There was this story
The first time they met, how it was late at night and had to share a spliff. She still remembers peeking at the mirror just to see the glimpse of your face, how awkwardly the night had come to the end, without them sharing any words. She still recalls it very well the first ever talk they had. The late night calls that lasted till the dawn, how slowly and gradually they had fallen for each other. As days passed by in rapid scale, they were together as if they were stuck in glue. Little that she knew, worse days were waiting by the corner. Though the time was short, it was fun and sweet. Its already been more than a year that they had separated. The pain was finally getting numb. the feelings were finally settling down, even though she was holding on it till last month. How she had decided to let go of him completely. How she promised to herself to stay strong and to move on. Though she was still stuck with the old memories of him. Whenever she was asked about him, she would brush it off by saying its ok, she is already over him. But she wondered was she really??? Last week she came across his picture with a girl beside him. Guessed that's his new found love. She was quite pissed off at first then she suddenly just realised. . 'ahhh, it's finally time to let everything go'. Without giving any reaction, she lets the day pass by. Suddenly she receives his text, she was shocked and again was angry. She had heard somewhere when a relation breaks, one tend to take in all hatred, in her case it was her to take those hatred and was left here to hate him. She hated him for all those time he made her heart flutter, She hated him for those times when she would get very nervous just in seeing him. She hated him for making her fall for him. She hated for all those sweet little words they had exchanged. She hated him for occupying her mind with his thoughts all these times.
Most of all She hated him for leaving her.
And seems like she hated the fact that he have already fallen in love.
Also she hated herself to have shown such side to her's thinking it is safe for her heart to fall in love with him.