if we sleep together, would it make it any better, if we sleep together would you be my friend forever
i really had the most stupendous day yesterday. it was so warm and excellent outside and
mihiret and i looked at beautiful pictures of forests and she seemed genuinely engaged even though i cant tell if she understands much of what im saying and then mani was so frickin cute and showed me this nepali song and i hope i am able to communicate more patience, interest and respect that he obviously receives from most of the other adults in that school
then a nice quiet calm lunch and a friendly moment with J
then basking in the sun working at the farm + drake, eminem and some baby moles and failed mechanical fiddling then
laundry, emails, ordering books, etc then
30 min at the gym feeling swole and tight doing my kettlebell reps then
burger night and a nice dinner w A then
the student union where eros and elijah gave everyone our brief history and i felt so in love w antioch for teaching me self/community advocacy and eros and elijah and justin and adam and sara and everyone else too just for coming this far and doing this thing and also all the new folks who are carrying the fucking torch then
we were all in case together w the liquor flowing and it was family it was coming home it was chill it was love i was so happy i couldn't hide it and
maybe working on a new friend and
kisses and cuddles aren't bad either and
now just to make today as good despite the alcohol and little sleep
-sewing projects-room tidy/decorate-flowers for kitchen/clean-grocery store/cook something?-fix greenhouse window/farm stuff