#loverssfevers

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the world is against me but im also against the world so i guess its just two divas trying to make the other miserable

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I want someone to blame for it. A reason I can pin point to convince myself it’s not me. That I am capable of love. Yet I seem to be the constant in the list of names I’ve extended my hand to. How could it possibly be them and not me?

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loverssfevers posting about the slytherin boys in 2024 is scary!!! who is she!!! someone in a creative spiral <3

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losing my mind over not losing my mind??? like??? ive been way too normal for a while wheres my manic episode..?! is my frontal lobe developed? what is happening

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the words are on the tip of my tongue but i cant seem to get them out. i can say that i hate you but i cant describe what that means, other than the fact i cant stand the sight of you but i still have our polaroid on my wall, i cant speak your name but i still look for it in my notifications, i want to delete your contact but what if one day you need me or worse i need you? its the fact my life is better now and i want you to see it but i dont want to see yours. i can say that i hate you but maybe i just hate myself, because i dont think we ever treated eachother as good as we deserved. and maybe im just jealous that you were brave enough to leave first.

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ok fuck it i have never watched gilmore girls and i have never claimed to watch gilmore girls but this is exactly how i picture adrian pucey to look, the hair matches him in the first movie… the height…perfect and the black winter coat… yall… they also lowkey have the same physical features as i imagine a sharp face with high cheekbones, adrian maybe looks more manly but apart from that a spot on image . i realised this last night and had trouble sleeping

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adrian pucey wears a silver necklace with a little charm that has something to do with his family whether its a crest or something else significant. but he always keeps it tucked under his shirt

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im convinced terence higgs would listen to taylor swift with me and maybe lie on the floor sobbing to all to well 10 minute tv. he actually would have lined up infront of an indie record store just to buy the first vinyl release, running to ur house, knocking on ur door puffed out and ur like are u OKAY??? then u both spend the next 3 days listening to the album over and over. adrian comes over because he hasnt seen either of you for days and his worried and he just stands in the doorway looking at u both slightly disappointed