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Book 1 Epilogue

I stepped into the terminal building, and even though the building was fully air conditioned, I could feel the tropical warmth, which was a welcomed change for me from the cold December days of a Korean winter season. I stretched my aching body. Six hours flight wasn't exactly the longest and flying business class helped a lot, but still, sitting in one spot for long hours had its toll on my body. The flight I took was the first flight out of Seoul that day, so 6 hours later it was still only around midday in my destination.

I looked around the gigantic building I was in. Singapore Changi Airport was indeed majestically beautiful and futuristic, and Incheon International Airport paled in comparison to it. But I thought it was understandable. Singapore's airport only served international flights since the island nation didn't have any domestic flights, and as the main transit hub in Southeast Asia, they needed to make their first impression to international travelers as memorable as possible.

I passed the immigration checkpoint quickly, picked up my luggage, then entered the arrivals area. I bought myself a cup of hot coffee from a nearby coffee shop to refresh myself, and went straight to the taxi stand, hoping to get to the hotel as soon as possible.

At that moment, a South Asian man dressed in an impeccable dark blue suit approached me. He bowed respectfully to me.

"Excuse me, Kim Yeoni-seonsaengnim from Seoul?" he asked, in perfect Korean. "Y–Yes. That's me," I said, startled by his fluency in the language and also because I wasn't expecting anyone to greet me as soon as I stepped into this country.

The man smiled and handed me a maroon envelope. A round sticker with a familiar looking 'Tw' logo held it close. I smiled. I thought I could guess who the envelope was from. I opened it and took out the paper inside it. I recognised the handwriting immediately.

'Yeoni-oppa, I hope you had a nice flight! I sent a car and a driver to take you from the airport to your hotel, courtesy of the IPG. See you tonight at the award! – Sha.'

I chuckled and made a mental note to thank Sana later. I looked up and nodded at the man. I assumed that he must be my driver.

"Alright. Let's go!" I said happily. "Right this way, Sir," he said as he took my luggage and walked towards the parking lot.

He brought me to a large black Chrysler luxury car, put my luggage in the trunk, and opened the door for me. I thanked him and sat inside. He entered the driver's seat, and soon we drove away.

I felt my phone vibrate, so I took it out. It was Jennie.

"Welcome to Singapore, Baby!" she exclaimed as soon as I picked up. I laughed. "Hi, Babe! You're at the hotel?" "Where else would I be? Hey, Jisoo-unnie told me that Sana sent a car to pick you up. Are you on your way here already?" "I am! I can't wait to meet you again!"

She squealed in excitement.

"Four months! I'm going to eat you, Daddy!" she exclaimed loudly.

I laughed nervously as I glanced towards the driver, fearing that he might overheard this, but he looked straight to the road without showing any expression, so I assumed he didn't hear anything.

"Y–Yeah. I'll see you in a bit. Bye, Jen!" "Bye, Babe! Love you!"

She hung up. I chuckled again.

I sighed as I looked outside the window. I was in Singapore to attend this year's Mnet Asian Music Awards. Blackpink would perform there, as well as other groups and singers like Twice, Red Velvet, Itzy, Aespa BTS, IU, Taeyeon... There were so many of them, it felt almost like a giant K-pop gathering.

It had been four months since I last met with Blackpink back in Korea, and almost a year and a half after that fateful weekend we had during their 10th anniversary. A lot has happened during this past year.

Jisoo joined the IPG, like she said she would. She worked diligently with Sandara for a while, looking after the younger idols, not just in YG but in other companies as well. A few months later Sandara resigned from YG to join another company, so Jisoo became the sole representative of IPG in YG, before Jennie and Rosé eventually joined her as well, making IPG's presence and influence even stronger in the company.

Suzy herself became an executive in JYPE, heading the newly formed Talents Welfare Division. Her new position was the fruit of her hard work with the IPG, as one of the largest entertainment companies in Korea had taken the first step to ensure the welfare and safety of their idols. Soon, we heard SM and Big Hit also created similar divisions, making sure that all idols are treated fairly and respectfully.

As for Park Manse, he resigned from YG after the whole fiasco with the shares, and his three other associates also did the same. Only Kwak Jinyoung stayed in YG, but he was the youngest of them all and had the least power from the start. We heard that he was demoted from being Blackpink's Production Director to a less significant position in a less desirable division, so his influence was greatly reduced. I heard that he was now suffering from panic attacks and anxieties, but I guessed it served him right for his decision to join in with Park Manse's evil schemes, whatever his reasons were.

I knew that the other three bosses each joined Naver, Samsung, and LG, so their influence in the K-pop industry was practically gone. However, I had not heard a single news about Park Manse himself.

Sana, who had become good friends with Jisoo, Jennie, and I after what happened that weekend, told us that the IPG were actively trying to monitor Manse's movements, but so far they had got nothing. It was almost as if he disappeared from the face of the Earth. Suzy, IU, Taeyeon, and Seungyeon, the four heads of IPG, were initially concerned about this, but after a year of no incidents reported within the industry, they decided to shift their focus to preparing and strengthening their position in the industry instead, in case of his eventual return.

Other than that, I was still in a relationship with Jennie, and it had become public knowledge as she brought me to more and more events with her. Our relationship initially caused quite a stir because Jennie had only ever dated other celebrities before me, while I was practically a nobody, just Jisoo's younger brother.

Eventually, however, the fans started warming up to me, and I even started to get some fans of my own. I saw more articles online talking about Jennie and I, some also talked about how cute Jisoo and I looked together as siblings, how comfortable I looked being around the other members, and even about my friendship with Sana. They started giving me tacky nicknames like 'Handsome Photographer Oppa', 'JenSoo's Handsome Oppa', 'Blackpink's Oppa', 'Blackpink's Boyfriend' and so on, much to my delight and the girls' irritation.

My newfound popularity had a positive impact on my work, as more and more people wanted to produce their video or have their pictures taken by me. I even secured deals to do photoshoots for celebrities and big brands, and this ramped up my reputation rapidly. After collecting enough money, I started my own studio recently, and it was a success. I pulled in a few favors from the girls and managed to get both Blackpink and Twice to perform shortly in the opening ceremony, which made my studio even more popular.

Being in a relationship with Jennie for a year also meant that I got to spend a lot of time with Irene. As Jennie said, initially Irene showed her usual cold persona towards me, acting as if she was against me joining their relationship, but a year on, I started to see cracks in her façade, and I realised that she was really a cute and shy girl in reality.

Irene started to treat me more kindly and opened up to me, and slowly but surely, we started to spend more time together, including in bed, whether doing threesomes with Jennie or–in the case of these past four months–sometimes even just Irene and I.

Speaking about beds and idols, the past year was also a rewarding one for my relationship with Rosé and Lisa. Every time I was with all four of them, whether when I visited them in America or when they came to Korea, we would have a fivesome session at least once, and each one of our fivesomes would end with me finishing on Jisoo's face, as if it was a tradition.

Jisoo... I chuckled as I thought about my sister. After that night when we went all the way, it took us a few months before we eventually slept together again. I told Jennie the morning after my first night with Jisoo and she excitedly congratulated us, but Rosé and Lisa were utterly shocked the first time we did it in front of them. Eventually, it became a secret we kept together, Blackpink and I.

Come to think about it, Jisoo was the last Blackpink member I had sex with four months ago before they returned to America. As per usual, she made me cum buckets in all her three holes, but I remembered I came unusually a lot in her pussy that night, even more so than I usually did before. But she must have been taking pills anyway, for nothing had happened during the year with her or Jennie, so I had nothing to worry about.

The car reached the Marina Bay Sands hotel lobby. The hotel building was an architectural wonder: Three giant towers underneath a structure that housed the rooftop swimming pool. I looked up in awe as the driver opened the door for me.

I reached into my jacket pocket to take out my wallet and pay the driver as I stepped out of the car, but at that moment my phone rang again. I took it out. It was Sana.

"We've got you covered, Oppa. No need to pay," she said. "How do you know I'm here?" I asked her, surprised. I heard her chuckling. "Look inside," she said.

I looked inside the lobby, and saw Sana sitting with Nayeon, Tzuyu, Chaeyoung, Momo, and Mina of Twice at the far end of the lobby lounge. With them was a nervous looking young man, whom I recognized as their new manager. I met him once in a bar in Seoul. What was his name again... Kang Soo Min? Jang Min Soo? Han Min Soo? Shit. Why was I so bad at remembering names!

"Gomawo, Sha," I said, smiling and nodding towards her.

Sana smiled and winked at me, before hanging up. I chuckled. The IPG really took good care of me.

