Bloodshift - Chapter 2
Lorreth x Reader!Saeris's sister
Fae & Alchemy by Callie Hart
Summary: Reader is Saeris's older sister, still human after the encounter with Malcolm in the labyrinth, hopelessly in love with Lorreth and fighting the aftermath of an injury she contracted during the fight. While trying to figure out a way to help Reader, Lorreth discovers that they are mates. Warnings: Mention of injuries and trauma, swearing Word count: 5.9K
Reader
It wasn’t the tickle of the sunlight against your face that you noticed first. It was the distinct scent of bergamot and cedarwood that instantly told you exactly where you were. Memories of last night flooded into your head like a tidal wave. The tea, Lorreth’s offer to bring you books to his chambers– Lorreth. You stirred and awkwardly raised your upper body, resting on your elbows. The warrior was sitting in one of the leather armchairs, his arms folded across his broad chest, head leaning to the side on his shoulder. He was snoring and the sight put an instant smile onto your lips. As if he felt your gaze lingering on him, his eyes fluttered open and he sat up straight with a tired groan. “Did you sleep in that chair all night?” You asked.
Lorreth gave a small nod and pinched the bridge of his nose between his thumb and forefinger, trying to stifle an onslaught of yawning. “I did.”
“Lorreth!” You chided and quickly sat up, legs dangling from the edge of the bed. The High Fae were so tall, everything in their world was enormous compared to Zilvaren. “You should have woken me up. I can’t believe you let me stay in your bed all night while you slept in that thing crumpled up like a piece of paper.” The tips of your toes touched the cold stone floor and without thinking about it, you hopped down from the mattress. A hot stabbing pain surged from your knee all the way through your thigh, landing a punishing blow straight in the center of your brain and you winced loudly. You’d almost forgotten about the fucking knee.
Lorreth was at your side in an instant, gently grabbing you by the shoulders and guiding you back onto the bed. “See, that's exactly why I didn’t wake you up.” He said with an exasperated sigh, carefully laying you back against the pillows.
“Fuck.” You cursed, letting your head fall back into the softness of his sheets. “I feel like it’s gotten worse from resting it.”
Crouching down at your side, he slipped up the fabric of your pants to assess the injury again. His calloused but nimble fingers traced the edges of the swollen flesh, checking your reaction as he poked around. “It’s probably just a bit more tender because you’re no longer in constant motion. It’ll ease soon.”
Your gaze drifted towards the pile of books on the small wooden table near the door. “You actually went to the library for me?”
“I said I would, didn’t I?” His fingers were still prodding your knee and you had to actively fight against the urge to flinch away. Lorreth continued the examination for a few more seconds, then gently lowered the fabric of your pants back over the reddened skin, standing up to his full height.
With your mind focused on the books only a few feet from you, you once again tried to get up from the bed, much to Lorreth’s dismay. He quickly handed you the pile of books you so desperately wanted to get to, giving you no further reason to leave the comfort of his bed and strain your knee. “Thank you…” You mumbled sheepishly.
“You’re welcome.” He sat back down in the armchair he’d slept in and silently observed you for a moment. Then, after a few minutes of quietly watching you run your fingers across the spines of the tomes, Lorreth spoke up. “Is there any way I can help you?”
Surprised, you glanced up at him. “Uhm, sure... Just grab a book and flip through it. If you see the words ‘sleep’, ‘coma’, ‘waking’ or anything along those lines you tell me.”
Lorreth nodded and picked the first book on the stack. The leather cover was well worn, probably having seen a good millenia of use. There was not a single drawing in the book, but it was filled with tight-packed paragraphs of small, handwritten text. With an almost pained expression on his chiseled features, Lorreth leafed through the pages, skimming through the words, searching for any mention of what you had mentioned. But after a while, he tossed the book aside. “Nothing.”
“What, did you expect to find something on your first try? I’ve been doing this for weeks and I got nothing so far.” You chuckled.
