#lostmemories

[nikiandthe-dope]

This place exists at 4AM and nowhere else.

[understilltale]

«This place… it breathes in silence, and I… I barely 🫁breathe.»

The old subway breathes in silence, Rails rusty, like memories, Labyrinths of underground halls, Where every step echoes someone else's experiments. The walls remember me more than I do, And here I am… trying to imitate the one Whom my mind has forgotten, but my soul still loves, Who was a light in the void, Who is gone, but remains within me… The air is dry, Metal cold, whispers in the dark, Do ✋︎ remember… or not? Everything is mixed… memories, ste◻︎s, Where ♋︎m I… who ♋︎❍︎ I… where is he… And suddenly — a sound… Metal…⧫︎❒︎♏︎❍︎♌︎●︎♏︎⬧︎… It shouldn’t… be… Wa… …♓︎⧫︎… this… …⬥︎♒︎♋︎⧫︎… ? Tr… …ain?

(✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦)

«Это место… дышит тишиной, а я… я едва 🫁дышу.»

Старое метро дышит тишиной, Рельсы ржавые, как воспоминанья, Лабиринты подземелий, Где каждый шаг — эхо чужих экспериментов. Стены помнят меня больше, чем я сам, И вот я… пытаюсь подражать тому, Кого разум забыл, но душа всё ещё любит, Кто был светом в пустоте, Кого нет, но кто остался во мне… Воздух сухой, Металл холодный, шепот в темноте, Я помню… или нет? Всё смешалось… воспоминанья, ш▲ги, Где Ям я… кто Я◎ я… где он… И вдруг — звук… Металл… ■□П◎Л●П▲… Не должно… быть… Подо... ...жди… Это... ...Что… ? Пое... зд?

[gypsysmiles]

Our house is really pretty in the fall

[pommesruby]

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🌌 Lost Memories – Schmoon’s Album

📷 Memory 1 – The Rooftop

“🌙 Back then, up on the rooftop. Matteoo talked endlessly about stars and theories 🔬 Larry tried to take a picture 📸 … and I thought we had all the time in the world. Today it feels so far away.”

📷 Memory 2 – The Lab

“Our chaos-place in the lab. Larry kept spilling something 💥 Matteoo acted strict, but secretly smiled 😏 I laughed, not knowing I’d lose this moment. Now it’s nothing more than a blurred memory.”

📷 Memory 3 – The Room

“In my room… We took pictures, messed around, laughed so loud 📸😂 And I swore: I’ll never forget this. But time played a trick on me. Now it feels strange – almost like a dream.”

🌌 Lost Memories – Schmoon’s Album

📷 Erinnerung 1 – Das Dach

„🌙 Damals, oben auf dem Dach. Matteoo redete endlos über Sterne und Theorien 🔬 Larry versuchte, ein Foto zu machen 📸 … und ich dachte, wir hätten alle Zeit der Welt. Heute fühlt sich alles so weit weg an.“

📷 Erinnerung 2 – Das Labor

„Unser Chaos-Ort im Labor. Larry verschüttete ständig irgendwas 💥 Matteoo tat streng, aber grinste heimlich 😏 Ich lachte, ohne zu wissen, dass ich diesen Moment verlieren würde. Jetzt ist es nur noch eine verschwommene Erinnerung.“

📷 Erinnerung 3 – Das Zimmer

„In meinem Zimmer… Wir machten Fotos, alberten rum, lachten so laut 📸😂 Und ich schwor mir: Das vergesse ich nie. Doch die Zeit hat mir einen Streich gespielt. Alles fühlt sich fremd an – fast wie ein Traum.“

[ididnotforgetyou]

Dante and Dottie

[isoleminori]

Lampedusa, Massimo Sestini, 2014 #lampedusa #lampedusa island #pelagie #isoleminori #isolepelagie #isoleitaliane #mare #isole #island #sea #isola #mediterraneo #photography #vintagephoto #vintagephotography #oldphoto #foundphoto #lostmemories #antiquephoto #oldphotos #oldphotograph #sicilia #sicily #massimosestini #isoleminorifoto (presso Lampedusa) https://www.instagram.com/p/Coj1Q21sl90/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

[eric-sadahire]

Music has the ability to repair brain damage and return lost memories. Music does more than just put us in a good mood. It’s a wonder drug that sets a lot of things right: It energizes your mind, eases stress, evokes emotions and soothes your soul.