I wheeled my luggage in and retrieved my room keycard from the receptionist, before going up to my suite. Blackpink had arrived a few days earlier, and Jisoo told me that each Blackpink member had a similar suite room on the same floor, another proof that she was not mistreated any longer.

As the elevator opened on Blackpink's floor and I stepped outside, I mulled over the idea of knocking on my sister's room first, which was right next to mine and Jennie's. I stood in front of her door, but I smiled and decided that I needed to see my girlfriend first.

I rang the bell to my room, and a second later Jennie opened the door, smiling from ear to ear.

"Yeongiiii~!" she squealed and hugged me tightly.

I kissed her lips lovingly. Four months apart felt so long, but seeing her made me forget all about it instantly.

"I missed you so much, Jen..." I whispered in her ear. She chuckled. "I miss you too, Daddy... Come in!"

Jennie took my arm and pulled me inside. The suite was a large one with two bedrooms, and the large window on the wall was facing the calming green of Gardens by the Bay.

"Are you hungry? I ordered some local food for you to try!" she said. Only then did I notice that there were styrofoam packages on the dining table. They all looked and smelled so good, and I heard my stomach gurgling in hunger. Jennie did too, and chuckled.

"Your stomach gurgled!" she pointed out, poking my abs. "Let's eat!"

We sat down and ate. As usual, Jennie ate a lot, and even after a year from our first date, I still laughed every time I saw this petite girl eat with so much appetite. She wrinkled her nose and shot me a look.

"What?" she exclaimed, giggling. "I'm still amazed with just how much you can eat," I said. Jennie laughed. "I needed the energy for tonight's performance," she said casually.

At that moment, the doorbell rang. Jennie stood and opened it.

"YeongYeong!"

Jisoo stood at the door, with Lisa and Rosé behind her, all smiling. They rushed into the room and hugged me one by one, with Jisoo kissing my cheeks lovingly.

"How's your flight?" asked Rosé. "Did Sana's driver pick you up in time?" asked Jisoo. "Yes yes all was good!" I said, hugging my sister. "Thanks, girls!" "Food! I want to eat too!" said Lisa. Jennie jokingly hoarded the food, but then laughed and told them to pull up chairs.

We all sat around the table, eating and talking happily together. Jennie and Lisa were very talkative and joked around happily. Rosé had moved on from John and looked much stronger and healthier now, laughing cheerfully to every joke the girls made. And Jisoo... Jisoo looked so beautiful and calm, enjoying her life.

I looked at my sister, who was sitting to my left. She looked back, smiling. I noticed that she looked slightly different, maybe a little chubbier, but I didn't want to offend her. She looked healthy and happy, and that was all that mattered.

"I miss you, YeongYeong," she said, holding my hand. I laughed and squeezed back. "I miss you too, Noona. You look... Beautiful," I said. She blushed and continued eating without saying anything.

We finished eating, and sat there around the table, drinking our green tea, our bellies full.

"What should we do now? Still a few hours until we need to go to the venue," Lisa said. "Should we go swimming? The pool upstairs looks nice!" said Rosé. "Ya! You and your swimming!" I said. Rosé laughed. "What's wrong with swimming?" she defended herself. We all laughed.

Jisoo yawned.

"I think I'll take a nap," she said, looking sleepy. "What time should we be there? 3?" "Yea 3 pm," said Jennie. "It's alright, Unnie. Go sleep. You need a lot of rest."

Jisoo smiled and nodded, and the girls giggled. Wait. I smelled something fishy. Why would Jisoo need a lot of rest? As usual, both Jisoo and Jennie could read my mind, and they chuckled before both hugging my arms.

"Don't worry, YeongYeong. I'm fine. I just needed a lot of rest after the long flight from America," she said assuringly. "Y–yes, but the other girls also took the same flight, didn't they?" I asked her. Jennie slapped my arm. "Ya! Why can't you just let your Noona rest peacefully!" Jennie scolded me. The girls laughed, so I laughed too eventually. I guessed Jisoo could rest as much as she wanted. It was her right.

We stood up, and Rosé, Lisa, and Jisoo walked arm in arm towards the door. Before leaving, Jisoo turned and hugged me again, and I really felt that there was something different with my sister, but I couldn't point out what exactly.

"You look... Different," I said to her. She smiled. "What... I gained weight didn't I?" she said, pouting her lips. "Y–Yes? Maybe?" I said, didn't want to offend her. "But you still look gorgeous!"

Jisoo laughed and kissed my cheek.

"See you later, YeongYeong!" she said, before turning to Jennie. "Don't come late, Jendeukie! And don't fuck my brother too roughly. Save your energy for the stage!" she commanded. Jennie's face blushed red, but she giggled mischievously. "But I want my little baby Yeongies..." she said cutely while rubbing her belly. I was shocked, but the girls' glared at her. "Ya! You crazy bitch!" they all exclaimed, slapping her head.

Jennie laughed out loud and pushed them all out of the door and slammed it close. I heard the girls laughing outside before walking away.

"What was that all about?" I asked her, grinning. Jennie laughed again and hugged me.

"I really want my own baby Yeongies..." she whispered seductively. I felt my cock starting to harden. She flung her arm around my neck, looking at me with her beautiful eyes.

"You're crazy, you know that," I said with a chuckle. Jennie bit her lower lip and smiled. "But I really want you in me, Daddy..." she whispered again.

I kissed her passionately, and she jumped up and clung to me like a monkey. I grabbed her cute butt and squeezed them, before carrying her to the sofa. We undressed each other and kissed each other's body. I felt like I should release all of my pent up horniness from the past four months on her.

Jennie blew me like there was no tomorrow, and I ate her pussy like it was a delicious dish. She stood and bent herself against the window, perking her juicy ass upp, and asked me to fuck her ass roughly. I gladly obliged, making her cum again and again, squirting everywhere, before I also came inside.

She turned and pushed me down, straddling me, before guiding my cock inside her pussy. She bounced around, moaning, gasping, and cumming, enjoying her boyfriend's cock after four long months apart. I squeezed and sucked her perky tits, making her squirm and jolted, clinging to me for dear life. I felt my penis hitting her womb again and again, and I knew I was about to reach my climax.

"I'm–cum–ming, Babe..." I told her. She nodded and kissed my neck. "M–Me... Aah... M–me, too... D–daddy!" she exclaimed. "O–oh... S... Shi... t! Yeong–ii!"

We came together, me spurting inside her womb, her jolting and twitching and squirting her pussy juice. We slumped together on the carpeted floor, panting for breath, staring at each other, smiling wide. It felt so, so good. We laid there on the floor for a while, holding hands, enjoying the beautiful silence that had fallen in the room. The only sound we heard was our breathing, slowly going back to a normal rate.

After a while, Jennie stood up.

"I need to take a shower and get ready to go, Babe," she said, sounding disappointed.

I smiled and nodded. I was used to this by now. I knew that singers needed to do their final preps and sound checks long before the event started. The award was a big event with lots and lots of performers, so it was understandable.

She stooped down to kiss my forehead, before walking quickly towards the shower. For a moment I thought about joining her, but I knew she was already starting to zone in her thoughts to perform later, so I decided it was best to leave her alone.

Jennie quickly got dressed after shower, and in a few moments she was already dressed in her Blackpink sweater, ready to go out. She hugged and kissed me before leaving.

"We've arranged a car to take you to the Indoor Stadium at 4. The event starts at 6, but you know it'll get packed long before that, so don't be late, okay? You can mingle in the VIP lounge first," she told me. I nodded.

"Wish me luck," she said as she hugged me again. I kissed her forehead and brushed her hair. "Light up the stage," I said. She chuckled and kissed me again, before leaving.

I looked at my watch. It was 2:45 pm, so I decided to take a short nap before preparing myself. I woke up at around 3.30, took shower, and dressed myself in a nice suit, before going downstairs. To my surprise, the same guy from earlier waited for me at the lobby. He stood and bowed respectfully when he saw me.

"What's your name?" I decided to ask him to warm up with my driver. "Anish," he said, suddenly sounding completely South Asian, but then he reverted back to Korean almost immediately. "Ready to leave, Sir?"

I smiled and nodded. People who could switch back and forth between multiple languages always amazed me. I myself could only speak English and Korean, with a basic understanding of Japanese and Mandarin, but it still took me at least a few seconds before switching between them, let alone changing the accents.

"Please wait at the lobby, Sir. I'll bring the car," said Anish, before bowing and rushing to get the car. A short while later, he'd pull up the same Chrysler car to the lobby, and we left for the Indoor Stadium.

As Jennie said, the stadium was packed with people. As soon as I arrived, I was escorted to the VIP lounge, a large area where guests of performers mingle before the event starts. I saw many executives from the top 5 companies; as well as wives, husbands, boyfriends and girlfriends of celebrities, some of which I had some acquaintance with, so I decided to engage in light conversations with them. Suddenly, I felt someone tapping me on the shoulder.

