Feb 9
i finished season 7 and started with season 8 and I am so mad at Dean, I kinda wanna punch him in the face so far like shut up
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i finished season 7 and started with season 8 and I am so mad at Dean, I kinda wanna punch him in the face so far like shut up
I want to befriend Chenle so bad, it's so jinjja serious like I will die
saw jensen ackles/dean winchester in my dream probably because I have been regularly dosing on supernatural every night before bed, so I keep having spn dreams. It was his birthday on the day of a promo event and I was tryna find a gift for him at the venue lmao which was a bagel sandwich 😭 they were selling but I was tryna find a perfect stuffing one till he came out and and got a sweet one instead of a savoury one for himself not knowing i was gonna get one for him as a late gift (also he was kinda in the double role as my dad too because my dreams are like that and yesterday my dad told me he likes jensen and very clearly dislikes jared (😭no) in the two mins he sat in front of the TV) and idk if it was a movie we were in or something that just happened in the past, a mix of both i am guessing because dreams 🙄, and he played a gay role in it or he WAS gay if all that shit actually happened lmaosgdksvdkrb. Also that movie/past event was so slaveryhorrorcannibalism core and he popped up towards the end just to be gay 😔
Okkayyy I have a problem!! Pegging is HOT BUT tell me whenever I read a dom female reader×sub kpop male idol fic, 95% of the times y/n would assert her dominance in a pegging scene, it just HAS to be included. Like are you telling me that y/n canNOT be a dom in case of normal sex positions (male idol being the top😭😭😭). Would that make her switch into being a sub although she is a dom😭😭😭😭?? Like what the fuck is up with pegging being so compulsory??? IT IS SO ANNOYING AT TIMES😤. I get it!!! It is INDEED hot but does it always have to happen🥲. This equally happens outside of kpop fanfics too, in other sub!male×dom!female sexual relationship content, whether it's porn or non fanfic/kpop fanfic smut etc.
hello tumblr please save me, heal me, hold me, and don't let go
I feel so hopeless literally 98% of the times. I am also definitely gonna fail and not get my degree that was so expensive. I am capable but I couldn't get myself to do shit the right way because my brain is fried. Sometimes I wish I wasn't capable enough so that I won't have to fie of guilt and yet feel paralyzed to move and get shit done. I just wanna cry for three days straight and then pass away at this point.
Suddenly i feel a little sick of Nct Dream, and as Renjun is one of my biases I do feel a little torn up sometimes. I am a 7 dream stan and I love them all a lot but sometimes I would see solo Renjun stan takes and they'd get to me, especially when it comes down to the government ships/duo agendas and everyone else jumps onto it sidelining Renjun. Imo for odd number groups they should always have one or more three-member government ships but companies are always ass and we're talking about SM here. So the solo stans are not entirely wrong all the time to separate Renjun when group stans do that intentionally/unintentionally too and heck I do hate complaining each damn time but it does feel sad. That's where it gets to.me the most besides all the mistreatment in general and mistreatment of other members too. So I got off twitter and will try to not just spend my whole days scrolling through stuff about them on socials for now. I really love Renjun, Jaemin, Chenle and Jisung (my biases) and the group a lot but it's just...sometimes it's just not it. I am unable to make it not affect me. Besides this I do feel easily overstimulated because I overconsume shit about them by being chronically online on twitter besides the usual doom scrolling so it feels nauseating lol and I also struggle with my mental health. It cannot always be sunshine and glitter and I keep isolating myself from things or taking breaks, haven't done that for Nct Dream so I might as well. Maybe it's a good thing. However I wonder how long will I be able to keep mostly away XD
tumblr and pinterest and spotify, save me :(
spn save meeee