Sitting here, waiting for my therapy appointment to start. Yeah, I purposefully causd that drama in the lobby, still upset about my last ER trip, and also upset that I saw a police car just before entering the building: this is illegal parole. These people are off their rocker with how they think heart surgery recipients should be dealt with. My chest felt low while I was forcing myself to freak out a little bit. Low is not horrible, it's a grade better than chest pains. I felt at risk for getting chest pains, but didn't actually fully have chest pains. That low feeling in the chest is scary though. It is the feeling before chest pains. If I get chest pains though, that low goes by so fast that you basically mostly don't notice it. It's like saying a sentence fast. The word "is" is certainly there, but you never count it even though you notice it.