[worldull]

Stray Kids in Moscow (August,4 - 2019)

At the first time in my life, I felt that it was not a concert with idol idols. It was a feeling that you catch when you stay with old friends and even more - with soulmates. Chan has been my role model from the start. He is such a child, but at the same time, he is very responsible, very caring. A person who works hard, who strives forward and does not leave his goal. Yes, I’m sure that he had difficult periods when he wanted to run away from himself when he did not want to do anything and feel nothing. But the pain always makes us stronger. I am glad that he can reveal his feelings in songs and show us all his inner stars, all inner shining. He guides his team and I feel that I’m the part of this ship.  Want to say some words about every Stray Kids' member and about my impression after the high-touch. The VIP ticket was about 168 $, and it was worth it. Even if the VIP would be about 300 $, I would take it. Just to spend more time with them. Just to have more talks, more walks, and more informal chats about music, hobbies, Korean things, Australian puns, maybe some games, some chicken and Coke. Cause they are friends. I hope that they see friends in STAYs’ too. 

Chan is VERY handsome and crazy. Well, above I already painted what I think of him. At high-touch I catch some shock cause he looks just into my side of soul lightning if I can say that. I felt that thing. My friends said that it was courtesy. Don’t deny. But in Russia, we do not always feel any notice, we don’t feel that sm listen to us truly, that someone give us the understanding that we are important. Only close friends or family do this. In good times ahah  And Chan just said “Thank you” to me and to others. And after only one ‘thank you’ my heart felt up with lots of warmness and sunlight. Thank you for that.  BTW I REALLY want to say “Chan-ko-chan - ko-chan means cabbage in Russian” to him. But we are not so close for jokes like this I GUESS ahah Woojin looks like a hot man with self-understanding. Actually, I suppose that every girl wants such pretty and good-flirting boy by her side. MAY I SAY SO?  He seems to be very kind to others. When I stood in front of him I felt completely babygirls feelings. My friends screamed that he looks like Greece God. On the stage, he was like the bitchy bitch at the beginning and like the cutest man ever at the end. Marvelous ahah

Minho is my bias. Seems very calm but straightforward and just full of sarcasm. Love his spontaneity. Adore his skills and persistence. It was scary to shake his hand on high-touch. Sure that he has the same feelings. Nervous moment. Like you invade another's personal space. Think of him like a person who opens his emotions only in dancing and singing. Can understand it. I did k-pop coverdance and had that feeling of opening soul windows to others, when I was dancing. Magic thing. 

Changbin is so damn cool. Through thorns goes to the stars. He literally reveals his soul when he begins to sing. It is felt from the side. The feeling that he has a goal about which he does not particularly extend. And he strives towards it with small steps. It was somehow awkward on the high-touch too. I wanted to make him laugh or something so that there was less stress. But it was simply ‘thank you - thank you’ and nothing more. The feeling that I lost my chance to do something better for him.

Hyunjin is so pure! And he dances merging with the music. The body does some amazing kind of magic. Something incredible at all. It seemed to me that he was also quite calm and just insanely cute. Together with this grace, he knows his abilities, his facial expressions, his body language, his state of the character. Owns everything. So it seems to me. Due to the fact that high-touch passed very quickly, my memories are completely blurred. Very sad because of this. And I’m sad because we didn’t say anything to each other but thanks; Hope we will meet again someday. 

Jisung is like sparkles. Like the wind and like fire. So admirable.  So sunny and so damn open-hearted. Like your best friend from childhood. Sure that he is not that simple, but he exactly does not try to be someone else on the stage. My memories are so bad, dear God...But if I am trying to remember, then there was a feeling that he was expecting something else from STAY. Maybe some crazy stuff or something weird stuff or something like "let's go eat tokpokki together". THAT IS THE PLAN FOR MY FUTURE BY THE WAY

Felix is industrious Australian maaaan. Damn Swag with freckles. When he was on stage I saw the guy who put a lot of effort in order to stand there and do what he likes and what he wants. His Korean is so good. And dance skills and of course the voice. On high-touch I caught myself on the thought that I don’t want to let off his hand. That’s the thing! <3

Seungmin - dandy BOY. He seemed to me like a very open and responsive friend. Very sincere and natural. If I had the opportunity not to hesitate in realizing at high-touch, I would start jumping as he hopped on songs of Day 6. Not for laughing at him but for laughing with him ~

Jeongin is such a kid! A little ball of fur! I want to note that he became much more confident in himself. Absolutely charming and adorable guy. He really enjoys being on stage among a large number of people. At least so it seemed to me. At high-touch... I’m scared that I don’t remember our touch of views. It’s so sad and so SAD. Really sad. Wanted to say to him that he is on his way and STAYs will help him with all his starts and new beginnings. 

So Stray Kids is my fav korean band. I also love Big Bang, B2ST, 4minute, and TVXQ, but SKZ is more than just artists for me. They are like a real family who can understand me and who can support me even we don’t know each other at all. And there are lots of fans, lots of STAYs, lots of people who think just like me, but it’s not so bad, yeah? It’s not so bad to dream far. To dream about being friends with someone who you admire with.  Maybe someday we will sit down close to each other and have a small talk about past concerts, about lost memories, about nothing and about everything. 

Sorry for that kind of dreams.  But I’m a dreamer and who are not? ~