We hardly see each other now. Now that you have not one but TWO jobs, and I have kind two jobs, that leaves us with what? Zero time for each other. I hate growing up. I wish we could just either be grown up have normal jobs and live together or be little again. I'm tired of this in between stage. I already feel like I'm not a priority to you, you are to me. I feel like I'm just a nuisance to you, what else is there for me to do. I know you love me, and I would never consider leaving this, us, but lately it seems like there isn't much us. It's your work, my work, your family, my plans. And of course your parents won't let you go anywhere with my family. Now with this new job you will work 5 days a week in the summer and some nights and weekends at your other job, and you won't get time off for fair, so there goes any fun time we usually had there. God, I'm tired of feeling selfish, but I'm also tired of feeling like you never have time for me.