#lostlulu

[blindxd]

I'm not afraid

"I am not afraid to admit I am lonely. That I think about what could of been if he hadn't left.....what could of been if I wasnt such a fool and let myself be hurt and used by men. I am not afraid to admit that I am terrified of being alone for the rest of my life....I am afraid I will never be good enough, that all I am worth is a buzzed one night stand....and a sore bum in the morning....I am afraid of love.....afraid of what life has instore....i am afraid it will be full of regrets and more self loathing.....Could someone love me?"

[blindxd]

Lonely.

Would anyone...i dont know....want to go on a date with me? Or cut to the chase and get intimate? I am on the verge of paying for some physical attention, my body craves it....