"Didn't expect to see you here, Yeoni-ssi!"

I turned and saw Suzy standing there, smiling. Beside her was JYP himself, Park Jinyoung, the legend. He smiled and offered his hand.

"So this is the famous 'Blackpink Boyfriend'! Jinyoung Park, at your service," he said kindly.

I stumbled to take his hand and shook it nervously, bowing deeply. JYP was an absolute giant of the industry, himself a famous singer before building his entertainment empire from scratch. He shook my hand kindly and firmly, smiling wide.

"A–Ah, y–yes! I'm Kim Yeoni. It's an honor to meet you, Park... Sajangnim! Daepyonim! Hoejang-nim... Uh... Sajangnim?" I said, stumbling over which title I should use to honorably mention him.

JYP laughed his famous, high-pitched laugh.

"So you're... Jisoo's younger brother, am I right?" said JYP. I nodded nervously. "And Jennie's boyfriend," added Suzy, smiling. "Aah..." said JYP, looking impressed. I bowed again. "Ah, Y–yes, Hoejang-nim," I said, stumbling through my words. He laughed and patted me on the shoulder. "Just call me Hyung, Yeoni-ssi. We're in the same industry, aren't we?" he said, before laughing again.

"Y–yes, Hyungnim," I said. Why was I so nervous?

"Right. Enjoy the show, Yeoni-ssi! Please show lots of love for Twice and Itzy too, okay? Nice to finally meet you!" he said, smiling, before nodding towards Suzy and I and left to join his other colleagues.

I bowed down respectfully for a while, before Suzy tapped my back. I shot back up immediately. Suzy chuckled.

"First time meeting the big boss?" she asked teasingly. "First time meeting any big boss," I said breathlessly.

She chuckled again.

"Nice to see you again after such a long time, Yeoni-ssi!" she said.

I looked at her. The last time I saw her was last year in that warehouse, when she... When we had sex. We hadn't spoken again since that day, Suzy and I, but I knew Jisoo and Jennie had joined her several times for a meeting. For the past year, all of the news I received about IPG's activities came from either Jisoo, Jennie, Rosé or Sana.

All I knew was that Suzy had kept her end of the bargain by not releasing the names to the media, and thus Lisa had also kept the video to herself. I supposed there were no hard feelings between us, so I smiled and nodded.

"Nice to meet you again too, Suzy-ssi!" I said.

Tonight, as always, Suzy looked absolutely gorgeous and elegant. She was wearing an elegant white dress which fits perfectly to her curvaceous body. I gulped as my eyes fell to her ample cleavage, shown beautifully by the low cut dress, and her very big tits, bulging beneath her dress. I felt a boner starting to form. She slapped my arm.

"Stop ogling at my tits, you pervert," she whispered. I chuckled nervously. "I–I'm sorry," I whispered back, looking away. She smiled. "Anyways. I would like to express my thanks to you," she said. "M–me? Why?"

She nodded, still smiling.

"Well... You could have discouraged your sister to join us after... What happened that night. But she joined us instead, and look how big a difference she has made in just one year!" she said, smiling wider.

I didn't know how to respond, so I just stood there silently, nodding. I looked at her, and I noticed that she was having dark circles underneath her eyes, noticeable even after being covered by her makeup.

"You look tired, Suzy-ssi," I said. "Busy with work?"

She smiled and absentmindedly touched her eye bags. She cleared her throat.

"You know that Twice's contract with JYP Entertainment is ending by the end of the year, right?" she asked me suddenly. I looked at her. I didn't know that. The end of the year is just a couple weeks away. Really? That soon?

"W–won't they just renew it? Twice is up there with Blackpink, right? Top 2 girl groups in the world now," I said, confused.

She smiled, but shook her head.

"I hope so too, but it's not that simple. Jinyoung-oppa has been stressing about this for months," she said.

I looked at JYP, who was laughing happily with his colleagues. He looked anything but stressed at that moment. I turned back towards Suzy, who was speaking while also looking at her boss.

"I asked Jinyoung-oppa to give me a few weeks to come up with a solution, but so far I have nothing. The new law allows the members to talk to other companies within two months before their contract ends, and they've had discussions with other big companies, including YG," she said, then she turned to face me.

"I... Call it a hunch, but I have a feeling that... Someone might be behind all of this," she said seriously. Why was she discussing this with me now all of a sudden?

I already knew what she meant, but I still asked her nonetheless.

"What do you mean?" "Park Manse," she whispered.

I looked at her intently.

"B–but he's been gone for a year, right? No news of him... Sana told me," I said, lowering my voice. Suzy nodded, but still looked concerned. "I know. But..." she paused, thinking for a moment. "... Too quiet. I don't like it. It's as if something is wrong, but I don't know what."

Again, I didn't know what to say, but I felt uneasy hearing this. She noticed this, and smiled.

"Anyways... Don't worry about it, Yeoni-ssi. We'll be ready if anything happens, thanks to your sister and girlfriend too," she said.

At that moment JYP was beckoning her to join him, undoubtedly to introduce her to some of his colleagues. She nodded towards him and grabbed my arm gently.

"Enjoy the night, hm?" she said again, before walking away. "I'll see you around."

She walked away, and I couldn't stop myself from admiring her round, beautiful ass. She stopped halfway, and turned towards me again. I tried to hide the fact that I had just admired her behind.

"Oh, Yeoni-ssi!" "Y–yes?" "Take good care of your sister, okay?" she said with a smile, before joining JYP.

I scratched my head. What was that supposed to mean?

A short while later, an usher entered the room and told us that the event was about to start, so we left the lounge and headed to our seating area inside the arena, which was already packed to the limits of its' capacity by hardcore fans.

Our seating space had the best view of the show even though it was quite a distance from the stage itself, which was surrounded by pits for fans who paid their standing VIP tickets. I sat happily in my seat, which turned out to be next to Suzy and JYP. The atmosphere was electric. After a while, the room darkened, and the show started.

To my surprise, it was Red Velvet who performed first, singing and dancing with power and charisma. The crowd thundered in cheers, applause, and fan chants all along. I chuckled as I saw Irene performing. She looked so fierce and powerful, and I had to admit that she was the most beautiful out of the other four members, whom I had known personally more closely over the past year.

Other groups and singers also performed, starting from the fourth and fifth generation idols such as Itzy, Nmixx, TXT, Aespa and others, before the third generation idols graced the stage such as EXO, Mamamoo, and Viviz, among others.

IU and Taeyeon also performed as soloists, before surprising the crowd with a trio performance with Seungyeon, who was a surprise guest star. Seungyeon had built a promising career as an actress after her KARA days were over, so it was a pleasant surprise to see her singing again. I smiled seeing those three petite ladies on stage, knowing that behind their powerful performance and career as famous singers, they were strong, dedicated leaders of IPG other than Suzy. I glanced at the fourth leader, and I saw Suzy was singing passionately as well in her seat, sending positive energy to her three partners.

Awards were given to many performers for their achievements throughout the year, and I saw Suzy and JYP cheered loudly and clapped excitedly when Taeyeon was announced as the Best OST winner for a song of hers used in a popular Netflix drama and when IU was announced as the Best Vocal Performance-Solo winner of the year. The cute petite IPG leader bowed and waved to the crowd, before thanking them in English, and the entire stadium erupted in cheers. I was amazed at how such a small girl could move thousands of people that way by just her words.

After that, it was time for the big names to perform. BTS opened the segment, lighting up the stage with their performance, the first performance with complete members after Jungkook finished his military service. I found myself dancing together with Suzy and JYP to BTS' hit single from a few years back 'Dynamite', which was their closing song. The stadium was apparently filled with BTS Army, and I felt like the ground shook when they roared after the performance ended.

After BTS and a few awards had been handed out, Twice performed. I joined the thousands of Once singing fan favourite songs such as 'Dance The Night Away', 'What is Love', 'Signal', 'Heart Shaker', 'Alcohol Free', and 'The Feels', smiling ear to ear partly because of how adorable these girls looked on stage and because I was happy to see my friend Sana performed so powerfully, but my excitement was absolutely nothing compared to JYP's. He shouted almost every line of every song, dancing and jumping like a lunatic fanboy next to Suzy, who was sitting next to me, laughing embarrassedly at her boss' antics. Twice closed their performance with their all-time favourite song 'Cheer Up', and I found myself joining JYP doing Sana's sha-sha-sha dance excitedly everytime her part came up.

