What is your favourite headcanon for this muse so far?
it’s mentioned in lowell’s intro that an accessory (and really one of his most prized possessions) is his father’s watch. it’s not a traditional heirloom, but it is one in lowell’s eyes. his mom gave his dad the watch as a wedding present, and the back case is engraved with two words -- i promise -- and their wedding date. guy then had each anniversary year added to the watch. the leather strap is worn in the perfect broken-in kind of way, and the times when lowell has slipped it onto his own wrist, he would wear it the exact same way his dad did. so while there are pictures of his dad, his dad and mom, the love letters his mom saved, the watch is just this tangible piece of his father lowell can touch and be connected to.
birdie gives lowell the watch after they move to maine, when she thinks he’s mature enough to care for it (if he chose to wear it), and understand its importance. and lowell does, but the watch also, at first, exacerbates some of lowell’s struggles to connect with a person he doesn’t know but yet gave him so much (everyone always says how much he looks like or acts like his dad). but then the watch also provides that bridge for finding ways to connect and work through this weird level of what feels like, at least to lowell, some kind of unearned grief.