this is going to be a ramble...
but I needed to get it out.
As mentioned before in a previous post id like to imagine the moments we don't see Beth and Daryl together during their time alone at the shack and funeral home as being a mix between the fic 18 miles out and damaged heros.
I like to imagine all the soft sweet moments of 18 miles out but with Beth being a lot more brazen and bold and knowing exactly what she wants which is Daryl Dixon like in damaged heros.
Whether or not they took it to the sex level doesn't matter as much even though come on of course I like to imagine it went down.
But id like to think they stumble onto the group finally and Maggie is disapproving, maybe not a total bitch like in damaged heros but definitely thinking its not the best match for her.
Daryl seeing this recoils from Beth being normal Daryl and thinking he is not good enough for her.
They have a fight and Daryl lashes out trying to drive Beth away from him and saying some really mean things, Beth of course knows what Daryl is doing but it hurts nonetheless. She runs off and this is when she is kidnapped.
Daryl isn't able to forgive himself and vows when he finds her he will do everything in his power to make her his for always.
When they finally find her at the hospital and she steps back from Dawn and into team family again Daryl thinks to himself how badly he wants to throw her into his arms and never let go. But he is worried how Beth will react how she feels about him now after what he said and he can sense himself Beth has changed some in his absence. (this is my only logically scenario for Daryl not throwing her up against that damn wall at grady but instead just giving her a gentle hand on the back)
Then in an instant she is gone, he thinks about blowing his head off right then and there. Upset for all the missed moments he could have had with her and all the things he never got to say. But he knows he has to carry Beth out of there, he wants to be the last one to hold her.
*insert feels* ive been reading to much fan faction
I like how this started in a conversation tone and then I like changed and thought I knew how to write or something hahaha