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DxP REWRITE - Integration

When you get closer to that younger part of you holding onto trauma, you can sometimes feel them grow up as they slowly catch up to you as you are now.

Ingo’s case is a little different (Uxie might also be helping it along), which could be why the often slower process is accelerated. ❤️‍🩹

List of locations they passed by:

Anville Town (their hometown)

Gear Station

Lake Acuity

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Stéphane Meurisse

#more than ideas #so many fragile things #Stéphane Meurisse #dissasociation

Oneiroi has been updated, including art for the four magical girl cohorts, and GMing support for running a session.

The Waking yearns, so The Dreaming becomes . . .

#oneiroi TTRPG #indie ttrpg #magical girls #urban fantasy #queer #plurality #trauma coded #ttrpg #table top role playing game #apocalypse #magical apocalypse #cosmic horror #eldritch horror #dissasociation

Scientist Whumper and their assistant.

After a round of painful experimentation, Whumpee is out of it. Not passed out, but not aware either. Just lying on the table, tied down, head to the side and eyes glassy and far away.

Assistant observes them. "Looks like they're about to pass out."

Whumper hums without much interest, as they're busy cleaning up or writing something down.

"They already did, to a degree," they say as they look up and walk to Whumpee's head. They grab their chin and tilt it up, searching Whumpee's eyes. "They just retreated in their mind, I've noticed they do it when it becomes too much."

Whumper lets go of Whumpee and turns away again, their voice cold. "As long as they body remains responsive, it's acceptable."

#whump #whump prompt #whump scenario #experimentation #Experimentation whump #dissasociation #feel free to add more!

Disassociating placements in the birth chart✨

Anything Aquarius but Aquarius in big 3 is a big indicator

Air Moon

Air Dominant in general

Saturn aspecting Pluto or Neptune

Neptune aspecting Midheaven

Neptune aspecting Sun

Neptune aspecting Asc

Neptune in the 1st/2nd/6th/12th house

Moon in the 6th or 12th house

Moon conjuncting Saturn

An empty 1st/8th or 12th house

Gemini Saturn

Virgo/Capricorn/Taurus Chiron

Sagittarius or Aquarius Chiron

South Node in the 1st house!!!!

North Node in the 12th house

North Node in the 6th house

Moon aspecting the South Node

Lilith aspecting the South Node

Lilith in air houses 3rd/7th/11th

Lilith in earth houses 2nd/6th/10th

#dissasociation #astrology #astro observations #birth chart #astro notes #astrology observations #placements #astro community #horoscope #ascendant #venus #astro seek #astro com #harmoonix

Does anyone else have mild psychotic and mood symptoms but not enough to feel valid?

I get paranoid and have unusual perceptual experiences, but not hallucinations. I withdraw from time to time but I'm still sociable. I get restless and sometimes make risky decisions but I always rein myself in. I might sleep for 13 hours and hardly manage the bare minimum for months but I'm still kind of okay. I talk to myself almost all day to keep myself company but only in whispers when no one is listening. I get weird thoughts and think in strange loops and paradoxes for hours straight but I am always aware that it's all nonsense.

Therapists tell me how self-aware I am. Friends consider me the voice of reason. I'm playing a role that doesn't fit my internal reality. And I wish I could just do something crazy to show people I'm not normal.

Of course I won't. I don't mean doing anything dangerous or harmful. For example, I have been open a few times about my bizarre thoughts with my friends. But I don't want people to stop trusting me, or impose their will on me because they think I can't make decisions for myself. So I end up managing on my own, internalising it all, with no one to compare myself to in order to know how normal my experiences even are.