Twice, much to JYP and Suzy's delight, won Best Female Group, Best Dance Performance Female Group, and Best Vocal Performance Group. I congratulated them both happily, and I chuckled when I saw JYP shedding tears of joy. He looked just like a proud father, seeing his girls achieving greatness.

Then, the performance I was so looking forward to: Blackpink. As soon as the girls stepped onto the stage, the entire stadium turned into a pink sea; thousands of Blinks lighting up their pink lightsticks. They started with my favourite song 'Ice Cream' together with their surprise guest star Sandara Park who was singing Selena Gomez's parts. I laughed as I joined the crowd in singing this song, because the song reminded me so much of my first date with Jennie. To think that I managed to spend a wonderful night with Jennie in the middle of those crazy few days still amazed me to this day.

I noticed that the girls' choice of wardrobe was a little different tonight. Normally they would dress in tight leather outfits, complete with fishnet stockings, lacy ornaments and other fierce looking costumes, but tonight they all dressed casually in matching, oversized t-shirts. I had no complaints, though, for they all looked so cute, relaxed, happy, and nothing short of perfect while performing.

Jennie continued with her single 'Solo', then Rosé performed 'On The Ground', while Lisa performed her powerful single 'Lalisa', before all four joined together to perform their global hits 'How You Like That', 'Kill This Love', 'Lovesick Girls', and ended with 'Ddu-Ddu-Ddu-Ddu', to thunderous roar from the people inside the stadium. I smiled seeing how happy the girls looked, especially Jisoo, who waved cheerfully to the crowd after they ended their performance.

Then came the moment to hand out the final awards of the night. BTS won another Song of the Year award with their new song, and Twice won the Worldwide Icon of the Year, which again reduced JYP to happy tears. Then came the two most coveted prizes of the night: The Album of the Year and Artist of The Year awards.

Two announcers came to the strage, a Philippine actor and an Indonesian producer, bringing just one envelope. I thought this was a mistake, but Suzy leaned in to tell me.

"The winner for both awards must be one singer or group," she said. I nodded. Somehow, I felt nervous.

The announcers opened the envelope dramatically.

"The winner for this year's Artist of The Year and Album of the Year is..." they said to the microphone. The stadium fell silent, anxiously waiting for the announcement.

The announcers looked at each other, before shouting together to the microphone.

"... BLACKPINK!"

The stadium erupted to the loudest cheer of the night. I felt my ears ringing from the cheer, and felt Suzy cheering loudly next to me, shaking my shoulder excitedly. JYP himself reached across and shook my hand rapidly, congratulating me as if I was Yang Hyun Suk. I found myself dumbfounded for a moment, before slowly laughing and cheering together with them.

Jisoo led Jennie, Rosé, and Lisa back to the stage, smiling wide with tears wetting their cheeks. They accepted the award, and reached for the microphone. The crowd was chanting their names again and again, preventing them from speaking for a few moments, before Jennie shushed them all.

"Thank you, everyone! It's such a huge honor for us to win these awards!" Jennie was the first to speak in English, her voice boomed through the sound system. The crowd cheered again.

"We never expected to win this, because the other groups and singers are so magnificent this year!" said Rosé with her Australian accent. Again, the crowd cheered.

"We'd like to share this recognition with the other performers as well! You've all worked so hard to make this year a memorable one for K-pop!" Lisa said. The crowd replied with thunderous applause.

Lisa passed the microphone to Jisoo. She took it, smiled, and looked down for a while. I saw tears of joy streaming down from her eyes. When she spoke, her voice trembled.

"I–I just want to thank the girls for their hard work this year, as well as the decade before. I–I know many times... Things were tough, but... But we stick together and... And..."

She broke down in tears. The girls huddled around and hugged Jisoo tightly. At that moment I felt like I wanted to just jump through the sea of people and hug her too. The crowd responded with an 'Aaw...', then they cheered and clapped loudly, chanting Jisoo's name with love. I felt tears start to fill my eyes too.

Jisoo looked up. Her eyes were red, but she looked happy. She looked at Jennie, Rosé, and Lisa. The girls nodded approvingly, and slowly Jisoo smiled her angelic smile. She took the microphone back up.

"W–we... I think this is the perfect opportunity for us to... Make an announcement," she said.

I heard gasps from the crowd, as well as from Suzy next to me. My eyes widened. What announcement?

"They're not disbanding, are they?" JYP uttered. I stared at the four girls on stage, anxiously waiting.

Jisoo took a deep breath before saying her next words.

"We... We've been working so hard for eleven years, and many years too before that as trainees, almost non-stop," she said, looking at the crowd. "All four of us, we... We've missed so many precious moments with our family and loved ones over the years, and we've decided that we need to take a break."

The crowd gasped loudly. A break? What did she mean? I exchanged glances with Suzy, who shook her head, looking similarly confused.

"So... Tonight, we're announcing that Blackpink will be taking an 18 month hiatus from the industry, to spend more time with our private lives, and to come back stronger a year and a half from now, to entertain you even better," concluded Jisoo.

The fans groaned in disappointment, but I let out a sigh of relief. An 18 months hiatus meant I would have more time to spend with Jennie and Jisoo, and I had nothing against that. Slowly, I smiled, looking back at the girls. They had huddled into a hug again on stage.

Slowly, I heard a few fans start to clap, before more and more people joined them. Soon, the entire stadium was filled with applause and cheers from the fans, showing their appreciation towards Blackpink. Suzy and JYP stood up from their seats to offer a standing ovation for the girls, and I followed suit.

"They're brave, these girls," said JYP. "They deserve their rest," said Suzy, smiling at me. "Jisoo deserves her rest."

I smiled and nodded.

Rosé took up the microphone and spoke to the crowd.

"Thank you again for everything, Blinks! We'll see you again in 18 months!" she said.

The crowd roared again in cheers, chanting their names again and again. The girls waved the crowd goodbye, before leaving the stage together, still in an embrace.

The hosts wrapped up the event, and the crowd started to leave the arena. The atmosphere was a little sombre, no doubt because of the shocking announcement that the girls had made. Suzy and JYP stood up to leave and I followed suit, shaking their hands and bowing.

"See you at the after party!" said Suzy. I nodded.

I went outside to the VIP lounge and saw that the artists had joined their guests there. The first group I found was Twice, so I approached Sana to congratulate her, who hugged me tightly and thanked me. Up to that point I had only ever spoken to Nayeon other than her, so they introduced me to the other members, and I congratulated them for their achievements.

As I walked through the happy crowd, looking for my girls, I met Sandara and the four leaders of IPG, who were talking together. I bowed respectfully to Taeyeon, IU, Seungyeon, Sandara and Suzy, and they all smiled at me, nodding. I continued walking around, looking for more familiar faces, and finally I heard someone call my name.

"YeongYeong!"

I turned to see my girlfriend running at me and jumped up to hug me tightly. I laughed and kissed Jennie's lips.

"Congrats, Babe! Artist of the Year!" I said. She laughed and kissed me warmly.

"Oh my God! Enough with the public display of affection already!" exclaimed Lisa, who was a few steps behind Jennie, walking with Rosé and Jisoo, smiling wide. I hugged them one by one happily.

"Congratulations, Girls!" I exclaimed. They all laughed and hugged me together. "Straight to the hotel to celebrate?" asked Rosé. I gulped. "Ce–celebrate?" I asked nervously. Jisoo slapped my back, knowing exactly what I meant. "Ya! She meant the after party!" she exclaimed. "Stop being such a pervert!"

I felt my face blushed red. Rosé, Lisa, and Jennie all laughed, and Jisoo laughed too while hugging me and kissing my cheek.

"You guys were so cool on stage tonight!" I said, trying to change the topic. The girls laughed again. "Of course! Our last performance before a long break had to be the best one!" Jennie said. "What's with that, though!" I said. "Why take such a long break now?" "We need to rest, Yeongi. Remember Lisa injured herself a few months ago when performing? The doctor said that it was because of muscle fatigue," said Rosé. "We really need to take some time off," said Jisoo. "Yes, you really need it, Unnie..." said Jennie.

I noticed this. Why did she specifically say that Jisoo needed it? Why did people keep talking as if Jisoo was ill? I looked at Jennie quizzically, but she shrugged and hugged me too.

"Also, I'll get to spend more time with you!" she said, kissing my cheek. I laughed and decided to push the thought to the back of my mind. "Guys! Enough talking! Let's go! I need some drinks!" said Lisa, tugging Rosé's arm. We laughed and followed them outside, Jennie and Jisoo on my sides.

Two black vans were waiting for us at the lobby. I was about to enter one while still hugging Jennie and Jisoo in my arms, but Rosé pulled Jisoo away. Jisoo chuckled and nodded.

