat :(

each time i imagine what you look like in my head i still can not see the intimidating part bc of how cute your msgs are!!! but i think your natural hair must be beautiful and ppl are always intimidated by #girlbosses #bossbabes 🙄🙏🏼 we are making new words, look at us go<3 merriam webster please contact us at [email protected] <33 (not a real email)

i’ve never tried blue moon icecream!!!! it sounds so cool tho!!! :D bubble gum is a forever favourite like no matter how many times i try other flavours, it’s always bubblegum, cookies and cream or cotton candy for me😔 i would love a door dash of blue moon icecream thank you<3🥺♥️ DUDE THANK YOU FOR LIKING CILANTROO!!!! IT IS SUCH A GREAT HERB THING AND ELEVATES ALL DISHES!! amazing on pasta btw i don’t know if i mentioned it before but garlic shrimp sounds really good!!! i don’t seafood nor meat but it sounds like it would look really good! :D

do keep a positive mindset going into college!!! you’ll do amazing and trust me, you’ll do just fine and remember that you may feel not so smart sometimes or you might feel down but there are others will be feeling the same way and you can always bond over this😎 probably not the best advice i’ve ever given LOL and personally for me, word limits weren’t too bad and only get picky the higher the classes are! profs don’t usually check the limits unless it’s very precise!!

the world catering to men is probably the worst thing ever and i’m sorry if anything ever happens and i know there are differences being in a canadian and american university but in my 6 yrs being in uni, i haven’t had too awful of an experience with profs nor people!!! as long as you surround yourself with good ppl then you will do good!!! <3333 :))

dnyl club :(((( pls that makes me so happy and comments like this just make me want to finish it once and for all, i’m really trying to give it a good ending and justify it all!! i hope to have it out before the next semester pulls up!! but thank you so much lofy<333 your messages always mean so much to me and you have no idea how happy i am to know about your thoughts<333 and if it was up to me, i would give u 10000000000 notes on everything you post!! brb as i rb some of your beautiful content as well!!!

LINDT MAKES THOSE?!?!?!?!? WHAT. okay that sounds so freaking good im blown away rn and i hope i can find that flavour but idk if we have it here in my city! hopefully its somewhere else in canada or maybe amazon or something but thank u for this recommendation<33 you should try rose flavoured ice-cream!!! you can get it from usually from any indian/muslim restaurant!! idk how to describe it but it has this sweet flavour and a faint smell of roses so it’s always super duper delicious<333 i actually havent seen ice-cream shaped in a rose!! i’ve seen chocolate roses tho during valentines and we sell them at our store so i’d just buy them for myself and my close friends as a friend’s valentines<33

LOFFYYYYYYYY OMG PLEASEEE SPILL MORE DETAILS BETWEEN U AND CUTE GUY!!!!!! also this is horrible but nowadays (actually this has been forever so not a recent thing), i find writing inspo in ppl’s love lives and so now you are giving me a cute strangers to friends to lovers au moment<33 in all seriousness, i hope he’s a really nice guy and that you do become each other’s s/o’s <333 you deserve a great person lofy, specifically someone who’ll listen to you and make you laugh and extremely happy!!!! i’m rlly rlly happy for you :’)))) BUT THAT IS SO CUTE THAT HE LIKED THE SS EXCEPT i also feel you and would’ve died right there<3 

i will not try to talk abt mr. glasses too much but he’s so CUTTEEEEE!!!! omg okay so after the bridal shower so just two days after you sent this msg, i was showing him and my pharmacist abt the bridal shower setup (me and the pharmacist r good friends and i’d promised to show him) and mr. glasses was surprised that me and my cousins set up the surprise shower ourselves and i was secretly screaming inside!!! and that weekend we had a heat wave warning so i was telling them both to make sure to keep hydrated and he was all smiles!!! 

