I feel blue 💙
It’s be two months of me getting up early to watching YouTube then sex and city cos the show make me feel like am with friends like I have friends but then again am not surei would know what to do with friends who want to hang out with me cos all I want to do be alone and drink and smoke weed alone and think too much I can’t think of a time I my life where my thinking has lead me to great things I mean at first I can start that way but then I get that voice in my head saying to me that I was not going to do those great things anyway I hate my brain sometimes