He picked up a heavy leather-bound volume. Lorreth flipped through the thick book, his gaze skimming the pages as his eyes darted across the cramped writing on each one. He managed roughly seven books, before he threw another onto the growing pile on the floor and gave a long and tired sigh. A strand of raven black hair that had escaped his braids, hung in front of his eyes and he lazily brushed it back, his sharp jawline clenching in frustration. You could have gawked at him all day and night. He truly was beautiful. There was a certain grace to this huge, bulky warrior, somehow, even if you hadn’t known it, you would have already guessed that he used to do something artistic before joining Fisher in Cahlish. Although Lorreth kept insisting that he was merely a mediocre traveling singer in his younger years, you didn’t believe that one bit. You were determined to hear him sing eventually and be the judge of that yourself. “I think it’s time for me to leave, thank you again for letting me stay here…” You said, already trying to scramble out of his big, comfortable bed.
Lorreth’s gaze was fixed on you, taking in your every movement as you sat on the edge of the mattress, your feet dangling. “You’re not leaving.” He said and crossed his arms over his chest.
“Excuse me?”
A smirk danced across his features at your response and he leaned back in the armchair a little more. He had been expecting protest, it was written all over his handsome face and it made the urge to slap it almost unbearable. “You’re not leaving. I don’t trust that you won’t try to sneak into the library on your own and you and I both know that you will be on your two legs the moment you are alone in your quarters. You will do anything but rest, which we already established is not a very wise idea.” You scoffed, but Lorreth continued. “Besides, I asked Te Léna to take a Shadow Portal and come here to have a look at your knee, she’ll be here any minute.”
Eyes wide, you huffed in disbelief. “You did what?!”
“I summoned a healer to check on your knee.”
“You can’t just–” You took a deep inhale. “You can’t just force me to see a healer.”
“Oh, I can and I will.” He deadpanned, not the least bit bothered. “I don’t know why you’re so intent on disregarding the wellbeing of your own body, but your stubbornness is getting out of hand.”
You were interrupted before you could start painting the room in all sorts of colorful curses, every single one of them carefully accumulated in the dusty taverns of Zilvaren while fighting off the mainly male audience there. A knock on the door to Lorreth’s chambers sounded almost cautiously and he quickly called the visitor inside. Te léna entered the room, along with a leather satchel slung around the crook of her elbow. She smiled brightly when she saw you sitting on the bed. The two of you had become friends, even more so since you had started helping as best as you could with Everlayne. It had been two weeks since you’d last seen her in Cahlish and you had to admit that you had missed her easy going demeanor. Everything always seemed a little lighter with the healer around. “I’m so sorry he made you come here, I don’t think it’s necessary at all. My knee–”
Before you could finish the sentence, Te léna and Lorreth both fixed you with stares that clearly indicated that they were in cahoots with each other. Te léna had been the one who had fixed you up after the fight against Malcom. She had done as best as she could considering your knee was battered beyond reason and you were human, not High Fae. Your jaw clenched and you reluctantly lifted the fabric of your pants up again, revealing the red, swollen skin. Te léna made a soft sound of disapproval and crouched down, gently inspecting the flesh with her fingers. Her hands were firm but careful, but you still had to bite down hard on the inside of your cheek to suppress a wince. Lorreth was hovering over you and the healer like a Gods damned hawk, but you tried to ignore him. He only meant well, you knew that and you were grateful to have someone on your side like that. And if you were being completely honest with yourself, you had not rested your leg properly, not even for a single day. A shudder of panic crept over your skin at the thought that maybe it was too late now to save your mobility altogether. Maybe you had fucked this up thoroughly with your obstinate behavior. But all you ever wanted was to be of use, not just some... human. Te léna hummed as she pushed the skin around a bit more and Lorreth frowned when you ground your teeth in agony. For a moment you imagined him taking your hand and squeezing it in comfort, but the thought quickly fled your mind again, when Te lénas voice filled the silence. “Have you been taking anything for pain relief or a healing tincture?” She asked as she gently pulled your pants back down and sat back on her haunches.
Shaking your head, you sat up straighter. “No, nothing.”
Both Te léna and Lorreth shot you a withering glare. The healer sighed. “I don’t know if I should be surprised or not. You have to know the importance of resting and pain relief, especially because of your lack of natural Fae healing.”
