#lone-wolf-pack

[gendertear]

I have no idea how I survived yesterday except for when I remember I had cam and indigo talk me through and keep me anchored while I was having the worst panic attack of my life. so today will be a very gentle day. I'm going to eat and journal and take care of myself today bc I feel exhausted like I ran a marathon with no training with a gun to my head.

[hawflake]

lone-wolf-pack thanks cam 😞 eventually this quarter from hell will be over and i’ll go home to sleep for 100 years

uzoomaki yeah ive never felt like. attached to this school or anyone here lmao but i already finished half my degree here so i just try not to think abt it too much now. i don’t think any of my schedules in the future will be this bad again (hopefully)… it’s bc im apparently taking two animation mechanics classes at the same time even tho one of them wasn’t categorized as a mechanics class but apparently it counts as mechanics II or smth so im basically taking mechanics I & II together and dying

[gendertear]

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📝 - Story from your childhood.when I was a lil bb I had a lot of energy and my mom always likes to remind me of this one time where she was watching me jump up and down while holding onto the bars of my crib and while I was jumping I smacked my chin onto the bars and started crying. apparently I stopped momentarily to start crying but slowly proceeded to continue bouncing up n down.

☀ - Story about your day.the most exciting part of my day was getting to watch a little kid at mcdonald’s wearing a pink t-shirt that said “love&cakes” play with her happy meal toy. she had a tiny comb that came with her doll and she asked to use it on her dad and he had to tell her he didn’t have any hair.

✏ - Random fact about yourself. for most of elementary school and middle school, I never wore short-sleeved shirts/tank tops or shorts because I was insecure about my weight. one day I decided to stop giving a fuck and it felt great.

🙈 - What makes you shy?when people start openly making dirty jokes or talking about genitals/sex/bodily processes in public. 

👟 - Favorite shoe(s) to wear?right now they’re my flip flops bc i’m just so excited i don’t have to remember to wear closed toed shoes bc i might have to lift something for work.

🌀 - Favorite type of weather?I like when the sky is clear and bright but there is a slight breeze in the air so that I don’t get all sweaty and sunburnt. I LOVE summer nights where it is completely dark but still warm out.

📅 - Favorite time of the year?winter bc of xmas and my bday

🍇 - Favorite fruits?KIWI, watermelon, mango+tajin

[hawflake]

lone-wolf-pack replied to your post “i cant wait for koshien to be over so i can finally go back to being a...”

first naruto, now koshien... good luck, friend

thanks also who am i anymore

[hawflake]

lone-wolf-pack replied to your post:lone-wolf-pack replied to your post:...

yeah that makes sense. I never learned any swear words from friends but I think that’s cause most people knew I didn’t know canto so maybe they just didn’t bother with me LOL

i dont know about our other friends in middle school but i actually didnt know any canto swear words lmao so theres my reason at least

[hawflake]

lone-wolf-pack replied to your post: lone-wolf-pack replied to your post: i...

no worries for not knowing! I don’t think it’s common knowledge. tbh if it weren’t for my father, I wouldn’t have known either bc he’s the only person I’ve ever heard say it LOL. and I don’t think it’s used as much as like m*****f**ker and the f word

yea like i never even learned canto swear words from my parents lol they never said them around me when i was little instead i learned them all from other canto-speaking kids in middle school lmao. it seems all the chinese swear words ppl teach other are always cantonese ones....but maybe thats just sf since it seems most chinese ppl here are cantonese anyway

[hawflake]

lone-wolf-pack replied to your post: in final ep of fotb that “joke” a...

I’m p sure fangpi (fart) is a swear word in mandarin. my father used to say it all the time and I remember asking my mom what it meant LOL and she told me it’s a swear word that basically means bullshit

really?? ok i take back what i said abt it not being a swear lmao i cant believe ive never heard it being used as a swear before

[hawflake]

uzoomaki replied to your post: look @ this…..i know my apparently h...

Omgg that looks awful..One Egg cannot save you alone. Hope you make a full recovery soon!

lone-wolf-pack replied to your post: look @ this…..i know my apparently h...

D: that looks so painful! I didn’t know you could bruise so much from getting your wisdom teeth removed. I hope it starts feeling better soon ):

thanks pals....at least the bruises actually dont feel that painful?? like they’re big but when i touch them i barely feel any pain. or maybe its bc bruise pain is nothing compared to the pain coming from the teeth holes in my mouth the past few days??? it honestly hurts a lot more to open my mouth wide than when i poke my bruise lmao and same cam i didnt even know ppl could bruise this badly from getting wisdom teeth removed but here i Am. like i could feel my dentist gripping/pushing my jaw rly hard but no pain bc i already got multiple shots of novocaine all over my mouth