BUT DUDE THIS PAST WEEK OK OMG okay i was telling him i was going to bake banana choc chip muffins for everyone and i asked if he had allergies but he was like “oh no i don’t have any, i’ll eat anything you make” and i was like okay good!!! earlier he had his mask off when he was on his break and i walked by him and he smiled at me and i was like “look at that, you have such a great smile!” teasing him and he smiled wider laughing and when we passed i looked back at him and HE LOOKED BACK AT ME!!!! then when i brought the muffins in our next shift i was telling the pharmacy and he was like “oh i was waiting the whole day for them!” AND I WAS LIKE EEEEEEE bc lowkey pavlov conditioning him<333 #girlbossmoment <333 but he only took 2 when he was going to go home and he always asks me if im working the next day and he did it again except i told him i wasnt and he was like “okay ill give you a full report next week on these delicious looking muffins” and i was laughing but squealing inside and when he turned to go he said THE WORDS I DID THE OTHER WEEK: “it’s going to be hot this weekend so make sure to stay hydrated!!” and I ALMOST SCREAMED TO MYSELF but i play it off so cool in front of him i have no clue how because he’s so good-looking and his biceps were literally popping out of his shirt that i love and complimented him on. but i was like “yes you too!!!” and he gave me a big smile and walked away and i visited the next day to grab something for my grandma and he was there and happy to see me, calling me kind bc i brought food for the pharmacist and he asked me if i had any more muffins but i told him that sadly i did not </3333 BUT HE SAID THEY WERE SO GOOD AND HE LOVED THEM<3333 ok anyways that was unecessarily long 🤨🤨🤨

also i am very dumb<33 i for some reason thought it would be easier to count 8 months backwards so i dont know how i ended up so far off 😭 BUT THATS SO COOL THAT UR BDAY’S ON HALLOWEEN WTF!!!! victoria monet our bi queen<33 have you seen her daughter?? she’s so cute!!! pinkpantheress is addicting istg her new single “just for me” has been on repeat for a long time now<33 victoria for SM would be amazing genuinely and maybe it’s me but i feel like nct has been losing their slightly mysterious and unique touch lately :(( YES! HORRO TARO<33 it will be just in time for ur bday!!! but it’ll be a fun challenge to do since he’s such a baby and it’ll be hard to portray him as scary 🥺

pixie hollow taeil will maybe be a small fic!! it’ll be heavily inspired for my love of tinkerbell and specifically terrence the pixie dust fairy<33 when i was young i hardcore shipped terrence and tink together LOL (still do...🤔$

MONTHLY GIRLS’ NOZAKI KUN IS ONE OF MY ALLTIME FAV MANGA’S/ANIME’S!!!! I’m thinking of having Kun as one of the helpers that Nozaki takes upon himself like Hori, Chiyo, Mikoshiba, etc.!!! that’s one fic i’m excited to get started on!!! i shall listen to that song rec for the mark fic!!!! okay but genuinely that’s one of the quickest fics i’ve read and it still needs editing but im glad you enjoyed it!!!! i was feeling unecessarily sad that day and had YKWIM by Yot Club playing on repeat as i wrote!! that was also one of my fav parts!!! that and the ending i loved <33 ANYTHING FOR LOKI<3😭

thank you for this msg again lofy and wishing you the very best for the upcoming week too!!! stay hydrated as well and eat well too!!! sending all the love to you and all the best luck<33 and no need to apologize!!! you can send your asks in whenever and i’ll always respond<33 there is no pressure😎🙏🏼♥️💗♥️💗

[chittapornswife]

IM SOOOOO SORRY I WENT MIA... i didn't expect to like... Unplug when i was visiting my sister and then i got back on wednesday but was busy until today T_T but tytyty for your kind words abt my blog!! i feel like i don't make enough content for all the love i receive >_< i'll be someone 'sending love from the us 🇺🇸' to your blog <3333

gosh wattpad... i was reading on it when i was like 10 😳i remember writing an AWFUL teen wolf fic and it got like a couple thousand reads and i thought i was like The Next Big Thing... did you ever read the exo ot12 werewolf mafia fic? god.... what a time fr.. fuckboy!lucas lives in my head rent free.. i like rarely read smut but it was like... so good..it was the exception like i legit couldn't stop reading it.. and it was like 18 pts or smthn . sooooo gooooood

KNIGHT!LUCAS AND SECRET PRINCESS!READER THO?!?!?!?!? wow what a concept omg omg i love royalty aus so much and whew... i will def be looking forward to it !!! anything you write is great tho :D