“Is it that bad?”
Te léna exchanged a look with Lorreth, who was still towering over you. “Considering you’ve been walking on it for weeks without any proper care, it’s a miracle that you even still have both of your legs.” She started rummaging through the bag she’d brought. “Still, the knee should have at least somewhat healed by now, instead I’m fairly sure it looks worse than it did a few days after my initial treatment.”
You furrowed your brows and shifted restlessly on the soft mattress. “What does that mean?”
Te léna pulled a vial out of her satchel that contained a pitch black tincture. “When you came back to Cahlish after the labyrinth, your knee was torn and shattered. There were several wounds, but one of them must have come from a blade, it looked more like a cut.” You stared at her, confused. It could very well be that you had been stabbed in your knee during the fight, the pain in your body had been all consuming, there was no way you remembered all injuries and what had caused them correctly. At your puzzled expression, she continued, “I think that the daggers Malcom used were dipped in poison. And whatever that blade was laced in, is now festering in your knee. Which I could have told you weeks ago, if you would have consulted me sooner.” There was a pinch of urgency in Te léna's normally sweet voice and you could practically feel the intensity of Lorreth’s gaze on you. “Drink this.” She instructed, handing you the inky black tonic.
Your face pulled together tightly in a cringe when you removed the cork and smelled the liquid. “Martyrs, what the fuck is that?”
The healer gave a grim smile. “It’s going to attack whatever poison is swarming your leg, hopefully dissolving it.”
“And if it doesn’t?” Lorreth asked.
Te léna's eyes flickered toward him for a moment, hesitation showing on her delicate features. “Let’s just hope that it will.”
With your head tilted back, you chugged down the contents of the glass vial in one gulp, gagging at the foul taste. “Fuck…” As soon as the potion hit your stomach, it felt like someone had lit a fire within you. A scorching, searing pain that spread through you almost instantly, making your head spin and bile rise in your throat. Your vision blurred and Lorreth caught you, before you could fall forward off the edge of the bed.
Lorreth
Carefully, Lorreth lowered you back into the safety of his pillows and sheets. “Is this normal?” He asked Te léna, trying very hard not to lose his mind at the sight of you unconscious.
“It’s expected, yes.” Te léna said in response, her tone still as unperturbed as usual.
The healer gave him a few instructions: Do not move her around too much, have a pitcher of water ready for when you’d wake up since the tonic would leave you unbearably thirsty as a side effect and do not leave her out of his sight, just in case anything happened. That Lorreth could easily do. He had already watched you sleep for hours last night and it had been more calming than any herbal remedy he had tried in the many years he had been a warrior. Just as the door behind Te léna closed, it opened again and Saeris gasped when she saw your unconscious state. “What happened?”
Lorreth explained to Saeris what Te léna’s visit had been about and told her about the healer’s suspicion that your knee was still filled with poison from Malcolm’s dagger. She listened carefully and looked utterly concerned by the end of his rendition.
“You can bring her to my rooms, I can watch over her.” Saeris suggested.
Lorreth sighed softly as he watched you, eyes closed and breathing steadily. “No. She’s staying with me.” Every fiber in his body insisted on that.
“She’s my sister, I can’t ask you to be her caretaker, this isn’t your responsibility, Lorreth.” Saeris said.
“Neither is it yours.” Lorreth countered almost immediately in a sharp tone. “She’s staying with me.” He repeated. “And I don’t intend on letting her out of my sight until that Gods cursed knee is healed.”
Nodding thoughtfully, Saeris gave a half-smile and placed a hand on one of Lorreth’s shoulders as she turned to leave. “Keep me updated. I want to know everything. Anything happens, you send for me, no matter the time of day, alright?”
“Of course.” He replied, then looked back down at you, his expression tight. He’d made a promise to himself after he’d almost lost you to Malcolm in the labyrinth, to keep you safe and now here you were, passed out cold, poisoned blood from that bastard’s blade still running through your veins. “I’m sorry, I didn't mean to snap at you.”