"We specifically arranged two vans so you can... 'Celebrate' early with Jennie," said Jisoo, chuckling, before joining Rosé and Lisa at the other van.

The driver opened the car door for us, and to my surprise, Irene was sitting inside. She scowled at me, but somehow still looked extremely beautiful.

"Come in, already! I'm hungry!" she uttered.

I looked at Jennie, whose face had turned red. She smiled and bit her lips.

"I want to celebrate with my two lovers," she said. "So... I asked for a separate van."

I felt my boner shoot up almost immediately. This girl was seriously crazy, wasn't she? But I had no reason to protest, so I chuckled and entered the fan, sitting next to Irene, who was still scowling.

As soon as the car door slid close, Jennie straddled me. I tried to push her away, fearing that the driver might see us, but I saw that the separator between the passengers' side and the driver's side was a solid windowless one and the car windows were tinted black, so I relented.

Jennie kissed my neck passionately, and I felt Irene's hand yanking my head towards her, kissing my lips. My left hand reached to squeeze Jennie's ass, while my right grabbed Irene's tits. Irene let out a cute squeal.

We kissed and caressed each other passionately. Jennie took off her hoodie swiftly, and I unclipped her bra effortlessly, while Irene took off her blazer and top herself, revealing that she wasn't wearing a bra. She tied her hair to a ponytail, making my cock hardened, and kissed Jennie's lips with passion.

I devoured Jennie's tits with hunger, sucking and licking her nipples ravenously. She squealed and squirmed, but her fingers were quick to unbuckle my pants and pull down my underwear, revealing my rock hard penis. When the car started to move, both Jennie and Irene were already butt naked, kneeling in front of me, sucking and licking my cock vigorously.

I could never hold back for too long when both Irene and Jennie gave me a blowjob together, but I didn't want to ruin their beautiful makeups with my cum. Jennie understood this, so when she knew I was just about to cum, she pulled back, leaving Irene to suck my cock herself.

"F–Fuck... I–Irene!"

I shoved my cock deep in her throat and came buckets. She gagged and choked, but kept my penis locked inside her throat. After a few delightful seconds, she pulled back, my cum leaking out of her beautiful cherry red lips. She swallowed while eyeing me, looking extremely hot.

"You still have some cum left," said Jennie, licking Irene's neck and chin. She shuddered, and kissed Jennie passionately, tongues intertwining. My cock was still hard, but I thought I had to choose between these two, because the journey from the Indoor Stadium to the hotel wasn't exactly that far. Jennie ended up making the choice for me.

"Babe, eat my pussy, will you?" said Jennie to Irene. She sat on the carseat and spread her legs wide, revealing her clean shaven pussy. Without words, Irene bent forward and started eating Jennie, making her moan loudly in pleasure.

"A-ah... I–irene... You beautiful bitch..." she said through her moans.

Jennie stared at me, mouth agape, as if signaling me to fuck Irene. I understood immediately and positioned myself behind the Red Velvet leader. She was busy devouring Jennie's pussy while bending down, and her beautiful, smooth ass was exposed in front of me.

I placed my cock in between her butt cheeks and spat on her asshole. I had fucked her ass multiple times this year, and I'd say she ranked third after Jisoo and Jennie in terms of tightness and pleasure. I knew Irene knew that I was about to thrust my cock inside her asshole, and she didn't show any sign of refusing this, so without warning, I used my thumbs to spread her asshole, and jammed my cock inside. She jolted and moaned loudly.

"A–Ah! Yeong–ii!!"

I pulled her ponytail, riding her like a horse, while Jennie pressed Irene's head towards her crotch. She ate Jennie's pussy noisily, moaning and gasping in between her breaths every time I thrusted her rectum with my cock. I felt her tightening, her body tensing, like she was about to cum.

"Mmh–Mh... Y–Yeong... Y–eongi!" Irene moaned. Jennie was playing with her own tits now, and I sensed that she was about to cum too. It would be magnificent if we could come together, the three of us.

I thrusted even deeper and faster. Irene's body shook, her pale skin turning red all over. I slapped her butt cheeks and squeezed them hard, pounding her even faster. I knew all three of us were nearing our climax.

"F–Fuck... F–uck... G–girls!" "A–ah... S–Shi–iit... Y–Yeong–i!!" squealed Irene. "Ha–ah... Aah! Bab–Babe... Fu-uck!" gasped Jennie.

The three of us came almost at the same time. I exploded inside Irene's ass, Irene squirting buckets to the carpet, and Jennie squirting to Irene's face. We slumped on top of each other, panting for breaths, right when the car came to a stop.

Irene took a towel from the backseat and wiped her face.

"Shit, Jen... You ruined my makeup," she said, taking out a pocket mirror and starting touching up her face. Jennie and I chuckled, kissed each other, before each kissing Irene's cheeks. She smiled shyly, finishing her makeup.

"We love you, Irene," Jennie whispered. I felt her face starting to blush. She always looked so cute whenever she tried to hide her feelings that way.

She picked up her clothes, but I took out a tissue to wipe the thick white liquid leaking out of her asshole. Her face was completely red now in embarrassment, but slowly she smiled.

"Come on! Clean up and let's get down already!" she said, smiling. "I'm hungry."

We all got dressed and went out of the car, which was already parked in the parking lot. Jennie kissed Irene's lips, and she walked alone inside the building, leaving us. We waited a few moments before following her inside, arm in arm.

The after party was held in one of the hotel's largest ballrooms, practically moving the VIP lounge from the stadium earlier to another place. The food served for dinner was all delicious, a selection of local cuisine mixed with some Korean food.

I was sitting at a round table with all Blackpink members initially, but as the hours passed, the food was cleared off the table, replaced by small bites, and alcohol started to flow, a lot of people visited our table and the girls also went to visit other tables.

At one point in the night, around 11.30 pm, I found Jennie and Irene sitting to my right with Seulgi and Wendy, talking happily, while Sana, Dahyun, Jihyo and Jeongyeon of Twice were sitting to my left, hugging each other, looking drunk. Jisoo was talking with Taeyeon on another table, both sharing a pot of Chinese tea, looking like two beautiful ahjummas. Rosé was talking to Nayeon of Twice and RM of BTS by the bar, flirting with each other. A few celebrities and executives were dancing on the dance floor. Lisa was nowhere to be found.

I felt my phone vibrate. I took it out, it was Lisa.

"Meet me at the dance floor," she said, before hanging up.

I chuckled. This was strangely similar to Blackpink's Anniversary event last year. I looked at Jennie, who was still talking and drinking with the Red Velvet members.

"Babe, I'll go dance with Lisa for a while," I said. She nodded and continued talking.

I walked to the dance floor. Lisa wasn't wearing a mask like last year, and as far as I knew she didn't have three Blinks waiting to fuck her in her room tonight. She smiled as she noticed me and held my hands, pulling me closer to her.

"Enjoying the night, Yeongi?" she asked. I smiled and nodded. "You too?" "Absolutely!"

She pressed her body towards mine. I chuckled. Lisa was always flirty and seductive, and I didn't mind that one bit.

"So how are you going to spend the night? Maybe another fourway sex with Jennie, Irene, and Jisoo?" she whispered to my ears. The thought made my cock start to harden. "Nah... Maybe just Jennie and Irene," I replied. "... Or maybe you'd like to join?"

She looked at me with wide eyes, mouth opened wide.

"My, my, Yeongi! How naughty!" she said. But then she looked disappointed. "Unlucky I already had six guys to bang me tonight..." "SIX GU—?!" I blurted out in surprise. She glared and placed her hand on my mouth. "Shhh! Fuck you! Don't shout like that, you idiot!" she said panickedly, but then she chuckled. "S–six? Are you fucking crazy, Lisa? You only have three holes!" I said in a hushed voice. She giggled. "Oh come on, Yeoni. Two can fit in my pussy at the same time, one in my ass, one in my mouth, and one in each hand!" she explained. "Or they can just put two in each hole. Easy, right?"

Now my boner was fully developed. Shit. I really should join one of her gangbang sessions in the future!

"Shit, Girl! You're crazy!" I said in disbelief. She laughed. "Maybe I am. You should join one day. Try something new once in a while!" she said casually, her hand sliding down to rub my rock hard cock. "Lisa! We're in public!" I whispered. She giggled again. "Yeongi... You're the Blackpink Boyfriend. Fans have speculated that you'd fuck all four of us already, I even read some fanfics online that had you impregnate all four of us," she said, giggling.

Shit. Really?

"Anyways, I think you should spend more time with your sister, don't you think? Now with the hiatus and all. Move to America with us?" she said. How could she switch from horny to normal in a blink of an eye like that?

