Since I'm bored and I need to take a break before my self-esteem issues crawl back to me: Some of my Self ship dynamics!
N X Akumu: Childhood friends-to-lovers
He was my first f/o ever, and helped me coping with so much stuff. Back then, I saw him more as my bestie, but then I fell innlove with him slowly.
Kogami X Akumu: Grumpy big guy X Soft shy and giggly bean
Poor guy often worries about too much. And reverse, there's overemotional me cuddling him over and over.
Noctis X Akumu: Total Nerd X Total Fan
Yeah, our relationship started pretty weird, but ey. He loves games, I admire everything he does. It's perfect!
Julian X Akumu: Drama Queen X Overthinker
Ok, we're both drama queens, but I tend to overthink stuff. It's funny sometimes-
Raihan X Akumu: Gentle Giant (except when somebody harms me) X Tiny but oho!
He is so soft and chill towards me, but don't overstep the line. He can be overprotective as hell.