Saeris halted before her hand reached the doorknob. “It’s alright. I understand that this is hard for you.”
He let out a rough sigh as he leaned back and rubbed a palm over his face. It was hard for him, alright. It was torture to see you like this. Even in his darkest moments, even when Kingfisher had been gone for 110 years, he had never felt worry as intense as he did right now. And that meant something, considering a part of Fisher’s soul still rested in Lorreth from the time his friend had saved his life. “You don’t know the half of it…”
“Why don’t you just tell her?”
Torn between irritation and misery, Lorreth’s light blue gaze briefly flicked to Saeris. “You don’t think I’ve thought about it? You don’t think those words don’t try to push past my teeth every time I see her?”
“Then what’s holding you back?” Saeris asked with gentle insistence.
Lorreth pinched the bridge of his nose and shook his head in frustration, a strangled sound escaped his throat. “Gods, you don’t get it... There has always been a part of me that aches, deep down. Like a piece of me is missing and nothing I do, no one I touch or fuck, nothing I try can make the hollow feeling go away. And then I see her,” He gestured to your sleeping form on the bed. “And suddenly, it’s different. It’s like someone is reaching into my chest, yanking on every nerve, stuffing that cavity that has been there full of her.”
Throat visibly bobbing with a hard swallow, Saeris walked away from the door and back into the room. “Have you talked to Fisher about this?”
A scoff escaped him. “Of course not. What would I say? ‘Hey, by the way, there’s this human woman who makes me feel all funny…’” He said mockingly.
Saeris gave him a scolding look, then nodded towards the tray of Whiskey he had standing atop his dresser. “Pour us a drink.”
Lorreth exhaled heavily but did as he was told. He went to the dresser and grabbed two crystal glasses, filling them both halfway, then turned and handed one to Saeris. “Lorreth... What you’re describing…” She halted and gulped down the whole drink and he did the same, savoring the burn in his throat. “What you’re describing is exactly how Fisher talks about his mating bond feeling when I first arrived here.”
Lorreth froze in the motion of lifting his refilled glass to his mouth. He felt his blood go cold as the words hit him square in the chest. A mating bond. “That’s impossible... Mating bonds don’t exist anymore, Fisher and you are an exception.”
Pondering over that for a moment, Saeris seemingly tried to piece a puzzle together in her head. “But what if we’re not? Think about it... When I met Zareth, God of Chaos, he told me he tried everything to suppress the bond between me and Fisher. He feared the union, but ultimately, as we all know, fate had the upper hand and I ended up here, with Fisher, anyway. Maybe, the moment I arrived here in Yvelia, a door to ancient magic and true mating bonds had reopened and yes, maybe they are rare, close to impossible even, but–” She shifted to the edge of the chair she was sitting in, leaning forward, closer to Lorreth. “Y/N and I are sisters. We share the same blood. Fisher and you might not be real brothers, but you share something even deeper– a soul. You carry a part of his soul. I don’t think it’s that unlikely, that fate chose two individuals that close to me and Fisher and simply... Did it again.”
Lorreth shook his head, his breath shaky. “You’re drawing conclusions far too eagerly, the chances of that happening are infinitesimal.” He was lying through his teeth, because her words had struck a nerve, the moment she had said it, it had started making perfect sense.
Saeris downed the third glass of Whiskey and cringed at the taste. “I mean, we can’t know for sure until the tattoos appear on both of you, but... Makes perfect sense to me.” Raising from her chair, she gave your resting form one more look. “I’ll talk to Fisher about it, if that’s alright with you, see what he thinks.”
A long breath escaped him and Lorreth’s head slumped forward, fingers kneading the fabric of his trousers. “Go ahead.” He said, then raised his gaze to meet hers again. “But don’t say anything to her. Not... Not yet. I need to figure this out for myself first.” With a nod and a tight lipped smile, Saeris left the room and Lorreth was once again staring at you, but this time, with a lot more thoughts swirling in his head.
