#long tho

[friendlessclown]

played dnd for the first time last night it was actually rlly fucking fun

[behindthelastdoor]

Poem 986

At first I was nothing— Each year the leaves fell down Till around my heart The soil turned black and rich— Heavy enough for a grave He was a wild thing As cruel as one who can't be hurt Strangled in his prime Mourned only by his God From that tiny grave Emerged a great snake Languid, still and emerald And coiled so tightly around my ribs That I could scarcely keep a sigh Soon the snake must perish In a forest too pale and too lean And from it's fertile tomb The third creature shall emerge— I pray, on long and wistful days For small twinkling eyes, Domesticated drive, And a slow winter's appetite—

[pillow-fight1]

I FOUND THE FIC I WAS THINKING OF (sadly not the one i originally was looking for) BUT- its very angsty and sososososoooo fun to read. if you love angst and getou suguru ur gonna choke on this

@stsgbrainrotgobrr another fic for you to make up for the one i can’t find 🥲 still looking for the other one tho homie 🫡

[dirhwangdaseul-archived]

i don't think i have ever p*rated golden girls, or living single, or star trek tos a mistake i should soon correct

also the whale movie

[krausersknife]

I did spend all day making an extremely long Nine Houses sorting quiz, why do you ask? Also all of the answers are phrased like you've just

[finalrestingplace]

rlly want another tattoo b4 the end of this year. it’s tru they really are addictive

[venthate]

mod totty can you tell me what your opinion on my username is

s’alright.

[thefaceofenthusiasm-blog]

I don’t remember a time when I didn’t feel this way and its super scary and I’m so fed up of pretending to be okay because I don’t want to look like a weirdo but I just need to stop being me, I’m not a good person and I try so hard to please everyone and I only end up exhausted and broken and sad because I can’t do it

I’m such a fucking failure and such a waste of space and I just can’t deal with it

its my birthday in six days and honestly its so tragic but I kinda just want to blow off my plans because I just don’t want to be, I don’t even deserve to be and I just want to fucking die I mean they were kind of going downhill anyway maybe I can just stay inside and away from everything

I’m fasting all next week, except for Tuesday b/c family lunch but we’re going to a vegan place so I’ll just order like a salad or some shit

I don’t really care at this point if I live or can actually function adequately

I just want the pain to stop