"I–I... Yeah. You're right. I'll consider it," I said. Lisa was still holding on to my cock, and I felt it pulsed in her hand. "What are you planning to do?"

Lisa looked up, thinking. Then she smiled.

"I'll return to Thailand for a while, then travel somewhere. Rosé also told me that she wanted to travel. Maybe you should bring Jennie and Jisoo travelling too?" she suggested. I thought that was a good idea, so I nodded in agreement.

"You might wanna do it sooner rather than later, though, Yeongi. Especially with your sister," she said, chuckling. Again, I was alarmed.

"Lisa, you know what... Today people have been telling me to look after Jisoo, that she needed more rest, and now you told me that I need to travel sooner with her. What's wrong with Noona? Is–Is she... Ill?" I asked her seriously.

Lisa looked at me, as if pondering how to answer, but then she smiled. Shit. What was it?

"No, she's not ill," she said. "Then what is it?" I pressed her. "I'll let Jisoo-unnie tell you herself," she said, releasing her grasp from my cock. She kissed my cheek. "Good night, Yeongi!" she said, before walking away.

I watched her walk towards a group of horny looking men I didn't recognise. Four of the guys were black, while the other two were white, but all six were good looking, muscular and tall, and Lisa looked so small standing in their midst. I chuckled. Lisa was about to be destroyed tonight. I secretly wished that Lisa would record her activity tonight and I could watch it later.

"Lisa surely is having fun tonight, isn't she?"

I turned to see Rosé standing next to me, looking at Lisa, shaking her head. She offered me a glass of bourbon, which I gladly accepted. She clinked her glass with mine, and we drank. I chuckled.

"Six guys, Rosie! She's crazy!" I said. Rosé chuckled.

"Yea... Two is enough for me," she said, still staring at her friend who was walking with the six guys towards the elevator. One of the guys squeezed Lisa's ass with his giant hand, and Lisa squirmed. Rosé shook her head again and laughed.

"That crazy bitch," she uttered, then turned to face me. "Hey, Jennie told me to tell you to meet her outside now."

I looked at her.

"Outside? Where?"

Rosé pointed to a door at the back of the room.

"Go through that door and walk down two flights of stairs, then exit through the emergency door," she explained carefully, then looked up and chuckled. "I only repeated what she said, Yeongi. I'm not giving you a mission."

I chuckled. Since joining the IPG, Rosé was one of the members in charge of espionage because of her savviness, so oftentimes I felt like she was a secret agent.

"Thanks, Rosie," I said, giving her a side hug. She hugged back and nodded.

I walked towards the door and followed Rosé's direction. When I exited the building, I found myself at the bank of Singapore River, in a secluded area quite far from the busy parts of Marina Bay Sands. Jennie was standing there alone, leaning against the railings, a cigarette in one hand, a bottle of beer in the other, looking towards the river.

"Do you remember our first date?" she asked as she heard my footsteps. I chuckled. "How could I forget?" I said.

I walked closer to her and embraced her from behind. She smiled and rested her arms on mine.

"It was by the river too, right?" she said, reminiscing. "I found this place earlier and asked Rosé to call you here." "Han River, not Singapore River," I said. She chuckled. "I know that," she uttered.

I looked down and kissed her head. I knew she was smiling.

"That was the best first date ever, Babe..." she uttered. "... I'm sorry we haven't got the chance to do it more often this past year."

I smiled. Our first date was indeed a memorable one, but since then our dates were limited to having meals together or watching movies and shows, never anything as free as our first. I longed for the chance to spend an evening with her again, free from any care in the world, playing games in an arcade, and eating delicious street food by the river. This last thought reminded me of something.

"Do you still have that photo as your wallpaper?" I asked her.

Jennie took out her phone and showed the home screen to me, and indeed it was still the same photo of us by the Han River, eating ice cream.

"I guess we'll have more time for dates like that in the next year and a half, hm?" she mused. I smiled and nodded.

"Han River, Singapore River... Mississippi after this?" I asked. "Why not Amazon?" she said jokingly. "What... Are we the River Couple?" I said.

We laughed together, then fell into a lovely, comfortable silence. A question came to my mind, and I knew I could ask my girlfriend this and she would tell me the truth.

"Jen..." "Hm?" "What's the real reason for the hiatus? Did something happen?" I asked her directly.

Jennie stood silently for a moment, thinking.

"You know what we said was true, Yeongi. We do need the rest. It's been a crazy 11 years... And I think we've earned this long break," she said truthfully. "But that's not all, right?" I asked her. She chuckled. "Why can't that be all?" she asked me. "I–I... I don't know," I said, feeling lost.

Jennie turned to face me, staring directly at my eyes. She smiled her beautiful smile.

"... There is another reason," she said, placing her hand on my chest. "... But it's your sister's personal reason. She told me she'll tell you herself tonight."

I stared at her. So there was another reason, Jisoo's personal reason, but what was it? And why hadn't she told me? We talked a few times during these past four months since the last time I met her, but she never mentioned anything about a plan for a long break, let alone the reason behind it. And why would Jisoo need to tell me herself? Did I have something to do with the reason?

Jennie smiled again and kissed my cheek.

"Don't worry, Yeongi. I'm sure you'll be as happy as we are when Jisoo-unnie tells you later," she said calmly.

I decided to trust her. I smiled and hugged her.

"Okay, Babe. I'll ask her later," I said.

Jennie smiled and stretched her body, turning back to face the river. I stood next to her.

"So what's your plan for the next 18 months?" I asked her. "Rest. Travel with you when you have the time..." she then looked at me naughtily, before adding, "... Making babies..."

I looked at her in shock.

"Ya!" I exclaimed. She laughed. "18 months is enough to raise one baby, right?" she asked me.

I laughed and hugged her. Shit. Was she being real?

"Enough to raise one and make another one," I said warmly. She laughed again. "Nah... One is enough. I'm not Jisoo-unnie. She'll be a great mother," she said.

In my heart, I agreed with her. Jisoo would make an awesome mother one day. Somehow, at that moment, I wanted to go inside to meet Jisoo. I wanted so badly to spend the night with Jennie and possibly Irene too, but Jisoo would be alone then. Or should I just bring Jisoo to my suite? Should we repeat what happened last year?

Jennie rested her head on my shoulder. Again, as if she could read my mind, she said her next words.

"You should accompany her tonight, you know," she said. I looked at her. "Why should I?" I asked a question I already knew the answer to. "Because she'll be alone if you don't. I have Irene, Rosé should be having someone to spend the night with by now, and Lisa has..." "... Six men," I interjected. Jennie giggled. "That crazy bitch," she uttered.

I paused for a moment, thinking.

"We can ask her to join us," I offered an idea. Jennie giggled, but shook her head. "No. She'll appreciate it more if only you accompany her," she refused. I agreed silently.

We heard the door behind us open, so we turned. It was Irene. She walked groggily, her face red, looking drunk. Her left hand was carrying a glass of champagne.

"You're drunk," mentioned Jennie. "No shit," she replied.

She butted in between us, making both Jennie and I laugh. Jennie flung her arm across Irene's shoulder.

"Should we let Yeongi go inside and spend the night with his sister? Should he allow his girlfriends to have fun on their own tonight?" asked Jennie cutely. I chuckled, but Irene pouted.

"I'm not his girlfriend!" she protested.

Jennie and I exchanged knowing looks behind Irene's back and chuckled.

"Babe, you can't do that any more..." I said to Irene teasingly. "Not after he came in all of your three holes again and again for a year," Jennie said. "Not after he came buckets in your ass earlier."

Irene blushed and bit her lips. Her pale skin made her face look even redder. She kept looking towards the Singapore River. I laughed and flung my arm across her shoulder. She didn't react, so I shot Jennie a look. She knew what I meant and nodded approvingly.

"Irene!" I called.

She turned to face me and I kissed her lips immediately. For a second she acted like she wanted to push me away, but then she relented and smiled. Her body relaxed, and she kissed me willingly.

"Aww.... I want," said Jennie cutely.

Irene giggled as she released me gently and turned to kiss Jennie. Fuck. I was really in a three-way relationship with two gorgeous idols, wasn't I?

"Fuck you two!" Irene complained with a wide smile. She hugged my arm and Jennie's. We both kissed her cheeks, which made her blush even redder.

"You know..." I said to her, deciding to tease her even further. "What?" "You've never once said you love me this whole year," I said. "'Cause I don't!" she replied immediately.

Jennie laughed and leaned closer to her.

"You know you do, Babe..." she whispered to her. Irene's face blushed again. She really looked like an adorable, beautiful shy girl tonight. Being in a relationship with Jennie and Irene for a whole year made me know how to push all of Irene's buttons correctly.