pls i will go book a flight to canada just to give u a hug right BACK!!! honestly it's still a mystery to me w who the reader will end up with but i'm told i'm dense all the time so maybe this is just a sign for me to reread dnyl club for the like fifth time... 😌💓 random, but do you ever talk w friends abt who you would be friends w in groups / who you are? my friends say i remind them of mark which... is like the highest level of a compliment you can receive imo.. *cue me getting sidetracked* it was so funny tho i met a longtime online friend while i was visiting my sis and i was telling her all abt how i'm nervous to start college and put myself out there and she was like ???? YOU'RE TELLING ME YOU'RE NOT EXTROVERTED??? which was like the biggest shock of the year for me because everyone back home knows i'm like. a mouse in front of new ppl.... idk why i mentioned that.. just guess i wanted to share it w u <33 .. if i'm going to continue my sidetrackedness (100% not a real word but bear w me...) while visiting my sis we had these like Gourmet milkshakes and mine was mint choco theme and it was SOOOOOOO good... it was obvi mint choco flavored and had like ground andes mint pieces in the shake that you got with each sip and then had whipped cream, an oreo, and A WHOLE ICE CREAM SANDWICH on top.. with the rim coated with chocolate buttercream frosting and chocolate sprinkles...i'll be dreaming about it for a long time.. ik i just went on a tangent abt my love for the shake and the Mint Choco-ness of it.. but are you a fan? or do you think it tastes like toothpaste? 😅

that's so interesting tho how your writing process works! i think i'm the type to just write as i think and then revise when needed... we had a project in english and had to do the outline but not the actual research paper in its entirety and i got carried away and my outline ended up being like 4 pages... it was.. v extra.. which made me realize it's best to just write the Actual Thing because my brain thinks the planning is the draft i'll submit 😭but it's so cool how this was your first chapter series and it ended up being so amazing ????? like seriously if i had to write a chaptered work i think i would def have like boring/dull moments but your writing style really makes everything interesting and the readers curious as to what will happen next !!! it's like.. wow i'm gna seem like im obsessed w chocolate but.. it's like you eat an amazing chocolate bar w rose petals infused and it's so rich and the best ever and before you know it you've finished the entire bar... like that's how i feel whenever i read your works !! when i first found dnyl club i literally read everything you had posted on your masterlist and it was all just sooooo good T_T

ik you said i gassed u up a ton but ^^^ there's some more for you <33333 EXO'S CLOUD 9.. WHAT A SONG !!! they never know is one of my favorite exo... maybe even kpop as a whole .. songs... that whole album was a masterpiece.. altho universe and obsession are my favorites from them! (album wise!!) i'm glad you're an essay person.. because this ask is def the longest i've sent .. ever.. but i just have so much to say! will tumblr actually send this all? omg.. i'm '02!! jisung's older by 8months -_- i remember when he debuted and my friend and i were like ?!!?! A MIDDLE SCHOOLER IS DEBUTING ? it was so wild ..

the flight ended up having no issues but there were some bleh ppl which sucked T_T, did you end up sleeping that day? er .. would i say night? haha 💐😽 and pls you give me energy too !! reading your message makes me happy and light .. idk if light is the right word but like.. not stressed? AT PEACE !! yea :D sending lots of love to you and i'm currently listening to my 😳😳😳 kpop playlist so here are a couple recs (i did ten 😉): daylight by mino, magic by seohyun, fever by enhypen, 1 degree by got7, closer (max solo) by tvxq, first love by after school, shade by yukika, hush by laboum, yes by demian, and sick and tired (ft. reddy) by suzy!! sorry this was such a belated reply back and so LONG but i hope you've been well and have a great monday and week overall !! <33333 :D - lofeel

DONT APOLOGIZE!!!😡😡😡 I knew you were gone somewhere and must be having fun so it’s totally okay!! 💞💞 also love that we are hyping each other up like this 🥺💗💗

10 omg😭 I started i think in grade 8? so i was about 12-13 not too far off from your age either! i only got into kpop two years later so i was mainly on there for the good ole werewolf and vampire stories 😭 ALSO PLS i wrote a story too and for some reason i still have it up but it’s called “he’s my prince charming??” and it reached like a number in the genres and i was so excited abt it😭 i haven’t read the exo one!!! i think i may have heard of it but unfortunately (maybe fortunately) i haven’t come across it😔 fuckboy!lucas i think is such a great concept bc it always fits him... he even had one of my normie friends acting up bc she a video of him on her fyp LOL and asked me if i knew who it was😭

i’m very excited for this fic!! it’s part of an enemies to lovers collab i’m in and the basic premise is that the reader is a princess and the only heir to the throne who has been kept as a secret since birth, passing off as some poor child the king and queen favoured and gave a home. lucas is going to be the troublesome and always bothering knight with insanely good looks and when the reader’s father passes away, he’s appointed as her 24/7 guard. it’s gonna be a bit intense, i don’t think i’ve had a concept like this but it’s a lot of stuff about trust, betrayal and ofc love<33 so i’m very excited abt it!! i feel like just writing it all rn but i have other fics i have to finish first😭 i have four collab works that’ll be posted this summer and i’m excited for all of them😳 i’ll give u the titles since i love to overshare LOL

