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Love

Love is not a feeling. Love is a commitment. You choose to be in love even on the days you don't feel it. Even in the long nights of long arguments. Even when they do that one little thing that should tip you over the edge. Even when you don't like them right now. Even during the boring nights where you sit on opposite sides of the room and maybe don't even really talk. Even in the middle of the night when you want to cuddle and they push you away from them. Even when they're cranky, And even when they're having a bad day and have no idea why. You choose to love them. You may also choose to be angry, or to dislike what they are saying and doing. You may want space from them and you may even think, in that moment, that maybe you don't love them. But at the end of the day, it's all about making a choice to keep loving them.

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Pick Your Poison

We've got to pick our own poison. Because If we don't, Then some Well meaning, cuntastic, jackass Is just going to do it for you. And maybe they really were well meaning or maybe they wanted you dead but how can you be sure the poison that graces your presence is not a lethal dose or that will not hinder your ability to keep your insides tucked safely away instead of letting someone get close only to use your heartstrings as a vessel to get the next upper hand as they beat you and batter you down when all you did was offer yourself up like bait-- --no-- --like meat on a hook because dizziness was a side effect and falling in love was just a reaction to the fact that everything is poison which is why we must choose our own. So. Pick your poison, mother fucker.

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My boys.❤

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She was trapped in love even though he was killing her. Maybe that's why they compare love to addiction. Maybe being trapped in his presence was like just doing the drug over and over. It took so many times for her to get clean but she did and he's nothing but a bad dream now. She's finally free, And she is me. And guess what... I don't fucking need you.

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Maybe it was better than the other relationships because finally, she found someone worth keeping.

He's not abusive this time.

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Your heart is embroidered with floral patterns, But there are shaded lids above your eyes. The daylight says to stay awake, But time is telling lies.

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My Forever Family

I have a mommy that never birthed me. In fact, I have a few. Just simply because they love me. I know because I still have my first mommy too. The man I would have called daddy never cared. But I would never want him to. My real daddy brought me love and a wonderful life we have shared. I have brothers and cousins and best friends all alike. Playing and laughing with my boys have always been some of the best times of my life. To the big sister I never had, a rockstar that I adore, my forever family grew the minute you walked in the door. And now as us kids get bigger and have babies of our own I can be a forever mommy too and watch my forever family grow.

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