"I love you, Jen," she uttered softly. Jennie looked at me and grinned mischievously. "And...?" she teased her again. I saw Jennie's hand slipped to Irene's butt, squeezing it. Irene jolted, but didn't respond. I gently caressed the nape of her neck, making her shudder.

"And...?" I whispered to her ear. I knew Irene was smiling. "loveyouyeongyeong," she said quickly, embarrassedly under her breath, almost incomprehensibly. "Oh come on, Irene..." I said, caressing her neck again. She shuddered and turned to face me.

"I love you, YeongYeong!" she exclaimed with a scowl. But then she smiled and giggled, before adding, "... Asshole."

I laughed and kissed her cheek again, Jennie kissing her other cheek. She smirked and drank her champagne.

"Go inside. Don't make your sister wait," Irene said.

I nodded and kissed her again, before turning to kiss Jennie who hugged me tightly.

"See you tomorrow, Babe," she whispered.

I nodded and walked inside, leaving my two girlfriends drinking and smoking outside. As I reentered the ballroom, I noticed that people had started to leave the room. Some left with their partners, others with their bandmates. It was almost midnight.

I met Sana, Dahyun, and Jeongyeon who were walking out of the room in each other's arms. Sana and Jeongyeon looked dead drunk, giggling like two silly little girls, touching and kissing each other, while Dahyun, who evidently had high alcohol tolerance, was guiding them out of the room. She bowed respectfully as I walked past them, and I laughed when I saw how exasperated Dahyun looked, both in avoiding Sana's attempts to kiss her and in trying to get her unnies safely back up to their suite.

I saw Rosé left with Nayeon, embracing each other, both looking horny. I smiled. So Rosé finally did try a girl for a change, just like Jennie suggested last year at the beach house after she broke up with John.

Finally, I reached Jisoo's table. Taeyeon had left, so Jisoo was sitting alone, pouring herself another cup of Chinese tea from the teapot. I smiled. My sister looked so refined and elegant compared to the other drunk idols tonight, but I noticed that she looked tired and sleepy. I sat next to her, and she greeted me with a smile.

"Sleepy?" I asked her. She nodded. "So sleepy," she said, before pouring a cup of tea and offering it to me. "Tea?"

I nodded and sipped my tea. It was hot, but somewhat relaxing.

"Do you wanna go upstairs?" I asked her. "Do you want to carry me?" she replied with a question. I chuckled. Carrying Jisoo here and there had started to become one of my favourite pastimes. "With pleasure," I said.

We stood up, and I gently scooped her legs and carried her. She clung to me, smiling. I was surprised at how heavy she was tonight.

"You're getting heavy!" I said, heaving. "What did you eat for dinner?" "Ya!" she scolded me, slapping my head. I laughed.

I carried Jisoo upstairs to our floor, and she swiped her keycard to unlock the door. Her suite was adjacent to mine and Jennie's, and it looked almost identical. I rested her on the sofa, and she let out a sigh, laying there.

"Thanks, YeongYeong... I'll never get tired of being carried by you," she said. I chuckled.

I sat by her legs, looking at her.

"You do look different, Noona," I said.

To my surprise, she didn't scold me. She only smiled knowingly, before sitting up.

"You think so?" she asked me. I nodded. "But I don't know what the difference is," I said truthfully.

She chuckled and stood up, walking towards the fridge. She took out two water bottles and tossed one to me before opening one for her and drank it. This made me notice something else.

"You... Didn't touch any alcohol tonight," I uttered. She nodded. "I have bad tolerance, remember?" "Yea but that never stopped you from drinking before," I said.

Jisoo stared at me, as if thinking. I decided to just ask her directly.

"Jennie told me there's another reason for Blackpink's hiatus," I said. "... Your personal reason."

Jisoo drank her water again. She then looked towards the window, towards the blinking lights of Singapore.

"Yes there is," she said eventually. "What is it? She told me you'll tell me tonight."

Jisoo kept staring outside for a little while, before looking at me. I noticed she was smiling.

"Wait here," she said.

I sat on the sofa as Jisoo went to one of the bedrooms. I heard her opening her luggage, taking something out, and then walked back to the living room. She was holding a medium sized, blue box, and placed it on the table in front of me. She sat next to me gently.

"Open it," she commanded.

Confused, I reached for the box and opened it.

At first, I didn't recognise the few sheets of photo paper inside, showing black and white blurry pictures, but then I saw five white plastic sticks at the bottom of the box. My heart stopped.

I turned to face Jisoo, who was smiling wide, tears started forming in her eyes. I knew what these were, but I didn't want to believe it.

With trembling hands, I picked up the test packs. Three of them were showing two thin blue stripes, and the other two had the word 'positive' written on their small screen. I reached for the ultrasound pictures, and I recognised that they were showing pictures of life forming inside a womb. Jisoo's womb.

"I'm pregnant, Yeongi. Sixteen weeks."

Sixteen weeks. That's four months. That was... That was.

Jisoo reached for my hand and grabbed it gently. I turned to face my sister. Slowly, she guided my hand towards her belly, and the moment I touched it, I could feel her bump.

So that was why she looked so different today. That was why they wore loose outfits tonight when they performed. That was why Jisoo avoided alcohol the entire night. That was why she needed to rest so much.

"That's my personal reason for the hiatus," she said calmly. "I'm carrying your babies."

Shell shocked, I opened my mouth, but words struggled to come out. I noticed she was using the plural form.

"B–B... Babies?"

Jisoo nodded, smiling wide.

"Twins."

My mind went into shock. My brain struggled to process this fact. How could this happen? How... How could I impregnate my own sister?

"Noona... I–I..." "We had sex four months ago, and you came in me. So... I became pregnant," she explained like a teacher explaining how the human reproductive system works to her students. I gulped, horrified.

"W–Wh... Didn't you... Didn't you take your morning pills?"

She smiled, but shook her head.

"W–why?" "Because I never took any pills," she said, still with a smile. "W–what? What? What?"

Jisoo chuckled, and rested her back on the sofa.

"I never took any pills, Yeongi. Especially after what mom told me..."

This made me even more confused. What was she saying? Was this real? What just happened?

"M–mom? W–what do... you mean?" I asked her.

Jisoo looked at me, then she straightened herself up, leaning closer to me.

"After our first night together, I went to visit mom the next day, remember?" she asked me.

I nodded. I remembered telling her to contact our mom before she returned to America, and she told me she'd do so the day after.

"So... I visited her, and we had... A nice day... Surprisingly. We went shopping, we ate some meals, and we drank together that night," she chuckled. "... I thought my tolerance was low, but hers was even lower."

"So there we were that night, having our makgeolli, two drunk ladies. Then suddenly she started apologizing to me for being so strict with me during my childhood. Of course, I forgave her. It made me who I am right now, right?" Jisoo continued. I listened intently.

"But she kept apologizing for treating me unfairly, so it made me uncomfortable, right? She started crying, and told me that..."

Jisoo paused, struggling for words.

"She told you...?" I pressed. "She told me that... I was never her daughter. So she might have treated me unfairly out of spite," Jisoo whispered. Tears started forming in her eyes again. I was shocked again. "What? Wh–what?"

Jisoo looked up and nodded.

"At first I thought she was joking, or so drunk she started saying stupid things. But she sounded like she was telling the truth, so I pressed her, but at the time she was so drunk she fell asleep on the table," Jisoo said, chuckling.

"So I brought her home and stayed at her house that night. In the morning, I asked her again. She was shocked initially, not remembering that she told me that the night before. I pressed her again, and finally she told me that... That... I was dad's daughter, not hers, and you..."

Jisoo paused, staring at my face.

"... You're her son, not his."

This revelation made my mind go blank. What was happening?

"What? H–how?" I asked her, even more confused.

Jisoo kept staring at me, then explained.

"Dad... Had a wife before. My real mother. She died giving birth to me. Mom also had a husband before dad, your father, but he left her when she was pregnant with you, around a year after I was born."

"Mom and dad... They were colleagues at work, so they shared the same pain. Eventually they fell for each other and got married, and they decided to raise us as siblings. We were both too young to know this, and for some reason, they never told us... Until last year mom told me," she explained.

I stared at Jisoo. It felt like a made up story and I didn't want to believe it, but somehow, deep down, I knew she was telling the truth. Jisoo smiled and held my hand.

"I... I'm sorry for not telling you sooner, Yeongi. It took me some time to accept this, and I don't expect you to just accept this right away, but... You know I am telling the truth," she said.

Still staring blankly at my sister, my mind started processing the fact. So we were never siblings? So... The love we had for each other, what was it? Was it amorous love?

