#lovedoesn'texist

[andthenyoukissedme]

He snorted and took a bottle of wine from the table. "Do you believe in this nonsense?"  She looked at the blonde boy who stood behind her. "Yes. I have to say that I do." "Then I'll leave you alone." He said, took the wine bottle and muttered for himself "Love doesn't exist." as he left.

Excerpt from a book I’ll never write

[freeexperthideout-blog]

Es gibt keine Liebe !

Liebe existiert nicht.

Es gibt nur Hass oder kein Hass.

Ich werde gehasst. Niemals habe ich so etwas wie liebe gefühlt. Ich hasse eine Person oder ich hasse sie nicht, trotzdem liebe ich sie nicht.

Ich habe auch nie liebe bekommen. Meine Eltern hassen mich? Zu mindestens geben sie mir nicht das Gefühlen das sie mich lieben, das heißt Liebe gibt es nicht weil Eltern lieben ihre Kinder doch immer! Oder nicht ?

Wie kann liebe existieren bei so viel Gewalt.

Wie können Menschen behaupten sie lieben sich wenn sie sich eh wieder Streiten und irgendwann trennen.

Wie kann es liebe geben ?

Können wir ohne Liebe existieren ?

Kann ich ohne Liebe leben ?

Kann ich morgens aufstehen mit dem Wissen das mich keiner liebt.

Nein kann ich nicht, denn es ist eine Qual.

Man steht auf weil man es muss. Weil man in die Schule muss, auch wenn man weis das man dort nicht geliebt wird, nicht gebraucht.

Jeder sollte Liebe kennen. Jeder sollte liebe erfahren. Jeder sollte Liebe leben.

Trotzdem existiert keine Liebe für mich.

[lovelistenreact]

Love? What's that?

They say love is this great, wonderful, amazing, life changing, never ending thing, but they don’t tell you the negative things that result from it.  Like having sex before you’re ready or getting left with nothing but a broken heart or the empty space that’s left when they leave or the sleepless nights where all you do is cry and listen to love songs and think about them when they don’t and they never did give a fuck about you. They don’t tell you that it doesn’t always last and that when people use the word they don’t always mean it. The only thing they tell you that’s true is that its a strong word. Its q severely strong word and I honestly don’t think it should exist because it doesn’t its a gimic sold to naive boys and girls by screenwriters, songwriters, and card makers .

[grantmeawish]

I'm More Jelly Than A Jellyfish Swimming In Jam

So... we're at three engagements this month... What is going on?! I can't even get a girlfriend... well not can't, but you know. *edit* alright just to clarify, I could easily get a girlfriend... it's just I don't see the point in dating a girl who I'm not head over heels about... I know, I know... "give her a chance and maybe you will be head over heels for her later" kind of thing... I better get invites to these weddings.

[akissofchaos]

A Kiss of Chaos

Just a kiss maybe. Then maybe you'll feel what I feel. Take a spin into my chaotic wonderland I call life. Each night I fall asleep to my fantasies. My fantasies of being on stage every night, making my dreams reality. Yet somehow, you manage to sneak into those fantasies. I don't want you there; I wish you would just go away. You ruin me. You're ruining me and you don't even realize it. You have no idea. My thoughts, my dreams about you. You only know the nightmares, the nightmares where I lose you forever. If only you knew the dreams, the dreams where you're mine forever..

I don't want a forever. Not with you. Not with anyone. Forever doesn't exist because with forever comes love, and love itself does not exist. Not for me. But you, darling you drive me crazy. You've brought me out of my head and into my heart. I see what no one else sees in you. A kiss from me would be a kiss of pure chaos. A kiss from you would be...well I'm scared to find out. You may make me believe in something I do not wish to believe in. I will think. I will fantasize. I will dream. But kiss? I will never.

[deeperthanthesea]

am i weird because i'm not talking to anyone right now? i feel like every time i talk to my friends, they're mentioning how some guy hit on them that day or that the girl they've been talking to ditched them or is showing interest or blah blah blah "she spent the night last night" "he was hitting on me at this party" OMG i don't fucking care. good for you that you have someone to look at you, but like it sucks to hear about all these great things and think about how today, no one hit on me, or spent the night or texted me this morning. nothing. so it's just great that you know, you're so beautiful and you're so cool and you're so popular, but like... no one gives a flying fuck. so take that love bullshit elsewhere.