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{fanacct of ss5sg!}

ok I'm probably the last person on earth to write a fanacct of ss5sg but whatever I better record it all down before I forget everything.

ok so story of how I got lousy tickets. this is my second attempt at buying sushow tickets in singapore. it's easier to get into a good college than to get good tickets for a sushow here in singapore i swear (with my kind of shitty luck at least). and now that ss5sg has only one day this year, i almost thought that it was plain impossible to even get a ticket, let alone a good one. but after camping forever (half and hour plus actually) on the online ticketing site, watching everyone get their tickets, i finally got in and manage to get my hands on a terrace seat facing the stage, 3 rows behind the vip seats. but somehow my brain was malfunctioning after the crazies i got for the past 30 minutes of not being able to get into the crashing site and the paranoia of never ever being able to get in. and so i thought that i should throw away that ticket and try get a better one. so my greed ended me up at row 22, not facing the main stage, with the main stage partially restricted from my view and the front stage very far away. i've learnt my lesson.

but whatever I WON'T BE SO GREEDY NEXT TIME and the view wasn't that bad. the whole concert was all butts and tushes facing me.

okay omg the moment i stepped into the concert hall i was already silently screaming to myself and when the concert started, i was gone. the vcr was so epic (i rarely use this word but omg this is the only word that can describe that) just that some parts were really awkward (ahem kyuhyun) i was the only one singing along to the intro song lmao watched too many fancams. but throughout the concert i was the only one in my area dancing and singing and fanchanting so... yeah. i want better company next year. (but i don't think people want me as company because i scream shamelessly and jump on their foots accidentally)

it's you was, omg, i've waited so long for this. i can't believe i heard it live. but because of my seat i didn't manage to get the full effect of that performance that you would if you watched from the front because they danced really closely to the back of the stage T__T but omg wook's adlibs were perfect anD THE CHEST POPPING ;AAAAAA; and kangin;s voice ;____; kangin's live is very good. really very good ily kangin ;___;

at the start of the concert i was scoffing at the disco ball hanging on top of the stage. like what kind of concert has disco balls in this time and age? but during how am i supposed to live without you, all the spotlights were shone onto the disco ball and it gave out those thin angelic rays of light omg accompanied my wookminkyumi's naked voices- i thought i died and went to heaven. how am i supposed to live without you was beautiful omg they need more stages like this!! i love the part when it suddenly becomes quiet and all that you can hear is one voice and the other member's harmonization slowing blending in *sighs in bliss*

daydream was (kyaaaaa) one of my favorite moments in ss5sg. there was some white light project (it's becoming sg's signature haha) which i didnt take part in oops. they had new outfits! no more taekwondo suits. instead it was elegant black and white suits decorated with vine(?) patterns. urgh loved it so much. but they covered the top half of the stage with the veil and once again they were sitting at the far back of the stage so i couldn't see them but i'm also thankful for that because i could focus on their voices more. daydream is my favorite song of the album and i'm just so glad that they sung it ;___; yesung i wished you were there ;_______; they saw our project and requested for the lights to be turned off so that they could see the project in the dark (i thought they meant us so i switched off my lightstick lmao) hyuk took advantage of the emo moment to talk about hae's hand condition and then shindong brought up that hae did not injure himself by dancing during filming but instead injured it while playing soccer lol i was all teary and about to cry for the rest of the concert after daydream but they just had to choose the time after it to do gwiyomi with their butts. THANKS. (i think this happened to me in ss4 too hur)

i loved all the VCRs so much. it's so them- acting all cool but actually just dorks underneath. i was looking forward to dreaming hero but they didn't sing it D; one of hyuk's wolverine claw dropped out and wook wanted to throw it into the audience but he threw it with too little force so it landed on the stage and hyuk went to pick it back up lol. so cold was just asdfghjklaqwecvvnc i kinda wished they sung the chinese version of breakdown . and omg zhoumi dances really diligently. i'm facing the stage in the center so i can see the members from the side. although mimi isn't the best dancer, he dances with all his might even if he's at the back of the formation all the time. when he's popping/jerking to the side, the does it with so much force that his jacket slides off his shoulder ;AA; speaking of dancing, kangin is super cute when he dances. during rockstar, he came to my side of the stage. idk how to explain it but he dances like a bear. that kind of manly slightly clumsy cute way of dancing that's uniquely kangin heh. min was the craziest during rockstar/shake it up. won't he feel tired from jumping and head-banging so much? ;__; during rockstar hyuk being the big slut he went to the center stage and poured water over his naked upper body and spun round and round, showering the people in the mosh ㅋㅋ i forgot during what song it was but henry ripped his pants and everybody started putting their hands dangerously near to his crotch and if i remembered correctly, wook just put his entire hand on top omg i went crazy. they passed him an ultraman blue boxers (why the fan brought that to a sushow was beyond me) and he looked adorable in it hahaha and kangin suggested that we all check out pants for rips so they stood in a row and simultaneously bent down to check their crotches (me being totally high then checked my shorts together with them lol) kangin was like wait and walked to my side of the audience and asked if our pants were okay then when he saw that we were ok he put a thumbs up haha 

i can't remember much from the concert :( it felt so short... less than 3 hours i think. the boys were really sad that there was only one day for ss5sg :( they were saying that their support has weakened and maybe next time they should do a smaller scale concert (don't you dare) and sing only the first verse of each song and shindong (i think?) said "first verse of 80 songs?" ㅎㅎ kyu said "we're gonna make the people who didn't come regret" (i approve b) but wait yeah i mean it's obvious that sj's support has decreased but i think it's also because sj is going to more countries for ss5, so fans from countries that used to not have sushows do not have to fly here to watch them anymore because they can watch sj in their own country. that's why we can't fill up 2 concert halls. (and also because the tickets cost like bombs this year) urgh i feel so bad that they felt discouraged by this ;__; i really hope that they'll still come for ss6 next year ;_____;

so when the concert really ended, people were streaming out of the hall already and hyuk emerged in black wifebeaters and everyone screamed and yeah you know what happened after that. 

okay i'm gonna give my views on this. i don't get how people can see his confrontation as betrayal or whatsoever. i think everything he said was true and to protect henmi. he's not "pacifying" the only13 by saying that henmi is not members of the main group super junior because legally, lawfully, black and white, henmi are not part of the main group. he can't claim that they are because so far, they have not been promoting together as one whole group in korea before. i do have to admit that i was kinda disappointed that hyuk also stated that they will not be joining the main super junior group because i see so much possibilities if they become one. (and if henmi actually join suju somehow in the future the only13 will just dig up fancams of him saying that and accuse him of not keeping promises blah blah blah the drama never ends) i feel that suju will just stay stagnant and mundane if they don't make any changes or try to improve themselves (don't get me wrong all of them are really hardworking individually but i think they have much to improve as a group). i do not understand why only13 are so against henmi joining suju. it is suju's loss if henmi do not join. they are both so talented, humble, attractive and hardworking. maybe it's also to their benefit that they're not part of suju because that will only hold them back. heck there should be onlyhenmi fans protesting against henmi from joining suju damn it. but i'm glad that hyuk approached the topic because it is not teuk's nature to speak of these things. i really hope that henmi will receive all the love they deserve and so much more. it is because of sjm that i found suju. if not for sjm and their promotions in taiwan, i would never have liked all of suju. see how sjm are like doing free advertisements for main group suju and somehow the non-maingroup people still get hated on? i don't get it and i don't think i ever would. they're amazing people and dumb people should just stop wasting time to do dumb things kthxbye