LOVE (madness) again.
I believe in destiny and I trust this word “if something meant to be it will be”. I have many friends and I always hear their story on how they meet their plus one. I am bad in this things, it always be my biggest fear because I am afraid if I will hurting people, I am afraid if I could not satisfying my partner and another my insecurity that always pop up in my mind.
I meet the boy who I thought it never exist, but someday I meet him. & I was not ready to making relationship and commitment. I try to reconnect with him after all my mistake and the things that just happened between us. But I thought he just reject it. I was really upset with his manner, I thought he was changing not as a person who I know yesterday. I don’t know what should I do, cause I try some good things but it all failed. Ok, now I know if he just don’t want to make some serious relationship, he just afraid to make someone sad (may be). All I can do now is praying to God, so that I could get someone who could replaced him, I could get someone who could understand me well. This love things is really brother my mind. Until now I believe if... “Sometimes making distance with someone who you love is good. Sometimes if you could not be with the person who you always dreaming about is also good & sometimes you just have to believe if you redirected to some places that you never imagined before is part of God’s story and you need to believe it.” God is good, God is always on time :)