I stood up and walked towards the window, distraught. I stared outside, into the beautiful Gardens by the Bay and beyond. The night was peaceful, but I felt my heart turbulent. I didn't know how to react to this revelation. Jisoo was never my sister, and now she was pregnant with my babies. One part of me was relieved that I hadn't impregnated my real, blood-related sister, but the other part of me was disappointed to know that the Jisoo I loved and looked up to was not related to me.

Jisoo stood up and walked slowly behind me. I felt her reaching in front, hugging me by the waist from behind. I felt her bump pressing against my lower back.

"I'm sorry, Yeongi...," she whispered. I felt tears wetting my back. "I... You might hate me for hiding the truth from you, and I don't know what we are now, now that you know we're not real family. But... But I do love you. As a brother, as a man... And as the father of my children," she whispered again.

Her words melted my heart. I turned to face her. Gently, I placed my hand on her chin, lifting her face. She lifted her teary eyes, looking at me directly.

"How can I ever hate you, Noona..." I whispered.

She blinked several times, staring at me. I smiled at the angel standing in front of me.

"... And who says we're not family?"

I placed my hand on her belly and slowly caressed her bump.

"We're one," I whispered.

Tears fell down from Jisoo's eyes, wetting her smooth, chubby cheeks. Slowly, she smiled beautifully, then chuckled. She closed her eyes and tiptoed forward, flinging her arms around my neck.

We kissed gently, warmly, lovingly. I felt tears dripping from my eyes as well. She giggled as we pulled apart. Her arms still clinging to my shoulders, my hand still rubbing her bump. A question came to my mind.

"Jennie knew?" I asked her. "About the pregnancy? Or that we're not siblings?" she asked. "Both?" "She does," she said. "She was the first one who knew I'm pregnant, and Jennie being Jennie... She was even happier than I was, even before I told her that we're not siblings."

I chuckled. That was Jennie alright.

"Of course Rosé and Lisa knew as well after a while, so did Suzy-unnie and the other three IPG leaders, but I didn't tell them that we're not related," Jisoo said. "So what are we now that we're not siblings?" I asked her.

Jisoo laughed and hugged me tightly.

"You'll forever be my baby YeongYeong, blood related or not. You know that..." she said dearingly. I hugged her back and smiled. As far as I was concerned, she would also forever be my noona.

"Yeah, I know that, Noona..." I said. She chuckled. "... But we can be lovers if you're still open for it..." she added.

I laughed. Shit. Four ways relationship with three gorgeous idols, then?

"I'll ask Jennie and Irene," I said jokingly. She chuckled again. "Ya! If Jennie can have Irene while still having you, why can't you have me while having her?" she said.

Her words made me laugh. She looked up to me and smiled beautifully again.

"I love you, Yeongi..." she said lovingly. "I love you too..." I said, then smiled before adding. "... Jisoo-ya."

She laughed deeply, then kissed me. We kissed passionately again, both caressing each other's hair and body, then she pulled back, looking at me naughtily.

"Do you want to see the bump?" she asked me seductively.

I smiled and nodded. Giggling, Jisoo slowly took off her shirt, revealing her sports bra. I noticed that she was wearing tight yoga pants beneath her denim shorts, covering her belly and holding it in, which I realised was the reason why her bump didn't show in public today.

She took off her shorts, letting it fall down to the carpeted floor. She stood there in her underwear, eyeing me, before slowly taking off her bra. Her tits have grown much larger, probably a cup size bigger from when I last saw her four months ago. They looked a lot fuller and heavier, her nipples darker. I could see soft streaks of veins beneath her fair-skinned, milky white breasts. Slowly, my cock started to harden.

Jisoo peeled her yoga pants down, revealing her pregnant belly, and only then did I realise that her bump was quite big already. For a moment, I thought her bump looked too big for a four months pregnant woman, but then I remembered that she was carrying twins.

Jisoo stood there naked, resting her hands on her belly, looking at me sexily. I felt my cock go full rock hard, somehow harder than ever before. Jisoo walked slowly towards me, then pulled my hands gently and placed it on top of her bump. It felt so smooth and hard, like nothing I had ever touched before. I started to feel nervous, knowing that my two children were inside her.

"Don't be afraid, Daddy..." she whispered.

I couldn't hold back. I pulled her and kissed her passionately. She stripped me down with haste, and before long we were standing there in the darkened room, looking at each other's naked body, devouring the beautiful sight with our eyes. We chuckled and kissed again.

She pulled my hand and guided me to her bedroom, laying down on the bed, looking like a goddess. I joined her, laying on top of her. I felt my penis brushing her clean shaven pussy, which was already soaking wet, but I didn't want to enter her just yet.

I kissed her neck gently, then moved down to her collar bone, and finally her tits. My hand caressed her bump, loving the feeling more and more by the minute. Jisoo squirmed and moaned as I started sucking and licking her darkened nipples. I knew they would soon leak delicious milk for the babies and for me, and the thought aroused me even more.

"Yeong–i... Ahh–"

Her tits felt so soft and tender, even more so than I remembered it was four months ago, yet somehow they felt a little firmer, probably because they had started producing milk inside. She squirmed and jolted again as I slobbered her tits and nipples. My fingers reached down, sliding to her chubby pussy, and started playing with her clit, before entering inside. Jisoo tensed, staring at me.

"Yeongi... I–I'm... Cumming..."

She let out a loud sigh, and squirted as she came. She panted, her face blushed, smiling widely. My dick brushed against her baby bump, and I felt my dick pulsed, demanding me to put it in where it belonged. As if reading my mind, she looked at me longingly.

"Enter me, Daddy..." she whispered.

Somehow, being called 'Daddy' by Jisoo felt different compared to when Jennie called me that. I positioned myself, slapping my dick on her pregnant belly a few times, before placing it at the entrance of her pussy. Gently, not wanting to hurt her and the babies, I pushed in.

Jisoo's eyes widened and her mouth gaped open, feeling every inch of my cock slowly impaling her. Her pregnant pussy was extremely warm, wet, and moist. She grabbed my arm, squeezing it until I reached the depths of her womb, my dick engulfed inside her pussy. Staring at her eyes, I started thrusting. Suddenly, her vagina clenched, tightening around my cock.

"A–ah... Jisoo..." I moaned, surprised. She chuckled, then pulled me for a kiss. "Let's go, Da–ddy..."

Encouraged, I pulled my cock, and slammed it hard back inside. Jisoo squirmed and squealed, hugging my back tightly. I pounded her pussy, making a wet slapping sound every time I thrusted in. I started caressing her round, beautiful bump as I thrusted her again and again, and her bump bounced up and down sexily. Her big tits were jiggling and bouncing with every thrust I made.

"A–Ah... Y–Yeong... Ah... Y–Yeongii..."

Jisoo moaned and moaned, and before long she came again multiple times. I felt her body shuddered and tensed, and I knew I was reaching my climax too. I thrusted her harder and faster, and her vagina walls clenched and tightened around my cock again.

"D-Daddy... Y–You're cumming ... A–Aah... A–aren't you?" "S–Soon... Noona... Mmh... J–Jisoo! Jisoo!"

I pounded her pussy like crazy, and she clasped my waist with her hips. I pulled out as I reached my orgasm, and while grinding my cock against her bump, I started spurting my cum on her belly again and again, painting it white.

As I slumped beside her, panting for breath, I looked at her face and smiled. She reached to kiss my lips, her eyes half closed, her breathing ragged. Her fingers traced the many drops of white liquid staining her baby bump, toying with it, rubbing it on her round belly like it was some sort of a lotion. I chuckled. How could someone look so innocent yet so sexy at the same time?

"You know Jennie wants your children too, right?" she said after a while with a chuckle.

I laughed and kissed her lips, then placed my hand on top of hers on her belly.

"She'll have to wait her turn," I said. "You know I'll want yours again too after these ones," she said again.

I laughed and kissed her cheek. Who could ever refuse her? Jisoo giggled, looking at my eyes serenely.

"I love you, Kim Yeoni," she whispered. "I love you too, Kim Jisoo," I replied, smiling.

Smiling, she closed her eyes, and soon fell asleep. I looked at the ceiling. I didn't know how the world would turn out to be after this, for me, for Jisoo, for Jennie, for Irene, for Blackpink, for the twins inside Jisoo's belly. I didn't know what would happen in the next 18 months. I didn't know what the IPG would do next, or if Park Manse was going to return for his revenge. But at that moment, I didn't care.

All I cared about as I closed my eyes and drifted to a peaceful sleep that night in Singapore was this beautiful, kind, strong, angelic, pregnant lady sleeping next to me: The worldwide superstar, the K-pop idol, the Blackpink member, my sister, my lover, the mother of my children, Kim Jisoo.

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