ALL OF THE THINGS FOR LOREN
✉: For one thing no one else knows.
Loren does remember his father. He remembers, only vaguely, how he struck his mother. He remembers how his mother screamed when his father aimed for her bulging belly. He remembers the blood. He remembers how she wept for days when she returned from the hospital-- 10 pounds lighter and empty handed.
He remembers the sound his father's skull made when it was smashed with the statue of St. Francis.
He remembers the relief in his mother's eyes when she drove out to the lake and dumped his body into the ice waters.
He remembers the peace it brought for years to come.
✎: For two confessions from my muse to yours.
"Oi'm gonna... hafta loi tah ya, love. All tha toime. Oi jus' wish Oi di'en't have tah."
"Oi glued a dead fish tah ya dad's office chaiah'. Sorreh."
♥: For three people I could never live without.
"Ehm... Ayn Rand. Anfem is one of tha foinest piece of literatah Oi've evah encountah'd."
ϟ: For four turn ons regarding your muse.
GIRLS CALLING HIM 'DADDY' IN BED OKAY? OKAY.
☂: For five things that make my muse sad.
When his mother's upset, he's upset.
Being away from home for too long.
Seeing girls cry. He can't handle that at all.
Being seen as inferior to something/someone, or not being able to live up to his own expectations.
The fact that his mother is in danger constantly.
★: For my muse's biggest accomplishment.
"Oi ge' paid enough fah bof me and me mum; she doesn't hafta wahk anymoah."
∞: For something/someone I love infinitely.
I THINK IT'S BEEN ESTABLISHED THAT HIS MOTHER IS LITERALLY HIS ENTIRE WORLD.
☯: For something that keeps my muse calm in a moment of weakness.
Cigarettes, most definitely.
♪: For my muse's theme song
I'm too lazy to find a song but here have post sex loren