fool for you - taeil

sharaabi (drunk) - renjun

bubblegum or pop rocks - hyuck

a postcard away - yangx2

u are not DENSE!!! This just means that perhaps i am doing a better job than i thought at hiding who the reader ends up with😭 i’ve finished writing for chp. 12 tho! there is a couple chapters left, it will all sum up to under 20 chapters so i’m excited to finish writing and then posting! my goal is by the end of this summer again so i’m just packing on all the pressure once more😭

i have talked abt it with friends in the past!! but i don’t remember who they said i’m like again, this was when nct had 18 only and i was i think closer to ten? maybe chenle but i don’t remember except at this point i feel like i relate to hendery, ten and yangyang more🙏🏼🙏🏼 mark!!! i can see it a bit but we’ve only chatted for a tiny amount so i’m not sure 😭 but i see how you love to excitedly talk about things just like he does :D i also see you as bubbly so i’d also add in chenle!! or pre-2021 chenle bc he’s growing up so fast and becoming an adult :(( how was it meeting your longtime online friend tho?!)!?? i’ve only ever met one but she ended up being not so great of a friend later on so :/// also from our talks you do seem extroverted!!! but you know what, i know many introverted ppl who when they get comfortable will seem very extroverted and will be so social with specific ppl so i think you may be like that! do not worry, i understand your fear bc in front of some family and ppl i’m that quiet but polite girl bc i get terrified of saying the wrong thing or ppl thinking of me as weird or something 🥺

my biggest tip for college and making new friends is to sit near or find ppl who seem very chill and nice to talk with and then do small talk related to the subject or content. basically i act a bit clueless 😭 it has always helped me tho! but i think it’s also in consideration that i do look like i could come off as the clueless type being small and looking too young like im in high school😭 sidetrackedness is now a word bc u said it so i am loving it🙏🏼 !!!! i’ve never tried andes chocolate before but we sell it at our store during christmas so i’ll have to try it out!! but i do like mint chocolate!! i haven’t had it in a while bc my go to ice cream flavour is either cotton candy, bubblegum or cookies n cream! but the way u described the milkshake..... THE FULL ICECREAM BAR ON TOP TOO???? i love love sprinkles and whipped cream but the chocolate buttercream on the rim sounds amazing too... now i want a milkshake 😐👎🏼 it’s so interesting tho that ppl think it tastes like toothpaste like??? i also love cilantro and apparently to some ppl it tastes like soap and i’m like uhhhh 🤨🤨SOAP?

i am in love with extra tho🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼 and that’s so interesting that we have similar but different techniques!! when it comes to essays for school i always try to plan those out bc they have a word limit and sometimes i’m either over or under the word count so it helps me to jot down tiny details to remember them and keep them organized too! so much different from my style of just going with the flow with fics. thank u tho!!🥺🥺💗💞💗💞 when i first wrote the teaser i had no clue except for one detail on what the series was going to be like so it was hella nerve wracking and not to mention i was going to start at a different uni in a couple of months so a lot of nerves and pressure! but i’m happy ppl have enjoyed the series and the idea!! :D it makes me rlly happy to see ppl come up with theories or even just comment about dnyl club like i never knew it would get this big so i’m just grateful :’) 💗💗 i am loving ur obsession with chocolate pls recommend me more things bc i am a chocolate and caramel fanatic 😳

i’ve never had rose petal infused chocolate before!! it sounds very good tho and reminds me of rose flavoured ice cream!! very good and has a floral and delicious taste so i recommend it! you can usually find it at indian restaurants and idk about regular stores bc i just have it when we’re eating out! but thank you seriously again for this analogy and for making my tiny pea sized brain swell with joy and pride :”))) ♥️💞♥️💞♥️💞♥️ they never know!!! idk why every time i listen to that song i feel like i’m in a forbidden relationship or something 😭 jisung the old man by 8 months</33 also does that mean your bday was last month? i tried doing the math but also i suck at math so </3.... but if so then HAPPY BELATED BDAY!!! 🎉🎉🥳🥳🥳 💞💞💞💞

i did end up sleeping that night!! i had work in the morning-ish so i had to force myself to sleep but i was very happy reading your msg🥺💗 also bleh ppl just 😒😐👎🏼 but i’m glad you went and had fun with your sister and now you’re back home safe!! :D 💗 thank you for the recs!!! i’m very surprised to say that i haven’t listened to any of those songs before besides closer - max! that was actually my inspiration to write for my “closer” fic with ten which i still have to write a part 2 for😭 but thank you!!! i will listen to these songs this week 😎 i just briefly listened to mino’s daylight, jeez the last song of his ive listened to properly was fiancé and that needs a fic of its own bc it’s so good!!! mino is amazing and one of my og loves when i first got into kpop in 2014😭 but the song is rlly good!!! i’ll recommend some songs with a similar vibe!! they all may not be kpop tho!