Reader
When you awoke this time, you instantly felt nauseous, so badly, that your first instinct was to haul yourself out of bed and throw up your guts. The only thing keeping you from doing just that, was the bone crushing, mind numbing pain that pulsed through your knee. It was worse than it had ever been before. You were absolutely certain that if you’d try to move your leg, you’d pass out immediately. “Fuck, fuck, fuck…” You muttered under your breath, your hair sticking to the dampness on your forehead.
Lorreth was at your side again in an instant, quickly propping some pillows up against the headboard of his bed and gently lifting you, leaning you against them to keep you upright, before he grabbed a towel and dabbed the cold sweat off your face. “Don't move.” He said gently.
“Something’s not right…” You whispered, your chest heaving from the heavy breaths you were taking to fight against the pain that cursed through every nerve ending of your body.
Lorreth’s eyes darkened, he swiftly threw the blanket off to the side and carefully tried to push the fabric of your pants up your leg. “What do you mean?”
“It hurts–” You groaned when the fabric bundled in front of your swollen knee. “It hurts like shit, just take my pants off, it’s not going to work like this.”
Lorreth nodded and unbuttoned your pants, slipping them down your thighs and carefully off of your feet. For a moment, the warrior went utterly still, but you could see the tense twitching of the muscle in his jaw. “I’m going to get Te léna.”
You risked a glance downwards and the nausea you’d been feeling before came back, barreling into your stomach like a fist to the guts. The skin around your knee was a deep purple color, almost leaning into black, streaks of red crept through your skin, up your thigh and down towards your toes. And the entire knee was swollen to at least three times its normal size. “Oh Gods…” You cursed, tears of panic brimming the lines of your eyes.
All color had drained from Lorreth’s face and he forced a gulp down his throat. “I’ll be right back. Do not move a single muscle. Just breathe.”
When he was gone, everything suddenly felt heavier than it had before. The pain worsened, the panic rose and you began shaking, even though you really weren’t cold. On the contrary, sweat still dripped from your forehead like a broken faucet. You knew you weren’t made for Yvelia. No human was. And now, the fates had finally decided to come for you. Were you going to die? Or maybe you’d lose your leg? Would it be just the bottom part or the entire length? You had to press your palm to your chest in a futile attempt to calm your racing heart.
Less than a minute later, Lorreth was back in the room, now followed by Te léna and an extremely worried Saeris, just as he had promised. Te léna crouched down next to your awful looking knee and Saeris instantly sat beside you, the mattress dipping, her expression was calm and collected, but the concern in her gaze was clear as day. “Can you feel this?” Te léna asked, gently pinching the skin of your thigh. You nodded quickly, looking up at Lorreth and away from the carnage that was your leg. The sight of him grounded you, even if he seemed just as worried as the others. Te léna pinched the skin a few more times at different spots on your thigh, before she carefully prodded at the swollen flesh of your knee. Even the slightest movement caused you to gasp in agony.
“Gods and fucking Martyrs.” You cursed when she pressed right in the middle of the injury and tears pricked your eyes.
Te léna looked up at Lorreth, then over to Saeris and shook her head. “I have good news and bad news.”
Both Lorreth and Saeris exchanged a glance. Lorreth took two steps closer and motioned for the healer to speak. “The good news first.”
Te léna sighed deeply. “The good news is that I know for certain what poison laced Malcolm’s blade.”
Lorreth furrowed his brows. “And the bad news?”
“It’s the only poison that gets stronger and spreads faster from the tonic I gave you.” The healer looked at you, remorseful.
“What does that mean? What do we do now?” You asked shakily, panic turning into fear.
It was Saeris that spoke up now, her hand coming to rest on your arm and giving it a squeeze. “It means that we will do whatever we can.”
“There is really only one thing that I can think of.” Té lena straightened and wiped her palms on her apron. “The poison is called Ebonwither. It’s extremely rare, which is why the thought that that could be what the dagger was dipped in, didn’t even occur to me. Like I said, it’s the only poison that thrives off of the tonic I gave you. There’s an antidote, the problem is, that making it is... Tricky, to say the least. I can’t do it. I know someone who can though. She’s a Witch and healer that lives in a village in the Balquhidder Clan Lands.”
