So remember when I had you do all the odd numbers? :D
1:Talk about the first time you watched your favorite movie.: I have no idea, maybe when I was kid I remember watching the Lion King with my parents and it’s still one of my favorite movies, or the time I went with Devon to go see Avengers! I have a lot of favorite movies so yeah.
3:Talk about the person you’ve had the most intense romantic feelings for.: This is a really hard one as I have had different romantic feelings for different people I suppose? That’s about the best way to put it, and I’m still trying to sort out how I actually feel about some people right now and it’s just a huge mess. I guess the person I have had the most romantic feelings for is someone I’m currently able to talk to easily enough? It’s hard to really say, I just feel really relaxed when it comes to them and I never feel uncomfortable no matter the situation even if I’m upset with something, even if it’s something they might have done I don’t think I could feel uncomfortable around them? I mean I’m also rather comfortable with someone else and that’s a nice feeling, but it’s easier to just… talk with them??? We don’t really talk about anything in particular either, it just kinda flows nicely and it’s fun. They’re a huge sweetheart and it’s really confusing for me because recently, I thought that maybe I wasn’t actually romantically interested in them and then it just kinda keeps hitting me in the face that yeah I do in fact still like them and I guess I feel guilty for it too? Just the feelings suck because I like them a lot, and I don't want to pressure them to like me back and I'm MORE than happy as friends because friends are hella and they're hella and it's great just being friends but it still kinda nags at me because I'm very open about all of it and it's just kinda... I don't wanna make them uncomfortable and I don't want to wind up with someone if they don't really wanna be with me among other factors. But I mean I kinda just like a few people romantically and I'm here just kinda going with the flow and hoping shit going well in the end and just not making a move any which way because I'm a baby and don't want to ruin anything with anyone ahahaha.
5:Talk about the best birthday you’ve had.: Uhhhh who knows a lot of the time I was camping during my birthday, so any of those because they’re usually fun???? Birthdays are just like most other days to me lol.
7:Talk about your biggest insecurity.: Probably just my body in general lol. Idk I’m just kinda insecure about myself sometimes in general.
9:Talk about little things on your body that you like the most.: Ahhh I really like my eyes, mostly the color of my eyes and the fact I have kinda long eyelashes. Plus I get complimented on my eyes a lot and just ahhhh, it’s nice. I also like how my cheeks tend to have a bit of a red flush to them naturally, and my lips are a nice color.
11:Talk about the best dream you’ve ever had.: As of late? Just the one’s with my friends in them, especially you, Ash. :P
13:Talk about the first time you had sex/how you imagine your first time.: I have not had sex and I imagine it to probably be a bit awkward and just really probably a lot of laughing or something???? I don’t take this shit very seriously so it’d probably be interesting to do it.
15:Talk about the time you were most content in life.: Ahhhhh I don’t really know. ;A; I probably haven’t been very content for a long time, though maybe when I went to visit my sister over the summer at least that I can remember that was when I was most content in awhile, maybe when I visited for her birthday too. Probably for when I visited her for her birthday, yeah.
17:Talk about someone you want to be friends with.: Really no one that I can think of off of the top of my head? It just kinda happens when it happens???? I don’t go and be like “Oh I wanna be their friend” I’ll just talk to the person and if it happens it happens?
19:Talk about something that happened in middle school.: Middle school wasn’t a great time, I think the thing that sticks out the most is when my uncle died because it was just a really hectic time, and everyone was just… really concerned? But then I’m just there, being a huge asshole probably, just kinda over it after a week? Not quite over it, but accepted it I suppose since it wasn’t the first time someone’s died that I was related to, and it just kinda sucked because I hate people fawning over me when shit happens??? That’s a surefire way to make me actually want to burst out into tears and kinda just be a ball of emotions because I can’t take other people being upset or overly kind and it just makes me upset for not being upset and then I get upset over it on top of being upset for not being upset… ahahaha…
21:Talk about a time you had to turn someone down.: I dont remember if I have? I mean the only time I did it was just a “Hey you’re nice but I’m kinda dating someone”
23:Talk about a time someone turned you down.: Uhhh not really something that’s happened as I don’t generally like people enough to ask them out?
25:Talk about an ex-best friend.: Hhhhhhh she’s currently more of just a friend now and I wouldn’t say I have an ex-best friend? It just more like we grew apart for awhile, didn’t talk, she was kind of really annoying and a bit of an asshole for awhile and then I guess grew out of being so childish and now things are good and we’re talking more and it’s alright. That’s about as close to an ex-best friend I have.
27:Talk about your favorite part of someone else’s body. Since I’m going to be talking about someone else’s body, usually I really look at eyes or lips, or facial structures since I really like drawing. That’s more of a general thing though, being specific, since you’re asking the question, let me talk about you, Ash. As far as I’ve seen I just really like your face, though your hands are really nice the few times I’ve seen them in photos! Really elegant looking almost, but yeah, your face is wonderful. You have a rather strong jaw, and a kinda rounded face, but REALLY nice eyes, they’re really expressive and the color is gorgeous. On top of the fact that you have a really cute nose too, and just your face it great because it has a mix of sharp and soft features that make it seem really interesting to draw. High cheekbones too, and really nice lips that are pretty rosy in color and just yea, I really like your face. You’re a really handsome person that I want to just draw.
29:Talk about what turns you on.: Biting, marking, begging, personality, other stuff.
31:Talk about what you think death is like.: Probably an endless dream, maybe just being reincarnated and living a new life? Who knows I don’t know, I don’t think about it too much to be honest here.
33:Talk about what you do when you are sad.: Usually distract myself with something, or talk to people. Generally I’ll go on tumblr and look at things, draw, write, play games.
35:Talk about things you wish you could stop doing.: Being upset over stupid/little/trivial things, probably generally being annoying to people and bugging them because I just kinda crave interactions with people even if it’s just typing from a keyboard or being in the general vicinity of someone, but then I also like to NOT be around people either and have time to myself and it’s just a huge mindfuck. Probably also just to stop whining and bitching to people because I hate having to stress someone out with my own problems but I’m really obvious when I’m upset so that also I would like to stop doing, being to obvious about things.
37:Talk about someone you thought you were in love with.: No one to talk about really.
39:Talk about things you wish you’d known earlier.: About my family, about my aunt, about my parents and how they died, about what they had been doing… just… yea. I don’t really want to get into it where everyone can see though.