woman - doja cat (not usually a fan of her but this beat is just pure perfection imo)

como un bebe - j balvin & bad bunny (a classic)

passion - pinkpantheress (not similar vibes but she’s amazing with like y2k sounding songs!)

big boss/touch me/f.u.c.k - victoria monet (god she’s so talented, incredible tbh that she isn’t on top 10 charts each week or something bc of how catchy and brilliantly made her music is! she’s more recognized as ariana grande’s lyricist & friend but her talent is just phenomenal! after listening to magic by seohyun and knowing closer by max i thought these songs follow the same mysterious vibes as those songs too!)

thank you for the ten(😉) recs! haha and i hope you have a great day and week ahead of you!!! make sure to stay hydrated and eat regularly, keep yourself healthy!! sending love your way and thank you for this essay msg, i love it!!!💞♥️💞♥️💞♥️💞

[chittapornswife]

omg i’m glad it made you happy!!! i always get super surprised when ppl send asks like “love from australia” or “love from brazil” like 🤯 i forget my blog is public for the whole WORLD.. pitbull can sit down since we’re Miss Worldwide and Miss Worldwide!!!! also omg i will def be looking forward to it then !!!!!!! the kai rec is from wattpad but i read it in like 2016 so ider the title 😭😭 pink walls or smthn like that but it was angsty and GOOOOOOD!!! and pls jaehyun one included fake texts and it was SO GOOD but op stopped after two parts ✋😔 there’s also a your-brothers-friend-lucas college fuckboy fic on here that i read in 2018 ish? and it was good but i nvr remember the titles 😞😞😞

also that’s so interesting to know !!!! tbh i love how you write the interactions with each guy esp jeno and renjun but also adding hendery as the bestie was so unexpected and i loved it 😩😩 btw when you write series do you outline what’s going to happen first or just write and once you’re going it comes naturally? and ahhhh!!! i’m so glad it could make your month 🥰🥰 tbh i was 🤯😳😮 when i saw you in my notifs because i don’t check them often but when i did literally the best fic writer rbed my post?!? but yes u r so right !! essay like asks are always fun to answer ☺️😌 also i’m usually the baby friend anyways so i’m used to mom-like words from friends haha!! (im 18 btw not like an 08 kid messaging you .. not that anything’s wrong w that!!)

and 😳👉💗💞💓 aw shucks tysm !!! you seem really kind and bright !!! like a v cheerful person that others get energy from ☺️☺️ i have to get ready to go to the airport at 3am my time so i’m just sitting debating whether to sleep rn or watch yt haha but i do have a water bottle next to me so hydrated ✅!!! please stay hydrated as well and stay safe!!!! esp during these times 😖💗 - lofeel

i didn’t mention this in the last ask and i should’ve but you have an amazing blog like it’s just so pretty and well put, anything you create or reblog is so beautiful 🥺💗 yes!! you are a global and thriving blog and i can be one of those ppl sending you an ask saying “sending love from canada!!! 🇨🇦”

and look at us Miss Worldwide’s go 😎💅🏼 Pitbull ur time to shine is over 🥱 wattpad😭 it is a place filled with memories and were I first started reading online stories created by the community!! it was a wild ride and still is but so many great memories on that site 😭 fuckboy lucas in college?? 😳😳 oh and this won’t be released soon but maybe next fall but i’m working on a enemies to lovers knight!lucas and secret princess!reader fic!! and he also is giving off very much fuckboy vibes so i’m very excited to write it and post it🙏🏼🙏🏼 but also i feel you!! i never rarely remember titles especially if they’re long 😭

i don’t know if you’re still at the airport but pls take a flight to canada so i can give you the BIGGEST HUG IN THE WORLD BC UR SO SWEET!!!! 💗✨💗✨💗 I love hearing about what ppl like in my fics and jeno and renjun definitely have me 🥺🙏🏼 i was trying to keep who the reader ends up with as a secret but i think ppl are finding out which is still fine but there’s even a bigger plot twist later on too😳 bestie hendery!!! tbh when i thought of who the bff could be, i could only see hendery as a carefree but fun childhood best friend 🥺 missing him rn<3...