“How long will it take you to get to her and back?” Lorreth asked, worry lines creasing his forehead.
Te léna gave a pained half-smile. “Unfortunately, I can’t just go and pick it up. The antidote needs to be mixed freshly and induced the moment it is done. You will have to get her there.” Apologetically, she glanced down at you, forehead slick with sweat, chest heaving. “It’s five days by horse. I don’t recommend taking a Shadow Portal, Ebonwither feeds off of magic. Which is also why the tonic had such a horrid effect.”
Lorreth’s expression hardened and his jaw clenched. Walking around the bed, he crouched down next to you and grabbed your face with the gentleness of a seamstress handling the most expensive silk. Despite all the terror occupying your thoughts, your skin felt scorching hot and tingled under his calloused fingers. “I’m taking you there, alright?” He said, your heart rate wildly spiking.
The room was silent for a moment, except for your frantic in- and exhales. It was hard not to feel like Saeris and Te léna were intruding on something private between you and Lorreth, even though you couldn’t even name what that was. “I think you should take Iseabail. You know how strained the relationship between the Witches and the High Fae is, it’s best to have someone with you who can arbitrate between both parties.” Te léna suggested.
The warrior mumbled a curse, but seemed to agree. One of his hands had come down to hold on to your forearm, the other still cupped your cheek. Te léna was right, it wouldn’t do well if a human and a High Fae simply popped up on Witch turf, especially with the leader of said territory being a total lunatic. “Iseabail it is.”
It didn’t sit right with you though. Iseabail joining you would mean taking her away from aiding Everlayne and interrupting her work to find a cure for her coma. You were still human, the Gods only knew how much time you’d have left anyway. Probably not much, with or without the poison currently crawling under your skin. “No, Iseabail is needed here– Everlayne–” You croaked out between grimaces.
Lorreth was just about to snap at you, no doubt, but Saeris spoke first, “Everlayne’s recovery is stable. You are not. We need to act fast. Iseabail is joining.”
“I’m afraid your sister is right.” Te léna said. “The fact that she’s the Balquhidder Clan Heir will make this a lot quicker and easier once you enter their lands. And besides that, she’s also a formidable healer, which I suspect you’ll need on your way there.”
All of it made sense and you were in way too much pain and way too exhausted to argue any further. Saeris laced her fingers with yours and leaned over to press her forehead against the side of your head. “I’d come with you, too. In a heartbeat. But considering I’m still the fucking Queen of this shithole…”
“It’s alright, Saeris.” You assured and gave a small smile. “Will you continue my research in the library?”
“Of course, I will.” She promised. “Just... Don’t die, okay?”
You huffed a chuckle that caused you to wince again. “I’ll try.”
“I’ll go back to Cahlish, inform Iseabail, discuss a few details about your condition with her and help her pack whatever is needed on the journey.” Te léna announced. “I wish you the best. I’ll ask the Fates to return you safely.” It sounded like a last goodbye, so you didn’t have it in you to press words past the looming lump in your throat.
For the next hour, Lorreth and Saeris packed a couple of bags in record speed. One for Lorreth, one for you, one for supplies. By the way he methodically placed everything, it was easy to tell that he had hundreds of years of experience as a warrior. There was no doubt in your mind that he had often slept in tents, or outside, traveling, sleeping with one eye open. You felt absolutely at ease with him, despite the fact that it felt like several animals were yanking and biting on your leg at once. Saeris had packed a few changes of clothes for you and returned with the prepared bag from your quarters. “That should be all. The horses are also ready to go.”
The thought of having to leave the bed and going on a horse's back with the pain that seared through your limp was... unpleasant, to say the least. It had already been established that you were in no way capable of riding a horse by yourself. Lorreth would ride with you. In general, he’d have to take care of you as if you were an imbecile for the next few days and somehow that made your chest constrict and not in the good, delightful way it usually did. “You don’t have to do this, Lorreth. It’s a lot to ask of you.” You stated, if only to cleanse you off of the guilt you felt whenever he put his own duties on hold to play babysitter for a deranged human. Lorreth scoffed and gave you a look that was all too familiar. The one that told you that you were being ridiculous and apparently, he wasn’t even going to grace what you had just said with a reply.
