#loveisn'tenough

[sheisakaleidoscopeandbattlefield]

Love isn’t enough.

I’ve been heartbroken before but this feels wildly different because we had set a date, we talked about a ring, he told his family and I told mine. 

The whole time it felt like it wasn’t ‘if’ but ‘when.’ I’ve never been certain like this before. And it wasn’t something fast you know? The whole time I felt at peace and I felt like God was happy with our decision.

Then out of nowhere I feel like I was hit by a brick wall. 

I wish something was wrong so I could blame it on that thing, like I don’t know, addiction, different religion or something like that. Then I would know, it didn’t work because ‘we wanted different things.’

But all I know is that ‘I don’t feel right about marrying you.’ 

And all the while I know I did all I could to help us succeed. But still, I just don’t know.

It’s the realisation of ‘love isn’t enough’ that is nothing but heart wrenching. 

[girthacrux-blog]

amber burnt

we are all victims of love, drawn to it like hungry men traipsing desserts searching for home, so thirsty the visions of her come and consume you, keep you going so you hunger for her, the red queen, who knows what you need, yet only comes to claim what is hers, and finally, when sated under her, she reaches in, and seizes your heart, grasping it in her fist, as you look up at her sucking out the marrow, smiling pretty, as blood drips from her lips. Like a bird, she drinks deep and flies away, cupid’s wings holding her aloft, in search of her next prey, as you lay, hollow, a carcass that even the vultures wouldn’t touch, waiting for that tiny sapling to grow inside you again, for the frigid winter rattles your bones, and you wait for spring, for things to be lush and green…

[deee09-blog]

Katy Perry the movie

Seeing the beak up of Russel Brand and her is just sad. She tried keeping it alive but sometimes it's just not enough. It sucks seeing what you've worked for disappear right infront of you.