this is my first chapter series so i should’ve outlined what was going to happen but didn’t 😭 even now i’m trying to but i’m realizing that going with the flow is much better for my writing and most of the times i just know one event that will be happening and write based off that! many times i switch up everything that i was planning in my head because when writing it out it doesn’t feel so natural :/ anyways this was way too long but i just write naturally!!

you are gassing me up way too much rn!!! ahhh i’m actually on cloud 9 and even have exo’s cloud 9 stuck in my head rn too😭😭😭😭 i can’t tell you how much love i’m sending your way and just how happy i am rn 🥺♥️♥️♥️♥️ thank you for being another essay messaging person because when ppl text or msg very short answers to big questions it makes me feel pressured to not write something long back 😭 so thank you again<3333

18!!! that means you’re either ‘02 or ‘01 and if so then you are a baby to me🥺🥺🥺 i know it’s just 3-4 yrs apart but u are my baby bc i consider chenle to be like a son and so both of you are my babies 🥺🥺 also don’t be worry abt with what you say!!! i srsly get you and no need to worry abt sounding like you’re saying the wrong thing!!!!

everything you’ve said about me is what I believe you are. kind and bright and someone who gives others energy bc it’s 2am and i should be asleep since i have work tmrrw morning but i’m awake bc you’re giving me energy!!! I hope you have a safe flight to wherever you’re going and that you also eat well too!! i guess we’re in the same spot wondering whether to sleep hahaha but i have no clue what time it must be for you except that it’s night and you might be off to the airport so have a safe flight!!! stay safe as well and have lots of fun 😙💗✨💗✨💗✨ once again sending lots of love and virtual hugs your way for being so kind and just taking the time to even write such thoughtful long msgs like this 🥺♥️✨

[chittapornswife]

not to be weird but im @ lofeel and JAJSJDJ I LOVE YOUR DREAM DNYL CLUB SERIES SM!!!!!!!! literally it’s the no.1 fanfic ive read like Ever!!! i love it sm 😚🥰 my faves r dnyl club + a discontinued nct cam boy (jaehyun focused) and a random kai one but dnyl is miles ahead the other two 😩😩😩 i hope you’ve been doing well!! ik as a content creator (albeit editing photos is v diff from writing) it can be stressful esp as you get more messages abt your work bcos you become more conscious about it but please know anything you put out will be awesome!! ive read your other writing too and it’s all 10/10 immaculate!!!!!!!! (not that i am one to judge another’s work omg i hope that didn’t sound pretentious in any way!) sorry i know you didn’t expect an essay from rbing fruit but 😭 i saw my opportunity and took it! have a wonderful rest of your week!!

NOT WEIRD AT ALL!!! i’m actually super duper happy from this omg and just so unexpected??? your blog showed up in my recommended and i love following blogs for their aesthetics but to hear that you’ve read my work my mind is just 😳💥 i’m going to be finishing it off for this summer just bc i’ve been dragging it on for way too long now but thank you seriously so much!!!! 💗😭💗 you have no idea how much this means to me and you’re not being pretentious at all!! but pls spare details about your kai recommendation🙇🏻‍♀️ (since the jaehyun one is discontinued 😔) also for me I find it nice when ppl let me know what they liked to read and it’s a boost to remind me to keep writing! i’m v lazy and a procrastinator too and even though it may be stressful to think abt “i should rlly get back to dnyl club and my other unfinished fic” i know if i don’t get reminded or encouraged to then i’ll just never finish anything 😩 your words have made my whole month & a week and by that i mean june and july so seriously, thank you for all of the love you’ve sent and i’m sending even more to you!!! i was going to go through your acct today and queue some posts actually!! so it’s nice to meet you :’)) and pls!! i love essay msgs bc i talk a lot too as you can see by this above^ and always take ur opportunities!!! i’m really glad you sent this to the point where i can’t express it properly, i’m just smiling rlly wide irl rn but life is too short! so msging ppl who you miss or want to talk to is always a great thing, that way you don’t think “what if?” later on! okay sorry for going all mom-like on you😭 and judging by just this msg alone, you seem like a wonderful and incredibly kind person so i’m very glad i found your blog only for you to msg such lovely and kind words 🥺💗 from my rbing fruit LOL

have a wonderful rest of your week too!!! make sure to stay hydrated and i hope you have a lovely day too, thank you again💗♥️💗♥️💗♥️💗♥️💗

^the range of emotions i went thru while reading and rereading your msg