Since it was impossible for you to even think about moving, the three of you waited in Lorreth’s room until Iseabail arrived. The Witch brought a satchel full of healing supplies and a bag for herself.
“Thanks for doing this, Iseabail…” You said instantly. The two of you had become friends too during the past few weeks, bonding over the same goal– saving Everlayne. How Fisher had gotten the heir to the Balquhidder Witch Clan to agree to come to Cahlish for an unknown amount of time, you had no idea. But your sister’s mate was persuasive. In a joint effort with Te léna, Iseabail had even managed to extract the Quicksilver from Fisher’s eye, taking a huge weight off of everyone’s shoulders. At least now he wasn’t going to go insane. Now there was just Everlayne and her never-ending coma and you and your poisoned knee. Baby steps. A somber expression took over her face as she sat on the edge of the bed.
“We have a hard journey ahead. The poison has already spread quite a bit... I’ll give you tonics to ease the pain, so you can at least move. Is that okay?”
“Gods yes, I’d drink anything at this point.”
She pulled a vial of pale yellowish liquid out of her bag, opened it and handed it to you. As you gulped it down, your body relaxed and for the first time in hours, it didn’t feel like your blood was burning and boiling you alive. The pain was still there, but it felt somewhat numb, dull even. It was manageable. Iseabail nodded and got to her feet again, her long, copper locks flowing down her back. You had to admit that she was a sight to behold– strong and confident, dressed in trousers and brown boots, a tight dark corset accentuating the perfect curves of her body. She and Lorreth would make a beautiful pair. Suddenly, you felt utterly stupid. Why would Lorreth ever look at you, if females like Iseabail existed? Gorgeous, skilled, brave–
“I think we can go then.” The Witch announced and you swallowed down the dreadful feeling of wanting something you could never have. You sat up a little, trying to move your legs over the edge of the bed, but even though the tonic worked wonders, the pain was nowhere near gone and you grimaced.
“Don’t. I’ll carry you.” The firm way Lorreth barked the order left absolutely no space for arguing. Saeris looked like she was seconds away from fully bursting into tears. You wouldn’t fare much better if it were the other way around. Lorreth stepped to the bedside you were laying on and pushed his hands beneath your body, trying his hardest not to cause you any more harm. “Wrap your arms around my neck.” He instructed and you obeyed, then he lifted you up, holding you against his chest.
With your cheek pressed into his body, you were painfully aware that he was only wearing a loose linen shirt and leather breeches. You could feel the hard planes of his torso and you almost had to laugh at the rush of heat that began pooling between your legs and how your heart was quickening in reaction. Apparently, not even a rough poisoning and agonising pain could keep you from being horny for Lorreth. He adjusted his grip on you, giving no indication that he was even the slightest bit affected by your close proximity. The only thing revealing that he was even remotely fazed, was the subtle twitch in his jaw, the one you knew meant he was biting down on the inside of his cheek. Maybe you were projecting, but you could have sworn he was breathing just a bit faster than normal and as if in confirmation, his grip on you tightened. Saeris and Iseabail carried your bags as you made your way towards the stables. How you were supposed to endure hours on end on horseback, you had no idea yet. But you’d do it. Somehow, with Lorreth by your side, it always felt as if you could do just about anything you put your mind to. And it wasn’t because he was a seven foot tall, muscle packed, highly trained High Fae warrior... No, it was because he was kind and patient and loyal– Gods and Martyrs, what the fuck was wrong with you? If Lorreth had any sense of your racing mind or your current state, he did a marvelous job of hiding it. He lifted you up onto a black mare, his hands steady and firm on your thighs. Once you were seated, the warrior hoisted himself up into the saddle behind you and put one arm around your waist, holding you against the muscular front of his body, and urged the mare forward with a nudge of his heel. The goodbye between Saeris and you was short and accompanied by little words. Anything else would have felt too final and there was no way in hell you wouldn’t see your sister again.