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i had another deficit of over 1000 but i also ate over 1000 and it’s getting ridiculous. tomorrow i have sigificantly less physically to do so i’m going to not eat until after or before history and stay below 800 as a max. so happy to be losing weight again. each time i start at a lower weight i gain less back each lapse in control and that’s good i just need to be dedicated this time. no more fluctuations up just down.
my fitbit says i have a 1300 cal deficit bc of work today hell yeah
i did something i swore i’d never do again bc it tastes so terrible but i was desperate to be empty to start this weight loss up again i just needed ro be empty so bad
im back @ it a lot of pounds up but ready to lose lose lose
i was really sick yesterday and mal like bought me gatorade and rubbed my back here and there to help pass waves of nausea and generally just took care of me the best se could and i love her i'm so lucky to have such a perfect best friend and i'd put this on my main but she follows it so imma put this here i just!! love her!!
i had a weekend of too much but then got food poisoning and fasted a whole day bc i couldnt keep anything down anyway so my weight is down and i started work and im ok
i spent the last three days eating mad food with my best friend before school and work starts but tomorrow im fasting all day because i know i gained
i think its day 9 10 and 11
9 did people ever make comments about your weight in a negative way?
i was made fun of for being fat, a whale, huge, a pig, a cow, etc. i was always the fat girl. i remember my aunt calling her friend fat then trying her friend's old handmedowns on me.
10 what was the hardest thing you gave up during weight loss?
i lost two of my best friends because of conflicting eating disorder shit being detrimental to the both of us and i miss the first a lot while the second gave me ptsd symptoms with what ended up happening
11 your favorite thinspo blog and why?
i dont have one
